August 15, 2008 - 4:46am — Anzel
My deer's colors were based on their personalities.
So yes. I do realize their colors make for a rainbow that matches an inverted rainbow is loveliness.
...inverted rainbows aren't pretty. x3
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Human Creature hasn't let me out much, but for good reason. My heartbeat, I feel it when I walk alone in the forest. I hear it, and imagine things that only sister knows. Hangman spoke to us this morning of a Great Cliff, a mile high, and the Lemon Deer always ran towards it. The elder, the twisted, the hurt and the tainted Lemon Deer. It makes me shiver.
And I still hear the heartbeat, echoing in the depths of my knowing.
And I cower at the dropping of their fragile teardrops on the soil.
And I'm scared to death that I'm beginning to hope...
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I have tamed my eyes to the sun now. I can smile truly now, I'm not certain why. I believe it is because of the tales that Hangman has been speaking.
He told me, in private...*holds his head low and whispers*...that the fae wasn't real; though he had no recollection of the story, and doesn't know what he's talking about, or who the fae is, now.
I'll rest my head to this tree tonight, knowing the Twin Gods shan't harm me for being what I am. Or...or, at least, for being a vampire.
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I don't remember.
I was asleep...
B..but Nurra would never lie to me. Anzel, Taint, Vein, they all told me of what I spoke. I have no recollection of it.
I...
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Silver is a lullaby
Painting nether tears
Draining sadness from goodbyes
And crystallizing fears
Taint away the lullabies
Nuzzle soft, sincere
Angels watching over you
Sweetest one, my deer
My lady seems to have gifted me with her rhythm and rhyme, and for that, I am thankful. I can hum my sadness away in gentle time...
Not all sadness can be departed from my heart...but at least the ache is bearable...
*looks down at the grass*...
But in all honesty...
I know...my steps...are worthless...
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Oh, Grandfather Hang told us the most wonderous story this morn!!!
There was a cliff on either side of the land, seperating the elder deer from the newborns. If the elders tried to cross, they would never make it, for the ravine was far too wide.
Two cruel deer, who Hangman would refer to only as Sibrium and Sain (though they had no names; solely the pictograms above their heads), they ravaged the forest in such a very quiet manner! They had masks and pelts of the darkest red, and eyes of the purest black. Oh, they were horrible to the core!
Sibrium always stood on the edge of the cliff, his red antlers, spiked with silver thorns made of cage-stone, hooked around the strong branch of a pine tree.
As Sibrium stood there, Sain entered the little forest of the Elders. He told them fantastic tales of a blissful paradise, a rakuen for young and old alike. He spoke that the Twin Gods had created a bridge! But the bridge could not be seen until you made it to the other side. You had to run, to run as fast as your hooves would take you, and you could not be watched, could not look back, as you stepped upon the bridge, or the magic of the Gods would lose its grip.
And so, Sain led the deer to the cliff's edge, and looked around wearily.
"All is clear!" spoke Sain, as he looked away.
"Come, take the final step, my good friends! Heaven awaits!" screamed Sibrium! But they did not realize...
That Sibrium spoke the truth.
And as they all ran towards the bridge, eyes closed for to not watch the others, they found their hooves tapping upon the air.
And so...
Heaven, they met.
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The Twin Gods gained knowledge of the trickeries of the Lemon Deer, as was whispered through the forest. They angered greatly. Two brilliant deer, one of spun angel's gold, and one of lighter crimson, leaped from the Gods. As the Lemon Deer viewed the two, they bowed, stunned.
"Come with us, deer friends, we have gifts! Come, all deer, we have presents for you all!" they screamed aloud, birds flying from the treetops at the sounds of their booming voices.
And so they ran towards the Ruins, followed by every deer that lived within the grounds of the forest.
Then, they stopped suddenly at a random patch of ground, near to the Ruins.
They spoke.
"Step forward, deer of the cliff. You know your names."
And so, Sibrium and Sain stepped forward. And, by doing so, they suddenly felt themselves frozen.
"You cannot be trusted, but you cannot be banished, for all are welcome within the forest."
"And so, he and I have decided."
"You shall forever watch the dead. You shall see nothing but the death you have brought to the forest."
"May the soils have mercy upon you two..."
And down they went. The two Gods disappeared into the ground, and a glow appeared around the hooves of the two Lemon Deer, dragging their hooves into the ground. They mooed and whined, but felt their throats...filled. Their lungs, overgrown.
And tree branches grew from their maws, and acorns fell from their eyes. Their legs turned to roots, and their necks twisted around one another. Their pelts turned to wood and their minds turns to chlorophyll, and they became one with the earth, eternally trees, wound together by the Ruins.
