My deer's colors were based on their personalities.

So yes. I do realize their colors make for a rainbow that matches an inverted rainbow is loveliness.

...inverted rainbows aren't pretty. x3

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Human Creature hasn't let me out much, but for good reason. My heartbeat, I feel it when I walk alone in the forest. I hear it, and imagine things that only sister knows. Hangman spoke to us this morning of a Great Cliff, a mile high, and the Lemon Deer always ran towards it. The elder, the twisted, the hurt and the tainted Lemon Deer. It makes me shiver.

And I still hear the heartbeat, echoing in the depths of my knowing.

And I cower at the dropping of their fragile teardrops on the soil.

And I'm scared to death that I'm beginning to hope...

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I have tamed my eyes to the sun now. I can smile truly now, I'm not certain why. I believe it is because of the tales that Hangman has been speaking.

He told me, in private...*holds his head low and whispers*...that the fae wasn't real; though he had no recollection of the story, and doesn't know what he's talking about, or who the fae is, now.

I'll rest my head to this tree tonight, knowing the Twin Gods shan't harm me for being what I am. Or...or, at least, for being a vampire.

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I don't remember.

I was asleep...

B..but Nurra would never lie to me. Anzel, Taint, Vein, they all told me of what I spoke. I have no recollection of it.

I...

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[=#A07DFF]Silver is a lullaby
Painting nether tears
Draining sadness from goodbyes
And crystallizing fears

Taint away the lullabies
Nuzzle soft, sincere
Angels watching over you
Sweetest one, my deer

My lady seems to have gifted me with her rhythm and rhyme, and for that, I am thankful. I can hum my sadness away in gentle time...

Not all sadness can be departed from my heart...but at least the ache is bearable...

x3

Of course. In the world of the Ghost Deer, it is none other than the Glitch Stag who is stuck at the Point of Origin :3

*giggles*

I'm going to explode. I would dance for 5 hours straight on the tip of a salty unwanted pinecone for spelldata with every single set in it.

My sister and I...we love to design. Sneezing until the break of dawn and until twilight returns of late, we love it.

But we don't have the tools.

-_-;

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I have a few set ideas. I can't complete them, though. I don't have spelldata with everything in it. Such as a shark set, I wanna try every combo, including secretary bird mask/magpie pelt/orca antlers, but I don't have that all in one spelldata set. Or a sea serpent/dragon set. I don't have a skull with much else, though I DO have a spelldata set with the kirin pelt, and another one with kirin antlers, and another with the full zombie set.

*dies*

Bleck.

Sorry, lol, I'm just ranting. Man, if I could get into the forest right now, I'd have a spellcasting party to get every set piece I possibly could in one bunch of spelldata :3

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--- COMPLETE LIST OF ALL SETS (luchador masks not included) ---

Doe
( ) Antlers (stubs)

Great Argus
( ) Pelt (white belly, orange body w/ black stripes & yellow-orange spots; blue eye area)
( ) Antlers (shaped like handle end of a key)

Magpie
( ) Pelt (blue w/ white stripes & belly)
( ) Antlers (green-blue-black-purple thin feathers)
( ) Mask (dark grey beak)

Venetian Carnival
( ) Antlers (like big toothbrush ends; gold with blue/red feathers)
( ) Mask (purple & yellow with red dots)

Monarch Butterfly
( ) Pelt (orange & black spots)
( ) Antlers (butterfly antennae)
( ) Mask (small pink/red/white/purple mask, like face paint)

Kirin
( ) Pelt (green scales w/ pink belly)
( ) Antlers (large, curled, striped, & red-grey)

Orca
( ) Pelt (black & white like orca)
( ) Antlers (black fins)
( ) Mask (black nose like orca)

Peacock
( ) Pelt (blue/black/white/peach combo)
( ) Antlers (peacock feathers)
( ) Mask (peacock beak)

Long Mask

So there I am.

Minding my own business.

Get ready to sit down.

And...

BOOMPH.

