August 24, 2020



February 27, 2019
Lalitha continues to make bad life decisions and upset everyone around her...besides maybe Farren...this time.

Hiding from Kacie and Noah bc she doesn't wanna deal with consequences!! Also had her entire soul taken by Farren at one point in hopes of preserving her life as she was definitely dancing on the edge for a while. Namely, after she found out her direct actions got Morrow killed by Taras. IDK WHAT SHE was expecting to happen when Taras literally point blank told her but she didn't believe him!! Until she saw a video of him breaking Morrow's neck. And then she kind of.. almost went off the deep end. Until Farren stepped in to chill her out.

Since then, feeling much more collected and composed after isolating herself from everyone but Farren to do so. KNOWS both Kacie and Noah are pissed so... (or well.. mb not Noah pissed but def disappointed in her!!) continuing to hide in human realm for a bit. Hoping.. things cool off...... before she goes back.......


February 27, 2019
Player cries bc I CAN SPELLING THINGS WRONG AND HAVING TO CORRECT IT

Approached by an ex-coworker today in Forest, quickly being able to place the voice when approached. Greeted Minh though admittedly didn't have his name come to mind, so just associated him with Taras' household. Interested though not trusted after Taras using Angarika to trick Lalitha before, so held him at an arms length despite being clearly drawn in by what he had to say; namely, sharing information she could use to screw Taras over with. Or rather just a way to continue to mess with him. Decided to trust his intentions, figuring she didn't really have anything to lose with what he proposed.

Pointed in the direction of a doe named "Morrow" to which Lalitha immediately noted and started thinking of possible ways to manipulate her away from Taras. As Minh put it, she could easily be used as a pawn. Parted from Minh soon after that to see the girl for herself, promptly taking her away to the human realm where she felt she'd get a better grip on her and also make sure no one else got involved.


February 26, 2019
IM SO SORRY FOR LAZY UPDATES and i hope i didnt miss anything but:

- Been left REALLy on edge after a few key events happening...one being Ingolfr informing her of a monster who took advantage of Phyrra. Wasn't told details then, but later found out from Phy and is now keeping her eyes out. Warned her family but other than that has kept it on the down-low, feeling more protective of the doe now more than ever.

- Was excited by Taras' return to her life at first - another place to add excitement - but quickly turned sour as she remembered how toxic their relationship was and still is. Loved the attention at first but got irritated when he wouldn't drop her coming 'home' to him. Still trying to view it as a game, but the game turned pretty real when he threatened Farren's life and really just!! Made Lali!! Want to scream!! Trying to go more under the radar with him around now for that, though still quietly looking for opportunities to screw over Taras.

- Despite all the rockiness going on in her life, at least feels more stable with Vivek and Jagrav beginning to visit the Forest more often. Sought them out about the Phyrra situation, asking if they could be a 'safe place' for the doe to turn to if Lalitha or anyone else wasn't around. Grateful for their responses, even if it wasn't as protective as she wanted them to be...could definitely understand why they'd be reserved towards it. Promptly introduced them to Phyrra afterwards.

- The day after Taras threatened Farren's life, had Jagrav come over and cried to him about it. Definitely knew how her brother would react to this, and was happy to see it had worked when he sought out Taras to have a 'discussion' that ended in a fight. Called Taras to revel in it, couldn't help but feel delight when he simply hung up on her. The petty wars continue. Knows she's poking the bear at this point, so still trying to get the upper hand!! Sighs..

- Left feeling on cloud nine after a conversation with Farren last night. Their relationship definitely hitting a few low points over the passed few months, but slowly working into a healthy relationship. Even more so clingy to him as well with the drama going on with Taras, and being UPSET he's gone on a business trip :unamused: Quit ur job to give me attention-- jk, sigh. But talked about the potential of having kids - Farren bringing it up - and Lalitha almost melted. Also having their souls reattached and.. Lali just did a lot of happy crying last night.

- TODAY found Xantho in the morning and was :heart_eyes: when she snugged her, wow.. bff material. Parted only to track down Kesari to work up the nerve to tell her about the conversation Farren brought up last night. Lost that nerve! Went to Kiss instead when her sister parted bc she's in a guud nostalgic mood now.. And was tempted to play with Kiss' hair since she's never gotten to before!! But she just sat down near him instead and he didn't make any mean faces at her so.. I guess we're bffs again...... Everyone my bff today.


