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March 14, 2011 - 2:23am — Apparanza

^{Cervena

"Red"

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Five exquisite gems.

I will be close.

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F e e l i n g ` SO MANY GOOD THINGS

one day I will write decent updates, but for now-

Has been sticking close to her family since Lina gave birth to five beautiful pups, which Cervena thinks has made her a great-grandmother - she is still unaware of Starless' children with Fay. Emanating love and support for all members of her family, and friendly toward any who appear to be on good terms with them.

Keeping an eye on Soét amidst the joy and excitement of the new arrivals. Made them a promise she fully intends to keep, and has been working to significantly decrease her responsibilities in her homeworld every moment she spends outside of the forest. To those who see and know her there, she comes off as calculated, driven, and purposeful, as if on a mission; and she is, but it is one that none of them could ever understand.

Today, learned something about Greitai that she is very glad to have become aware of. Came away from their conversation feeling an even greater sense of respect and gratefulness toward the raptoress. Since then, has been settled nearby Lina's den, watching over the area and feeling flares of excitement whenever she catches a peek of the newborn pups.

N o t e s ` I NEED TO UPDATE HER CSS AND REF SO BADLY, her design has been different for 238976 years now sigh

N a m e ` Cervena Duša

P i c t o g r a m ` x

G e n d e r ` Doe ♀

A g e ` Appears young adult

S p e e c h ` #E4D300

O r i e n t a t i o n ` Heterosexual

M a t e ` Beren

O f f s p r i n g ` Viktor and Soét

S e t ` Real Deer mask, Magpie feathers, Crying Idol pelt

R e f e r e n c e ` {Currently working on a new one}; feather necklace, a gift from Beren; her three pheasant tail feathers behind her ear were given to Beren and her sons.

S i z e ` #7

Lala description of her appearance here.

THIS IS SO OUTDATED TOO UGH

= Naive

= Trustworthy

= Observant

= Cautious

= Paranoid

= Patient

= Kind

= Swift

= Honest

= Graceful

= Forgiving

= Affectionate

= Relies often on instinct

She is prey.

B y M e

o o o o o o o o o o

o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o

-x-

B y O t h e r s

1Antidote: o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o

Hraeth: o

Kaoori: o

Mue: o

Pegasicorn: o

OUTDATED AF, so many to update/add ffkdjhg

B e r e n ` 12.17.11 ♥

There is no one in the forest who Cervena looks forward to seeing more than this wolf. Cervena adores her mate completely and is utterly in love with him. She feels warm, safe, and comforted while around him. She gave him one of her feathers after he gave her a beautiful feather necklace. Beren means everything to her.

Who would have thought that the one raised to fear predators would fall in love with one?

V i k t o r & S o é t ` Her dearest children {1.10.14} ♥

They are products of Cervena's first pregnancy, fathered by her beloved wolf. She thinks they're absolutely beautiful and loves them so much. She gave them both one of her pheasant tail feathers as well, and can't wait to raise them.

-x-

W a a r h i j d ` The butterfly doe was Cervena's first friend upon entering the forest. She thinks Waar is absolutely wonderful and misses her greatly, hoping to see her again someday and spend more time with her.

G r e i t a i ` A close friend of Beren's that Cervena has always thought of as strong and unique. Thinks she looks very interesting and would like to get to know her more, already liking the time they all spend together with Beren.

N a t - N a t ` Cervena's sister-in-law whom she wishes to get to know better. She hasn't seen her around in a long time.

D j i n n ` One of Beren's close friends that Cervena would love to get to know more, but already thinks Djinn is a very kind doe.

K o d y ` Met him only once, but it made an impact on her perhaps because he is a wolf. She would like to meet him again sometime.

U m a y ` The lioness is very impressive to Cervena, and the red doe respects her despite barely knowing her.

R a v l y ` Initially, Cervena greatly disliked the dragon for being enemies with Beren. Wary of.

A s u r a ` Fear. Cervena was chased by him a very long time ago but he still makes an appearance in the few nightmares she has.

All forms of interaction are welcome~

Cervena © Apparanza.

All actions are IC unless otherwise stated.

CSS from Unplugged, edited by me.

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September 20, 2011 - 10:42pm — Apparanza

In that case, I'll definitely

In that case, I'll definitely put her in 8D I just need to get a good shot of her and then I'll submit her details~

Schutz xD♥

Edit; SLKHFKLDJSF NEW PAGE~!

