Adayti |
Updated voice _____________ everything needs updating and i hate it <- this stays lmao Barely participated in the yearly rut, unimpressed and overall disinterested for various reasons. Tried following familar faces to see if there would be action there but didnt blame them when nothing came of it. Settled back into daily life afterward. Recently returned to wait and play her personal yearly game of the after effects from the rut. Surprised to find a change she wasnt looking for and after observing a few times, made a personal note to keep an eye out as well. Hasnt spoken about it yet in case her assumption is wrong despite brimming with curiousity and a very slight want to tease. __________________ I don't have it in me for a full update so heres some NOTes: Finally had to come to terms and approach the things shes been avoiding due to her own fears - which started as a not fully thought through confession to one individual and ended with trying to console her sister with the dark cloud of her own failures hanging over her head. woo Uncertain how to go about making up for her broken promise to her nephew, or how to mend their relationship in general... but so far set up a safe place between both of their homes for them to meet in case he needs her or vice versa Had a figurative bomb dropped on her to hear Umbra and Ia were expecting kids. As cute as she thinks it is that the two got together - still worried for them and her son in case he and Tar's actions put them all at risk. Watching from afar for now but working up the courage to speak Ia with the hopes to build something between them - not just to be able to see her grandchildren but also to also honor the friendship Adayti and the doe's mother had. theres more i think but i dont remember |
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I am responsible for her actions of course and would be more than happy to explain or work things out if there is by chance a misunderstanding. Just please please please let me know asap so I can actually do something about it instead of six months after the fact, thank you! If for any reason you feel the need to contact us/would like to rp you may do so here or at: Discord: Oshi Boo#3403 Email: Senecxyskai(at)hotmail(dot)com Thanks for reading! ♥ "A heart's a heavy burden." - Sophie, Howl's Moving Castle "Love has its place, as does hate. Peace has its place, as does war. Mercy has its place, as do cruelty and revenge." - Meir Kahane The DragonClad. Aptly named for the Shaman whose lifeline takes upon the 'essence' of the dragon. A quiet reserved individual, all too aware of the cruelties the world can inflict upon those who reside within it. War-torn and ravaged by the terrors of her past, haunted by distant echoes of dreams and loved ones lost to time and death. The world hasn't been kind to her but this hasn't stopped her from being kind in turn. A ghost in many ways as she watches over those regarded as family or those who simply have none. She is quiet in her actions, a gentle push or nudge with others so that they might find happiness where she failed. The oryx holds deep seated insecurities towards her appearance, born female and ousted by her father for it, then as if to spite herself and him - grew up more masculine in build. Fights constantly to not been seen as ‘weak’ but just as much longs to be treated gently or thought of as beautiful. Embodiment of a desire to remain hidden, cloaked and safe from prying eyes. Eye holes are covered with a special 'film' that acts to shade her eyes from the sun. Allows her to see better in bright sunlight. Jaw of the mask can open to reveal her face if needed. Skull sourced from a giant boar on her first hunt. The large teeth affixed to the front once belonged to her adoptive father. Feathers were sourced from harpies in Azeroth. The horns and fur from a great ram she hunted with the Tauren people. Each addition to the helm is symbolic of some walk of her life, a way of wearing who is she is out for all to see while still remaining unknown. The mask serves no purpose in battle and should she need to fight she removes it to spare it from damage. ♦ Has a fondness for shiny tribal styled jewelry. Especially loves when her different adornments click or rattle against each other. Tends to wear a lot of silver and gold because of this and has several piercings in her ears, nose and navel. ♦ Self defined as pagan, labeled as a witch or shaman. Her original position with the village she lived at was the apprentice of their spiritual leader, this leader ended up getting many of the residents killed during a war by both lying to them but by also ignoring their cries for help. Nowadays she holds no position, only respect from those whose lives she helped save and those she continues to try and help. ♦ ♦ Collects teeth, tusks and claws, sometimes even skulls and bones. Her home is decorated with odd specimens from many different worlds, ethically sourced. All of them carefully labelled and kept meticulously clean. Vulture culture. ♦ Feathers are in a constant state of enhanced growth, as such they need to be trimmed frequently in order to keep them manageable. Not an easy task considering that each is still tied to a bloodline and thus she has to be extra careful not to wound herself. ♦ Has a variety of hobbies to keep her busy in her downtime, including but not limited to, Bee keeping, playing the Cello and learning to read and write in other languages. Always curious and tends to fill her time with enhancing her knowledge. ♦ Her personality is incredibly animated, wild and passionate. However she comes off as quiet, restrained and calculating to most. She holds a purposeful and business orientated air in the way she walks. Carrying herself high and almost proud with practiced grace. ♦ Chased away from her mother by her father when she was very young, then beaten near to death upon her arrival in another world. ♦ Ears are typically pinned to the side of her head and very rarely move more than a few subtle twitches. The result of years of training to restrict how much emotion she shows at any given moment. Should they actually move entirely when a topic rises or when another person speaks to her - it means the topic or person is often on her mind. Princess Mononoke, struggles, thin veils, Wolf children, Blood splatter, Perception pertaining to ones self, The masks we wear, 'blue' roses, flowers wilting in the sun, Howls Moving Castle.