February 19, 2019
PLAYER CRIES AT UPDATES so-- Lali disappeared to go on vacation to recollect herself from the situation she was blowing up. And had a resolution to keep Farren away from her at those days but definitely caved at one point! And resolved that her and Farren weren't over...not that...anyone really thought that since apparently everyone knows how dramatic Lali 'n Farren are!! Specifically Acacia, sigh. BUT- still not quite sure where their relationship stands. Going out of her way to fully explain herself to Farren now that she's able to have time to reflect - and since she's definitely self aware of her issues - and hoping to find understanding. Which seems to be working...player is just too lazy to fully write out those conversations, sigh!!


February 8, 2019
On a downward spiral after having various ups and downs with Farren's relationship ever since they fought over Veton/Noah. Feels like she's forcing herself into a role she's not able - or not yet able - to fill. Confused and guilt ridden, feels like she's bearing an insufferable weight she cannot carry. Also doesn't know how to communicate this to anyone; especially not Farren...can't even stand to see him in the state she's left him in. Blaming herself completely and yet can't bring herself to fix it, her feelings growing contradictory every time she thinks of their situation. Feels frozen in place and like she may explode at any moment.

Today, sought out comfort from Jethro by means of curling up to her childhood friend. Quietly wishing for the simpler times but stayed unusually quiet despite feeling like it'd been awhile since last she'd seen the Dusk. But upon scenting Kesari in forest, parted from the male's side with a kiss to his head before tracking down the Eclipse herself. Couldn't keep up her facade any longer at seeing her sister; her safe place. Immediately broke down and clung to Kesari's side, hiding her face against her fur. At least finding someone to take comfort in, since she was scared to turn to Noah at this time and God knows she wouldn't seek out Farren.

Ended up leaving the Forest earlier than she normally would in an attempt to collect herself. Went back to her apartment which felt incredibly lonely now that she had grown so used to the Kingpin's place. But during her moments alone, received a call from Farren himself. Reluctantly answered, not sure what she was expecting and indeed it was the worst as he ended it. Didn't give her time to reply before he released her soul back to her and hung up the phone, leaving Rosella in yet another havoc mood. Tore apart her apartment in a fit and covered up all her mirrors - weLL breaking the one in her room but.. the rest she just covered up.. - until the violent emotions subsided and she was left with the overwhelmingly empty feeling clouded by a stark pressure on her head. Quickly headed to Kacie and Lucio's place so she wouldn't be alone in this state.

At Acacia's, fell into her friend's arms to AGAIN sob out her emotions.. Lead to sit down at the couch where she practically sat in her friend's lap and soaked in the comfort. After most of the sobbing was subsided, explained the situation to Acacia - Lucio overhearing from the other room - and felt incredibly defeated. Surprised at Acacia's sudden - SEEMINGLY - prodding at the topic and Lucio's 'interest' in the topic, feeling aggravated since she!! just wanted!! to vent!! And eventually snapped at Kacie and jumped out of her space, followed with another outburst since she was just!! frustrated!! But ended up being what Acacia had wanted all along, which.. did work since it relieved a good amount of tension in the Wildfire. Which.. lead to Lalitha acting more normal but still on edge. Invited to stay the night but turned it down, instead saying she had to disappear to Miami instead to clear her head. Because over drinking is always the answer.. Did however consider the offer Lucio gave about taking one of his friends; apparently another girl who liked to start bar brawls. Which was exactly Lali's kind of gal.. But soon went back to her apartment after that conversation.

Paced at her apartment for awhile, now using her pent up energy to clean up the mess she made but still didn't uncover her mirrors or clean up the one that was smashed. Wondered quietly what Farren could possibly be doing and worried he would jump off the edge, but quickly pushed the thought away. If she couldn't even handle herself at this moment, she couldn't bear to think of Farren's issues. And with that, took a deep breath and headed to Noah's for the night to check in on him. Ever since she found him practically dead can't help but worry something will always happen to him, so definitely attached more so to him than normal. But mostly kept her situation under-wraps and instead just informed him she would probably be disappearing for a bit.. but agreed to keep in touch. As long as he did the same!! Don't die on me again 8}} "again" sigh.. but! Stayed the night, leaving the next day.


February 5, 2019
ohhmygod lord help me with my timelines i'm so sorry--

Was supposed to go out for drinks with Noah at some point (UM YESTERDAY? two days ago?), felt something was off when he was a no show. Went straight to his apartment and found him laying in a pool of blood nearly dead. As rattled as she was, kept herself collected as she followed the instructions to take him to another realm; or rather, to Veton's home where Noah would get the help he needed. As against her instincts as it was to let strangers near someone so close to her when they were in a state like that, she swallowed that reaction so she didn't screw up any of the process for Noah.. and wanted to stay with her friend until he woke up. But as soon as she had gotten time alone and called Farren to inform him what was happening, was torn when he told her to leave Veton's place immediately. Could understand the change of tone, that he was serious, but it was going even further against her need to protect her loved ones and made her skin crawl at the idea of leaving Noah behind. Begrudgingly hung up without a response, accepting Veton's son's (Maverick) help when he offered to take her between the two realms in order for her to see Noah if she had wanted.