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By Leuvr ♥

September 21, 2011 - 7:14pm — 1Antidote

FDJKGHDKFJH HAPPY SEXY NEW

FDJKGHDKFJH HAPPY ~~SEXY~~ NEW PAGE.~!

September 24, 2011 - 9:03pm — 1Antidote

Can you go online? o:

September 24, 2011 - 9:10pm — Apparanza

I'm in as Malik, but I'll see

I'm in as Malik, but I'll see if I can get Cervena online at the same time~

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By Leuvr ♥

September 24, 2011 - 9:14pm — 1Antidote

I was about to edit my post.

I was about to edit my post. But I was ninja'd. >_>
My TEF doesn't work. Unless you could go online on msn or skype? Though I forgot my skype password.. So idk.

~~I really am a one lucky bitch.~~

September 24, 2011 - 9:19pm — Apparanza

/ninja FFF. What happened to

/ninja
FFF. What happened to it? ;A;
I'm on MSN right now... and sklfhkldf Skype ;;;; -patpat-

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By Leuvr ♥

September 24, 2011 - 9:27pm — 1Antidote

I dunno. It loves me.

I dunno. It loves me.
sdfjkhjksdfhdjkf I DON'T HAVE YOU ON MY FRIEND LIST. WHAT THE FU-

September 24, 2011 - 9:32pm — Apparanza

ADD ME NAO.

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September 24, 2011 - 9:36pm — 1Antidote

It says that I already have

It says that I already have you added.. ._.
[e]: I sent you an invitation earlier. Did you accept it? Did you even get it? o:

September 24, 2011 - 9:46pm — Apparanza

I didn't get it D: What's

I didn't get it D: What's your msn? Maybe I should try adding you as well?

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By Leuvr ♥

September 24, 2011 - 9:56pm — 1Antidote

iherdllamasforfree@gmail.com

iherdllamasforfree@gmail.com
[e]: I gtg now. I hope it will work. D:

September 24, 2011 - 9:57pm — Apparanza

Okay, I hope it works too D:

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By Leuvr ♥

September 24, 2011 - 10:03pm — MrsMorbid

For some reason, MSN now

For some reason, MSN now needs both people to add each other. Least that's the way it's been for me. B|

By the way... O:

♥

September 24, 2011 - 10:08pm — Apparanza

It indeed worked when I added

It indeed worked when I added Anti back~

And EEE thank you~!! 8D♥

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By Leuvr ♥

November 30, 2011 - 5:57pm — 1Antidote

&hearts;

♥

November 30, 2011 - 6:32pm — Apparanza

/PUKES RAINBOWS OMG ANTI 8DDD

/PUKES RAINBOWS
OMG ANTI 8DDD This is so beautiful!! The hues of the birch are so warm, and her eye pops out surrounded by those lashes C: I love the angle of her body, and her feathers and the trees are gorgeous. -steals her tail-
Thank you so much Anti, I absolutely love it~!! ;O; ♥

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By Leuvr ♥

November 30, 2011 - 7:31pm — 1Antidote

-steals the rainbows- Just

-steals the rainbows- Just what I needed to complete my gay wall.
You are welcome. Though you deserve a much better drawing.

I made another one. I couldn't think of anything brighter and more happy-looking. :c This one had to have Beren in it too(mostly because I was listening to this and I just thought I could draw them together), and it had to look completely different than how it came out, but I failed(as usual). So have another Cervena.~

November 30, 2011 - 8:04pm — Apparanza

/GROWS A CURLY

/GROWS A CURLY MUSTACHE
KLHFFSDJDS it looks so awesome!! I love the look of this picture, the darkness and the haunting environment. I adore the trees, and once again you make Cervena look incredible. Her ears and legs are love, I want to steal that tail again, and her feathers are beautiful. THAT EYE ♥
You never fail!! You might think you do but you actually don't C:

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By Leuvr ♥

December 17, 2011 - 6:41pm — 1Antidote

''It's been a while, hasn't

''It's been a while, hasn't it?'' The wolf smiled. ''The last few days when I was gone, the only thing that brought happiness to me was a thought of you. And I have missed you very much.'' He licked the doe's cheek, his smile grew wider, and his cheeks started blushing, though they remained unseen behind his mask.
''Aren't you cold?'' The wolf asked with concern. ''It would be a shame if I'd let you get cold.''