Upon that day, the Twin Gods created a bridge for the old deer, and those who fell off of the cliff, appeared at the other side of their forest. The younger deer knew none of this.
They solely saw the forms of the elder deer dim, growing fainter with every step towards the cliff that the young deer never saw.
And that was the tale of the Lemon Deer.
I'm sorry if I didn't tell it well...I'm just a fawn. Hangman is so wise and handsome for a fawn, I wish I had his skill.
*smiles* ^^;
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As you can see, I'm not much of a writer. Poetry = good. Stories = bad.
x.x
I has a headache.
Hope I didn't give you one with my lame tale x3
You are TOO a writer, Anzel!
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
I had to force myself to
Ugh. x3 I don't like writing, lol.
I know what you mean. With
It also depends on who you are as a person overall too ^^
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Anyways, you are like the only person I kind of know who is on at the moment. Can you offer me some advice please? ^_^;
EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
Umm, I can try, what
(whee...my luck = i've re-opened TEF 7 times in less than an hour, i can't seem to get any pictos to spread)
Well I guess I'll make it
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:/ How rarely do you mean?
x.x...It's alright, Emiva, it happens to everyone. I have a boyfriend, and still I get a few partial crushes on people irl, but I never act on them x3
I guess the same is for your deer, heh.
*waits for your response*
Heh. Nevermind. Its all K
EDIT: did not see other edit. heh. thanks? *still doesnt know what to do* I guess I should just tell Emiva to forget about him...
...
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
I just need to know. If he's
You should let them know you want a mate who is there more often...
Maybe. I'll see what she
... *looks away*
Aww Em, its okay. *smile-ish thing*
*turns and walks away silently*
*watches her go* sigh... *turns back to Anzel* She is afraid of hurting his feelings...
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
Last time he was on was 5
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Sweet Em, would you be able
Anzel feels the same as I. *runs off to find a wise dorothy parker poem*
*mouths* I think she would
*cant hear. Looking down at crying idol water*
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My Lady might take some time
I'm by the Idol...I shall try to appear for you...
Aw, thank you. That is so
*waits for TEF to upload*
Now, I have to pee, one second.
*rolls eyes*
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I might have troubles,
Thats okay. I can wait for
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Whee. Dorothy Parker, you
*click read click read click*
Oh, its okay. You dont have
I think I see you! You are sleeping in the rocks beside the idol, you have the silver pelt, but you have doe antlers
EDIT: Oop, nevermind. You disapeared ^^
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
Sorry, I must have appeared,
Ooh, okay. So can you tell
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
Normally, I see this little
If it spreads, I normally always have something there at the bottom, and I might see a few pictograms.
If I see any deer, they're always stuck in one place, normally setless, sometimes with a set piece or two. If I'm lucky, I'll see one performing an action over and over again.
Meh.
I see no deer move, besides repeating an action in place.
Normally, after a pictogram spread...deer might fade away, and I won't get the pictograms to spread again unless I close the game.
Gah.
MICHAEL.
GIVE ME THE BACK-UP SERVER.
Aw man, that really must
That is so unfair. If you want, I can help you.
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
How could you help? Meh, I
Meh, I had a thought. Maybe Michael could do daily or weekly tests of the back-up server, leaving it up for a few hours, just to see...meh, I don't know >_<;
I just want to play, ugh...
I was just going to edit my
*nuzzles Anzel* :<
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*sighs*...I wish I could
I do too. *hugs tightly* Its
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*depressed*... Friend
Friend Emiva...
Would you prefer a straying love, or a truer love that's always near?
If he is true, then stay with him...if he is not, then let him go...
Every attempt to enter
I understand, my friend,
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Ah! but you see, I fear to
*sighs*
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You never know until you
I have a fear of new things
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Stay safe with what you
You'll either gain the wisdom of heartbreak, or learn the feeling of true love, my friend.
True love is something I
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
I cannot tell you. You must
It is the only one that knows.
I have no further advice for you...for my own heart aches...
(i'm missing my boyfriend irl, too, lol...)
Oh I'm sorry. What, in your
What, in your opinion, is worse. Physical pain or mental pain.
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
Physical pain is physical
Mental/Emotional pain connects the two. Heartache...isn't just an emotion, it's a feeling. :/
So...mental pain.
Sorry. I'll shutup now >_<
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EMIVA'S BIOGRAPHY
I'm not angry with you. I'm
I'm just depressed. Very. Hormonally, so it actually hurts. My heart feels tight >_<;
Oh no. *hugs really tight*
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