When she was sent back to Noah's apartment, only found that Farren had closed the home portal off to her. Further exasperated her, feeling like her emotions were beginning to shut down but having Noah's cat and dog around helped a lot. Also hung around Mav when he stayed to clean up the mess Noah's blood had caused, only parting shortly to try to give the puppy a bath (which didn't go well) and she went to stay in Noah's bed with his animals for the night. GUESS SHE could've gone back to her old apartment but.. didn't want to be alone, and Noah's pets are so sweet :pensive:

Didn't sleep at all, so responded quickly when Mav texted her that Noah had woken up. Shot back quickly, clinging herself to her friend for a FEW REASONS.. mainly because he was ALIVE and she was ecstatic to find him in that state, and second because she was shattered from everything going on. Didn't feel like she really needed to fake being together for him, considering how close they've grown since they first met. Stayed awake throughout the night despite Noah falling asleep pretty quickly again, doting on her friend.

Didn't part from Noah's side until the next day, returning to Forest promptly after that. Wasn't happy to find the dark/cool weather but.. wasn't ready to face Farren yet, either. Spent most of her day collected until Kacie joined her and immediately took her friend over to 'collect' Phy... which soon turned into a HYPE fest when she saw Akil. She can't help herself, whenever she sees Akil she gotta try to beat him up... She always wins-- jK SHE DON'T. Brightened her spirits for awhile, the three females dog piling on Akil until Lalitha had to begrudgingly leave and return home... since the portal by now was open!! sigh!! forgot to mention that and too lazy to edit all of this.. someone help me i'm so tired--

Returning home spent the first hour there ignoring the situation, completely forgetting she had borrowed Noah's clothes so!! that didn't help the situation.. quickly showered and changed, then finally facing Farren himself. Which.. quickly blew up at each other. Both pretty much just being upset at the other for not seeing the other's perspective, also didn't help that Lalitha was #triggered she was forced to leave her bb boi in a vampire lair. Argument ended when the Daydream threw her engagement ring at Farren and stormed out of the house. THEN WENT TO GO break stuff at her old apartment.. esp when she felt Farren 'cut off' their connection.

m'so sorry this is such a lazy update, but it's getting late and i haven't written a proper update in ages.... I COULDNT HAVE CHOSEN A NICER ONE, SIGH. mb edit this tomorrow, i swear

Name...   Lalitha (Savitri) Verrell Titles...   Moon Streaked, Wildfire, Wanderess, Daydream, Firebrand Alias...   Lala, Lali, Rosella, Mahila ... Gender...   Female Size...   #6

Age...   Adult; born July 4, 2017. Picto...   Stolen rose Species...   Cervine with heavy serpentine influences. Scent...   Lightly sweet perfumes. Voice...   Here

Touchy - Affectionate - Peevish - Needy - Loving
Polite - Collected - Curious - Venomous - Pushy
Charming - Passionate - Passive-Aggressive
Obsessive - Demanding - Intelligent - Nosey
Moody - Playful - Bold- Rough - Reckless
Intense - Faithful - Possessive - Dominating
Craving - Manipulative - Daring - Addictive


  A spitfire at heart and a walking contridiction. Reacts harshly to triggers and easily swayed by her emotions that even she can't rein in at times. Calculated as much as she is a hurricane at times - truly spreading like a Wildfire. Personality may vary from person to person - estabilshes bonds with others that are either long lasting or fleeting. Attempts to always lead situations in a way that she can control.

  Extremely affectionate towards others. Usually towards individuals she's close with or at least have had some sort of friendship established but if a stranger catches her in the right mood, they may become a victim ;c Gets into obsessive moods that she expresses physically by holding others close to her, which can also stem a possessive nature in her as well. Possessive bursts will sometimes end in her driving strangers aways from what she deems as hers.

  Has fleeting obsessions with friendships or relationships. Can drop one as quickly as she picks it up. At the beginning of any new found friendship, she is extremely receptive to see how others receive her actions. Quick to take offense in even the littest actions and retreat, throwing guards back up but does so usually without the individual even noticing. An inner battle that she doesn't usually share with anyone.

