So I wanted to just make an entry on something... anything really. I noticed within' these past 3 months of my life, I've been changing a lot mentally and even physically. I don't really communicate with way too many people in my classes that I study hairdressing in. I've made a few friends, but now a days, all my friends live in other states or I've met them online. I realize that it's easier for me to make friends online because the people are able to focus on your personality and who you are rather than how you look. Though I don't "look" like I'd be a troublesome person because I'm not.
I've been talking to my older brother a lot more lately. We don't fight anymore.
It's been 7 months since our last fight.
I've been practicing love and compassion ever since. ^^
I decided that those were the most important things in life.

In October I found a flea market and something in the back of my head told me to pull over into it's parking lot. I'd never been there before, but I was depressed at that time, so I guess the reason why I was there was to get things off of my mind. I bought the best corn dog ever from this corn dog stand. Though it was very expensive. Suddenly there was an announcement about free puppies in this fenced in office looking area. I went to look at the puppies and didn't know why. I didn't want a puppy. I push through the crowd of people and look at the puppies. Black fur terrier mixed dogs. They seem to be mainly wirehair. Their ribs were sticking out and they all looked scared as if I was going to beat them or something. One of the puppies caught my eye when it was curled in a corner. No one wanted her. No one looked at her. No one payed attention. I asked the person giving them away why the puppies looked the way they looked. They said they found them in an abandoned house. They were very scared and shivered when it was about 90 degrees out. Definitely abused animals. I felt uncomfortable as the dog scared at me and shivered as if I was going to hurt it. The person handed me a canine treat and I slowly made my way toward the shivering creature in the corner. The stranger's eyes widened as the dirty looking wire haired animal rose up to sniff me. The stranger told me that she haven't seen this dog so enthusiastic in the couple of weeks that they had tried to reach out to her. The dog frantically chewed on the treat. I could easily tell it hasn't been eating. She smelled absolutely horrible and her breath smelled like raw fish. Her collar was worn out and breaking.