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Yay for rambling!

I went swimming today, and YAY. I'm burned to a CRISP. AHH. Not on purpose. I burn easily. Paaiin.

And I just finished watching the second season of Dexter.

Oh. My. God. If you love realistic fiction, if you love suspense, if you don't mind the thought of a serial killer that lives under a code and kills other serial killers, who was trained by his father (a cop)...and the serial killer is a blood spatter expert (basically, also a cop)...you may like this. And there's more, but man, it's WAY too complex to explain in a paragraph. But...

I just watched the 6 or 7 final episodes of Dexter, season 2, because it freaking HOOKED me. I could NOT stop watching. o_o;

ANYWAYS...

Umm...

Yeah...

Nothing new with my deer <<;

I just wanted to...uhh...rant?

:3
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TEF Dream...

Just woke up from a dream...

After having our wooden cabin blown down (which was atop a skyscraper), I went into a Pokemon center and proceded to enter the forest. I eventually met up with Zuko, whose deer was Butch (uhh?), and who was kind-of silently and sweetly hitting on me (wtf?)...

Then I told him this random mumbo jumbo about when I get on, he finds my picto and moves to a certain place away from it so that I can get on (huh?) and find him where my picto was for him.

I feel confused <<;
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Haiku~

Magnet

Does, it attracts them
Does it work the other way
Don't let pride fool you

Aspen

Mighty as forest
Mighty shy in hoof and pelt
Must now take a step

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*bows*
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(ignore)

All better now :3
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--- Anzel's Bio ---

I used to have one, but I lost it, and I'm too lazy to find it. It's time I updated it, anyways.

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- Name: Anzel

- Nicknames: Zelical, Zelly, Nirish, Ghost Deer

- Gender: Doe

- Appearance:


- How to remember her pictogram: Golden snitch, wing, or...an 'F' flipped in a mirror with a swirly at the bottom.

- Mate: None. [font size=-4]but she might have one or two...<<; she's in denial.[/url]

- Details of her glitch: Anzel isn't ignoring you. She just can't see you.

I apparently have a high 'ping', which prevents me from loading other people's movements, or even loading them at all, most of the time. Here's how it is for me:

When I connect and log in, all the pictograms fall into a clump at the bottom of my screen, and they don't spread out, normally. If they do, either there are very few with fake pictograms, or I might be lucky, and see every deer in the forest, even the weather! But the deer I see, don't move. If they move, it's in place, and the action repeats. Often, the deer are setless to me.

Other people can often see me, but I may or may not appear with my set to them, and I may or may not move to them. I cannot see them move around, and I cannot tell if they are chasing me unless I check the live map. So, don't think I'm disrespecting you if I ignore you. Because if I could see you, I would bow and be polite. I just...don't even know you're there. x.x

- Personality: Anzel is basically...me. Her name is based from an old wolf RP character I had named Dark Angel, who went through a series of revelations, and became Anzel. She is very wise, too much so. But Anzel is not a predator like Dark Angel was, and was never and will never be quite as unkind.
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What is...love?

My heart is an open book
You can see the pages
You can read the writing torn by my hoof
Into the page before me
Every night and everyday

I don't see you there
As more than a friend
How could I? Pah, silly!
I'm a ghost! How could I ever love?
How would I ever know what a mate even was?

The extra nuzzles I give him
When I spy him, sleek as midnight,
Are because he is my friend!
I'm just a ghost!
How could he ever care?

Like I've said, I don't love
No, I don't, he's just a friend
He doesn't have any clue and he never will
Not that there's anything to ever have a clue about
Because there isn't and never will be

No, no, it's okay
I know he has a mate
And she is a beautiful doe, and I have no bad thoughts of her
Even if she might be breaking his heart
As she breaks mine slowly

What? Did I say that? I kid!
Have you not heard of hyperboles? Pah;
Enough of this 'love', whatever it is
I'll never know it feels like fleers in my heart
I never will

It's felt like suffication since I first saw him
His eyes preoccupied with another doe
But I think it's just a coincidence; Yes, that's it,
Nothing but a realization of my glitch
That makes sense, now doesn't it?

I never blush; Never shy away from his form
I shall never care that he has a mate, and no, it troubles me not
I'm just a ghost, I don't know love
I don't notice him any more than he notices me
And I do
not protest too much!!!

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Blame the song 'Doth I Protest Too Much' by Alanis Morissette. Think you can figure it out?

I just woke up not 15 minutes ago, so it'll probably be easy. It's a free-verse poem of LAZEHNESS.
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Umm...am I visible?

I loaded some deer, fwee...including...I believe it's Magnet. I'll have to check...:3

Can anyone see me?

EDIT: I'm so mean...I just moo'd at sleeping Ammy, I think XDDD;;;
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Kala Nala Nypton! (insane poem)



Kala nala nypton
I come in peace
Stay a little longer for
The Keplar Feast

Doves will line the hallways in
In their soft, white gowns
Pecking 'way at sorrows
And defeating frowns

Stay and tiptoe all the way
To Kingdom Come
It's as though I've known you always
Don't be glum!

Look! The bats, they bring the hay
In golden pails
Let the dandles bless you antlers
And it never fails

Stay a little while longer
For the Feast
Cannot keep the main course waiting---
Meat? Oh please...

We don't call it meat here
We call it Sac~
What is this Rifice you speak of?
FEAST, COME BACK!

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It flowed from my fingertips, what can I say? I didn't plan on the alien cannibalism, but ah well. MWAHAHA.

This is a kinda new set for Anzel, because the Beluga Mask/Space Helm sounds cooler than any other Mask, in my opinion :3

Even if...it's...not too pretty. XD;
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My evening out. (image heavy)

Me + Twilight = PICTURES.

:3

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For a while yesterday, Anzel was very depressed...



(this is unrelated to by little story, but a deer was mooing at the point of origin, mwahaha, the picto clump made me giggle)



She awoke today to find twilight...and even found a false rainbow. (can you see it?)



And she hid beneathe a willow for a while...



Then, she ran straight to the paradise she remembered ever-so-well, where the grass shone pink in the light...



Why, she even hid in a rock for a little while!



And in her journeys, she befriended the bats...her ever-twittering companions in her journeys that night.



She decided to change her set after a while, from Dezil...to Anzel.



And...what's this? Can you see what's wrong with this picture? (hint: look at the picture above, then back at this one)



Eventually, she tired of the paradise, and found herself in darkness...(i came across this dark patch by accident)



And soon, she found the Heart, a ray of sunshine that, when looked at correctly...looks like a heart <3



Wandering on, she came upon fireflies, and one of her favorite places in the forest...which was tinged dark blue. Very peculiar.



And soon, she tired of the forest...and she made a quiet departure into the realm of dreams...
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EDIT: Nevermind ^^;

Nevermind, heh...I got a preview, didn't like it x.x
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