  Raised to be polite and kind to strangers and enjoys being sociable. Is quick to show her playful side and invite others to do the same. LOVES pushing her limits when it comes to teasing, be it flirty or just playing in general.

  Hot-headed. Has a short fuse but can mask it for the most part, simply removing herself from situations unless it hits a real deep trigger point. Mostly regarding her family. Also can experience mood swings fairly regularly, depending on situations that develop around her.

  Reckless and hardly takes account for actual logic when fighting. If she's upset or protective she acts rather impulsively instead of thinking things through. Just wants to fite

  Gets lost in her own thoughts very easily. Air-headed by herself. Has no problem daydreaming a day away or even zoning out in company. Either in the form of her eyes glazing over or looking like she's lost. ON THE CONTRARY either looks like she's lost or hyper focused in on someone. Intelligent, picks up on small details and is quick to put pieces together - can switch between both rather quickly and without rhyme or reason.

  Feels the urge to bite/chew on her loved ones when she's experiencing intense emotions. Can also be caused by feeling stressed and doing so will calm her down.. a nervous habit? But also does so to feel closer to an individual. This habit doesn't really transfer to her human form, though does have the same feeling to have her lips 'touch' against a companion's skin. Not necessarily in a romantic way, she just thrives off of the connection.

  Attracted to any form of heat, which can come from any source: be it someone or something. Huge low tolerance to any cold temperatures, gets grumpy. So because of this, abhors winter time but loves summer time. Simply because of the weather change; always prefers heat over the cold. That being said, doesn't actually tan easily at all..

  Doesn't retain her own body temperature well, generally always being on the colder side. When she's super stressed out, tends to take a lot of energy out of her to focus on her issues and because of this she generally tends to shiver when she's upset. Stressing actually takes a loT out of her energy-wise, including making her COLD.

  Underlying insecurities fuel her jealousy issues. Has a mixture of feelings and thoughts that her loved ones could do much better than her, but also that she's the only one who could care so intensely for them. Paranoid of being left behind for something better, though she'd never admit it. Thrives on reassurance because of that fear. Does her best to cover up any hints of it though, feeling insecurity is the ugliest trait someone could have. SO I GUESS LALI WOULD rather look like a jealous psycho than admit she's insure. Makes sense, Lali!! smh..

  Has a heightened ability of smell; can catch even 'covered over' scents. Able to absorb smells with her tongue, like a snek. Side note that I'll add!! here!! got a split tongue.

  Has fangs like a snake, can only be seen if she "flashes" them in a hiss or when she wants. Able to spit or inject others with venom. Doesn't usually have enough time to inject enough to kill someone in a fight, but definitely enough to stun someone. They can extend like this when she 'flashes' them.

  Her venomous bite that reacts much like an intense bee sting, leaving a burning sensation where she does inject that turns annoyingly irritating and itchy in the following week(s). ( Everyone reacts differently! Feel free to play with however you like to with your specific chars if Lali ends up getting into a scrap ;w; ) Also will try spitting venom to temporarily blind/agitate her opponents.

  Venom can be considered addictive to some, though of course high doses of it are painful but as the painful effects wear off can have a drawing effect towards the Firebrand. Can also be transferred through kissing in her human form, which doesn't quite lead to an 'intoxicating' feeling but definitely something that lightens your head.. idk how to explain it fully, sigh. Unaware of both of those effects of her venom, though. AND EFFECTS everyone differently, so totally feel free to play with it how you like want to };

  As much as she loves to tease and play with others, doesn't actually sleep with many people. Extremely picky with that, even if she might want to. Once she does sleep with someone, triggers an even more aggressive or possessive side in her which she recognizes so for thAT reason to keep her relationships more "simple" she doesn't have friends-with-benefits. That doesn't work for Lali..

  Loves, loves, loves pet names. Loves to give them to others but also d i e s when people call her by one. Even if it's something simple, she loves it.

  Somewhat of a neat freak. Can handle just about any kind of environment but if it's messy she feels the urge to clean it...wants everything in proper order and place. Doesn't actually mind cleaning either, isn't bothered by it, as long as she gets to clean it in a way she's comfortable with.. Very precise with what she wants where.






...: A long pheasant feather. Her first gift, therefore treasured. Given from an old friend of her mother's, but hasn't seen since she was a child.

Koll: A tiara.

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"Some women fear the fire, some women simply become it..." -R.H. Sin

"I was never insane except upon occasions where my heart was touched." -Edgar Allan Poe

"Love breaks my bones and I laugh." -Charles Bukowski

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