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Changing... (Melinoe)

October 17, 2009 - 9:25am — Siellby
I feel I am changing... Growing softer...

I don't know why.

Perhaps living in this body is causing me to become soft like its flesh.

Or perhaps it is really a part of my nature. Though one would think I should know my own nature. But I've been in the dark for so long. Maybe...the lighter side of my nature is finally starting to show through?

Or...perhaps it is because of the influence of others.

I seem to have become a bit more tolerant of others. I have even found myself...seeking companionship...from time to time. Though I always have the company of the spirits, it's almost as if that is not enough anymore. For, lately, even amongst the spirits, I find myself feeling...alone.

And then...there is Janjaweed...

The one being I...enjoy...being with. Aside from the bat. Somehow I feel...different...around him. I'm not sure how or why. When he appears...I...it is as if my mood seems to suddenly lift, and I feel calm. And when he leaves, I feel...bereft... I feel more comfortable with him than I do with anyone else.

If he becomes too close... But, no, I cannot let that happen.

And yet... I'm not sure I could tear myself away...





Melinoe
October 17, 2009 - 9:26am — Kaoori
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Yay! Oh, Kaoori adores Janja

Yay! Oh, Kaoori adores Janja as a friend. <3 These two would be cute.. Smiling

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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

Lightbringer-apprentice to Yorres
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October 17, 2009 - 9:44am — Siellby

They would? X3 Melinoe is

They would? X3
Melinoe is jealous of Kaoori. <.< But don't tell her I told you that. >.> X3

~Paz
main deer: Amary, Melinoe, Sheen
October 17, 2009 - 5:19pm — Snail
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c': This made me smile. XD

c':
This made me smile. XD
October 17, 2009 - 6:17pm — Kaoori
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FF jealous? Why?

FF jealous? Why? x_x

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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

Lightbringer-apprentice to Yorres
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October 18, 2009 - 6:14am — Siellby

Basically she's jealous of

Basically she's jealous of Kaoori's relationship with Janjaweed, although they're just friends, you could say she's kind of afraid they might end up as more than that. It doesn't help that she doesn't really understand how relationships work, or that she doesn't even really understand her own feelings (she doesn't really recognize what she feels toward Kaoori as jealousy, or rather she won't admit it to herself, so as far as she's concerned she just plain doesn't like Kaoori).
Does that make sense? ^^;

Oh, I meant to add more to this, but I forgot. :\

~Paz
main deer: Amary, Melinoe, Sheen
October 18, 2009 - 6:52am — Kaoori
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it makes sense.. xD;; oh

it makes sense.. xD;;
oh boy, an enemy for Kaoori? ^^;

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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

Lightbringer-apprentice to Yorres
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October 18, 2009 - 7:17am — Siellby

Not really, Melinoe may not

Not really, Melinoe may not be fond of her, but she'll tolerate her if necessary. As long as Kaoori is respectful of the graves and doesn't bother Melinoe too much. She'll probably just treat Kaoori a bit more coldly than others.

~Paz
main deer: Amary, Melinoe, Sheen