I HAS A FRIZZIN MONARCH-PELTED FAWN OF DEATH.

AHH.

*squeals and twitches*

/end wtf moment.

(this was also posted in the Pictures area)



Halogen - Zombie deer with a Poppy hanging from his antlers and bangs; pictogram looks like a sleeping oxen
Fulu - Secretary Bird pelted deer with Peacock feathers and a Magpie mask; pictogram looks like a rose with a leaf
Anzel - Silver pelted deer with Key antlers and a Hands mask; pictogram looks like a wing
Radeon - Deer on the distant bridge

I don't believe that Radeon was in the actual scene, but I know that Anzel hid in the peacock grass as Halogen watched, and Fulu hopped by her and over to the Twin Gods statue. I saw a little bit of spellcasting going on over there.

Whee. Yes. I -was- lazy with the background.

And I -do- need anatomy practice.

That's what this was: Anatomy practice.

This is the scene I remember most, heh.

I only have a few days more before my week-long break, during which I'll meet my online bf for the first time in real life. I'll be gone from Sunday until Saturday. I know a certain few people who will celebrate, lol.

*yawns*...Out of curiousity, what's up in the forest?

*watches live map*

(whee...i have to open a new IE page to refresh it)

Have you noticed me showing up at random places on the Live Map whilst I'm in the forest?

...am I actually showing up at those places?

Last I checked, I was at the Playground, not right near the Pond o.o;

*is all confuzzled out of her mind*

Ever since I was a little fawn, I knew some glitch pictograms. I saw them at the bottom of the screen, but apparently, no deer actually had these pictograms. They were all fake.

Before I knew this, I grew fond of a certain pictogram, which I named Hangman.

Whenever I saw a deer with this pictogram, I nuzzled it. It always made me smile.

...

Somehow, some way, my Human did the impossible.



Hangman...LIVES!!!

*creepy music plays*

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Hours and hours wasted, but finally...I have the pictogram I've always wanted.

If this is a bad glitch or something as such, then I guess that Michael can destroy the deer, I'd understand, but...I'm extremely happy now, I was able to create a deer with this pictogram!!!

Cyric also has one of the fabled glitch pictograms, as I've noticed, so I doubt it's a bad glitch, if it is one.

*dances* Hangman shall be the final deer I'll ever create ^^;

Sorry for all of the diary entries, heh

Do you know me
Or do you

I watch the moth flutter, dangling
Helplessly
In that web
Strung on a string with a
Teardrop
Spun at the end
Swirled forever, it hasn't stopped
In ever
And the swirling curls its long daintless fingertips to the
Choke
And leaves her
Gaspless
Her wings is tears and tatters
As the venin creeps up to give her a kiss
On the neck
Like demise
Is met by
Day after day
In the same eternal way
As the
Flutter

And you watch me
And you think you know me
Flower
And you see me
And you dangle your string 'round
Higher
But my expectations run low
On a string tied around my neck
In tight-noosed
Chains
And let-loosèd
Pains
Well you won't have
Me

But who am I to
Who am I
To say
Welcome home
Or welcome near
My humble abode
Of unwelcome
Heart

And she's clasping
Gasping
For air
But I cannot breathe
Her in

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That.

Was.

Fun.

To.

Write.

OMG I love free-verse <333 Yes, there are multiple hidden meanings in this poem.

One of them is that Taint is actually thinking her thoughts about Plume. Querious, huh?

Miss Tuna
La luna
It sways with your mood
It lays so to soon
White the caps of your life

Swim giver
Life quiver
Unquenchable walk
Undrenchable flock
Of dolphins in your mind

Sweet to life
Smile to strife
You are of my heart
Never shall they part
Miss Tuna takes a dive

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I cannot take requests, because I procrastinate. When I want to write a poem, I write it. I can't force myself to.

But since you wanted one, I wrote one for you ^^;

You may or may not like it, I let the words flow from my mind into the keyboard and onto the computer screen...NO IDEA if it's any good x3