December 17, 2011 - 6:50pm — Apparanza

His voice was music to her

His voice was music to her ears. Cervena's yellow gaze flickered over to meet his face when he began to speak, and nodded with a small smile at his first set of words. It had indeed been a while, but it all seemed like nothing now that he was there. The doe blushed as well, but with her vibrant red coloration it was impossible to notice. "I was cold, but you're my giant heater. I feel much warmer now." She paused, snuggling up against him and liking the feel of his sharp fur. "I hope you're not cold." With all that thick fur, she wondered if he was ever cold. A grin formed across her muzzle and her gaze cast down, looking as if she were deep in thought.

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By Leuvr ♥

December 17, 2011 - 7:17pm — 1Antidote

The wolf felt happy to

The wolf felt happy to accomplish his goal at keeping the red doe warm. He found it hard not to smile when the doe snuggled up against him. ''The thick fur keeps me warm, I'm rarely ever cold.'' He replied. Seeing Cervena looking down brought a slight concern in his face. ''I hope everything has been alright while I was gone.''

[e]: Also.. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

December 17, 2011 - 7:23pm — Apparanza

Cervena nodded. That's what

Cervena nodded. That's what she had thought, about his fur. She looked up at him when he said he'd hoped everything had been all right, and another smile found its way onto her muzzle. "I've been fine, and safe. The snow is wonderful, isn't it?" She thought it was lovely despite the fact that it would be impossible for her to conceal herself anywhere if she ever needed to. "I missed you, Beren... A lot. When you're gone, I feel like a part of me is gone with you." The red doe leaned her head on his shoulder. "I'm just glad that you're back now."

Edit; OMG SLFHLDSJKFSD ANTI ;O; Each and every one of those are beautiful. Your edits are always awesome. The nuzzling one I absolutely adore and the last one too, but I seriously love them all. The snow is perfect, and their colors... /melts
You were faster than me == I have a few I'm working on now too ♥

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By Leuvr ♥

December 17, 2011 - 8:21pm — 1Antidote

''I'm glad.'' He smiled

''I'm glad.'' He smiled again. ''Yes, it is indeed wonderful.'' The wolf lifted his head up to the sky, watching the falling snow. It was indeed lovely. The words the doe spoke has made Beren's heart melt inside. ''I missed you too. I missed your touch and your calming gaze. And I wont leave you anymore. I hope you will stay with me too.'' The wolf snuggled against Cervena's red fur.

/I'm so happy you like them. c: ♥

December 17, 2011 - 8:37pm — Apparanza

Cervena closed her eyes when

Cervena closed her eyes when he snuggled against her, and when she opened them she looked straight at the wolf. Her yellow eyes were pinned onto his skulled face, and a smile spread across her muzzle that she simply couldn't hold back. "I will stay with you, because..." The red doe trailed off, quickly looking to the ground and then back up at him. Should she tell him? Inner voices screamed at her to do it, and other voices screamed at her not to. She paused for a few moments, struggling to decide who she should listen to.

"Because I love you, Beren."

Her golden gaze never flickered away.

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By Leuvr ♥

December 17, 2011 - 8:40pm — Salome

/bawwwwww C:

December 17, 2011 - 8:58pm — 1Antidote

The wolf felt at ease to know

The wolf felt at ease to know she wouldn't leave, yet he felt that something more was coming after the red doe has trailed off her sentence. Wolf's ears pointed straight, his gaze flickered at the doe to meet her eyes, and his heart was pounding. ''Y-you do?'' He asked to himself. A wide grin went across his face. ''I love you too, Cervena. Will you stay with me forever?'' He paused. ''As my mate?''

December 17, 2011 - 9:02pm — Torturer

I can feel it.. I see

I can feel it..

I see them..

LITTLE BERENS AND LITTLE CERVENAS

>D

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情

December 17, 2011 - 9:07pm — 1Antidote

OMG LOL TORTURER, STOP

OMG LOL TORTURER, STOP TORTURING ME.
LOL.

FOOOODD. I mean.. BABIEEESSSS.

December 17, 2011 - 9:23pm — Apparanza

Cervena's heart raced as she

Cervena's heart raced as she waited for his reaction and reply, not daring to look anywhere else but up at his face. Her ears pricked when he said he loved her too, and the biggest grin parted her muzzle. Her slit pupils dilated slightly. "I will." She stood up and circled tightly around him, much like a cat would when showing affection. After making sure he was covered in her scent and she in his, the red doe curled back up beside him and rested her head on his back. She completely adored the wolf, and couldn't explain in words how much he meant to her. Knowing now that he felt the same way, she felt like exploding. If only her family could see her now - a wolf, the most feared predator of the village, the creature that she was raised to avoid at all costs, as her beloved.