- The Secret World of Arrietty. Kept close to her heart on her own terms, beloved and never forgotten. Deceased. Son and Daughters via Dale. Dearly loved, worried over and wishes the best for them. Firstborn son, born premature on Dec. 14, died 3 days later. Nearly died giving birth to him and due to complications never had the chance to properly meet him while alive. Found alive recently after seeing in forest and greeting out of curiosity. Uncertain what to do for their relationship or if one can even be made at this point. Eldest Daughter, had been told the girl died just the same as her son. Nearly died giving birth to her and due to complications never had the chance to properly meet her while alive. Later met her through Theo and understood their relationship was too far twisted by time and lies to be easily mended. Tries to do her best for regardless. Daughter. Died when she did but aware that her soul never rested. Followed her even in death and looked out for her. Deceased and patiently waiting for Yare to be ready to live once again. if I missed anyone who wants to be listed let me know! ♥ Grandchildren through Cairoden. Unknown and unmet. Great grandchildren through Aviya Great grandchildren through Ohada Great grandchildren through Anpiel Adoptive mother. The Vixen. Took her in after she was attacked and nearly killed, taught by and helped throughout her life. Loved though she knows the Vixen has her flaws. In recent times a very strained and uncertain relationship. Worried for but often set off by what the vixen has to say. Loved dearly for everything. Sister, though she didn't know the Orybou as such when they first met has over time come to see this as irrefutable truth. Doesn't always agree with what she says and does but still cares about the Orybou and her family. Over time learned much about her sister's past and able to welcome her more fully into the present in her new life. Does all that she can for and has even buried her own wants for the sake of her sister's happiness. The only one of Zaf's older kids that she knows particularly well. Liked and respected. Watched out for when he was present and aware of his reasons for leaving. Assumed deceased. Nieces and Nephew. Doesn't know them particularly well and accepts that they don't seem to care to know her either. Distance. Child to Thorir and Zafeiri, never met but aware now that the child is buried and the significance this death played for her sister's life. Nephew. The elder brother to Colette, Alina and Chael. Recently has taken him under her 'wing' in an effort to help him 'find himself.' Loves and is proud of in many ways but worries for due to his injury and the nightmares that have yet to leave him. Finds him strong as he has always been in the face of hardship, all too aware that this is just his mask, the same as she wears hers. Holds him closer to her heart these days than she does any other. Nieces and Nephew, known as such though she has never met Chael. Loves them and watches out for as best she can. Longing. Assumed deceased. The youngest of Zaf's kids, distant towards but cares about. Worries for their well being and low key thinks they are either dead or with one of their older siblings. Mother and father. Barely remembers and only knows that she was chased off by her sire when she was very young. wWEELLL... STRANGE. Had kids with for reasons shes not even certain of at this point, able to keep an amicable relationship with in order for the kids to have time with both parents but doesn't really see herself being romantically involved. Liked well enough and tries not to think too much about how this all started. A face since childhood when the older doe spent time with her. Remembers her kindness and devotion to family above all else - traits she grew to emulate herself. Beloved in many ways and always a welcome sight in the forest. Adoptive father. Protected her and gave her some of his blood and magic to save her life after the birth of her kids. Mixed feelings over his recent return and finding that he had sired children with a strange doe. Wants to get to know again but too far reserved in her feelings to try as of yet. Initially met after a run in by Komir, afterwards encouraged to keep contact with by the vixen. Grew to see him as a close friend and went with him to rescue his sister in Azeroth. Considered family and holds onto her care for him regardless of all thats happened. Wishes the best for him. Unaware of his death. Lynx cub originally taken in by Jyoti, later lead him to her home when she realized he was struggling. Helped him with his speech and gave him a place to stay. Looked out for but mostly lets him do his own thing, considers him her charge and worries for. + Pike Liked. Aware that the fiery doe has seen her at one of her worst times, appreciative of the gesture she was given and often looks for when shes in forest. Recent acquaintance. Offered help after the incident with Joriah. Liked and respected. Seen as a friend and a welcome face within the woods. Young child she often sees around. Enamored with and finds that they often remind her of her own youth. Looks out for when she can. Theo's ‘other half’ per se. Understands that the Anam is all of Theo's negative aspects given form and strives to lessen this burden. Cant help but see the thing in a negative light but knows that this is just as much a part of her nephew as his limbs and feathers. Fellow forest mom. Enjoys her company and enjoys the time they spend together. Looks out for. Too many sigh. If I've forgotten you please kick me. Of the past but not forgotten. "Vision without action is merely a dream. Action without vision just passes the time. Vision with action can change the world." - Joel A. Barker Taught to her by Zennec as a means of better seeing the world. Allows her to release energy via her own soul in order to sense other souls around her. This 'pulse effect' can be sensed by those sensitive to souls and magic and would likely be described as her aura shrinking and expanding upon occasion. Isn't constantly using this ability, generally only uses it when shes actively moving around the forest. Retains shape-shifting qualities in her blood - though it is mostly dormant for her. Can over time change the way her blood behaves to mend damages to her own body, grow new limbs and most notably - change the shape and form of her antlers as they grow in. Any offspring of hers would have similar capabilities though the changes would be much faster and more similar to actual shape-shifting. Has a variety of magic wielding capabilities though much of her power remains out of forest. Within forest she can makes potions and salves influenced for faster healing, short term spells and in rare cases moderate manipulation of the elements around her. Overall however, tends to prefer to keep her abilities quiet. Only ever does anything when there is substantial need. "A man travels the world over in search of what he needs and returns home to find it." - George A. Moore Her home. In a crater that has long been referred to as 'Mother's Sorrow,' Abby has built a home carved from what was left of a world tree. The area is surrounded by forest, cut off from any survivors of the cataclysm by neighboring Elan and their protectors. Sanctuary for herself and her family. Initially visited with Jyoti as they set off to find his sister after she tumbled into the realm, later fell in love with the world and the Tauren people, integrating herself among them to learn the ways of the Shaman. Became aware later on that her father, Zennec, had been spending his time here as well as part of the Horde. Inherited a small fortune from him when he decided to leave the world and now comes here to further her training, help the friends that she has made here and gather herbs for her experiments. Has a small hut on a mountain just on the edge of Mulgore as well as her father's old encampment in Draenor. A more recent discovery made after Torbjorn told her of his exploits there with Aysel. Spent enough time here to gain a job in Alchemy and Rune inscription. Owns a small Estate in a quieter corner of the Pact. Currently loaned out to her friend, Calen. Building.... The love of family and the admiration of friends is much more important than wealth and privilege." - Charles Kuralt Australian Opal Necklace - X half-assed doodle ref Boar Tusks and Pelt The Skinned pelt from Kettu's previous life Pandaren made Yak wool Blanket ♥ Portal Necklace ♥ The portal is actually a fragment of her dreamworld. Magic seeps from it and draws it in (of Sonali's kind). It's literally like having a piece of Sonali on her person. A bunch of Azerothian fruits and nuts in a round basket. ♥ A Tree of Life Pendant enchanted to encourage forgiveness, love, and happiness. ♥ Handmade crochet shawl (Can be hooked under her neck) ♥ xXx A necklace depicting a golden oryx, enchanted to give her contact with Zaf. "When virtue and modesty enlighten her charms, the luster of a beautiful woman is brighter than the stars of heaven, and the influence of her power it is in vain to resist." -Akhenaton |