-x-

Schuuutz 8D
LOL BABIES.
"OMG LOL TORTURER, STOP TORTURING ME" <-- You have no idea how hard I laughed when I read that, Anti xD
sdfhklsfhd ♥♥♥

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By Leuvr ♥

December 17, 2011 - 9:38pm — 1Antidote

/Idk if I should reply to

/Idk if I should reply to that. You wrote it so beautifully, I feel like I'd ruin everything with my fail writing skills. >.>
I would ttly love to get your skills for x-mas.

ANYWAY, Beren's ''forever alone'' days are over. Yay. 8D

I gotta take a bath, so I'll be going soon. :|

December 17, 2011 - 9:43pm — Apparanza

You don't have to, that can

You don't have to, that can be the end {and why thank you c:}. And pff your fail writing skills? Pishaw. I adore your writing, you don't need mine at all ♥

ROFL! Yaaaay~!!

Baw, okay~
Thanks so much for everything, those edits, the roleplay, and a lovely time in-forest 8D

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By Leuvr ♥

December 17, 2011 - 9:49pm — Laiia

NAT' WANNA BE THE

NAT' WANNA BE THE GODMOTHER.

/SHOTS/

SDHSGH I'm happy. ♥

-runs away-

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Avatar & signature by Shimmyshimmy. ♥

December 17, 2011 - 9:50pm — Apparanza

LOL wouldn't she be an aunt

LOL wouldn't she be an aunt of sorts? xD

Aww~! 8D♥

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By Leuvr ♥

December 17, 2011 - 10:51pm — Xemi

CAINE'S GONNA BE THE WORST

CAINE'S GONNA BE THE WORST INFLUENCE OF AN UNCLE EVEERR
CONGRATULATIONS <3

December 17, 2011 - 10:56pm — Apparanza

LMAO I can imagine xD SANK

LMAO I can imagine xD
SANK JOO~! ♥

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By Leuvr ♥

December 18, 2011 - 5:19pm — 1Antidote

&hearts; I'm such a spammer.

♥

I'm such a spammer.

December 18, 2011 - 5:25pm — Apparanza

Holy crap, that's absolutely

Holy crap, that's absolutely darling. I love it ;A; The bright light that makes it look like a snowy heaven, and the blurriness makes it look dreamy. It's wonderful, Anti, thank you so much ♥

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By Leuvr ♥

December 19, 2011 - 4:17pm — 1Antidote

Idk.

December 19, 2011 - 4:49pm — Apparanza

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ANTI

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ANTI AAAAHHHHHH~!!!! ;O; They look incredible together like that. I adore the poses, and just omg I adore absolutely everything about this picture. Beren looks possessive of her and Cervena is looking at him lovingly - and that little smile on her muzzle, eee~! I adore Beren's mane, ears, and his tail. I love all of their legs - your style is just so dsklfjhfdsk<333 Cervena's head and neck look lovely, and I love her tail too! And omg don't even get me started on the background @U@ Those trees are to die for awesome, and the dark reddish lighting totally sets the mood. The tall grass looks so great.
/tears of joy, thankyosomuchsfklhjsd♥

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By Leuvr ♥

December 19, 2011 - 4:52pm — Laiia

Yes. Aunt AND godmother

Yes. Aunt AND godmother /SHOTSSHOTS/

Aunt should be good though 8D It sounds fine, eeeeh~ ♥

& Anti' your art is amazing ;; ♥

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Avatar & signature by Shimmyshimmy. ♥

December 19, 2011 - 4:55pm — 1Antidote

You're welcome.

You're welcome. ♥

Though I'm not really happy with it, 'cuz it could ttly use more work.. >.>
But I'm glad you like it.

[e]: omg Laiia. Y U GAIZ KEEP NINJA'ING ME? >:U
Thank you, dear. ♥

December 19, 2011 - 4:57pm — Apparanza

IT'S GORGEOUS B| *love

IT'S GORGEOUS B|
*love it
♥

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December 23, 2011 - 1:37pm — 1Antidote

&hearts; &hearts; &hearts;

♥ ♥ ♥

December 23, 2011 - 5:16pm — Apparanza

You spoil me! ;O; Those are

You spoil me! ;O; Those are so wonderful, Anti, and I love their brightness. They do look like they are segments of a dream ♥ Thank you so much. I'm working on something for you C:

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By Leuvr ♥

December 23, 2011 - 5:26pm — 1Antidote

I'm so happy you like themm.

I'm so happy you like themm. ;A;

I'm already exited to see it. >u>

December 28, 2011 - 11:10pm — Dampir

Track. You have really big

Track. You have really big collection of gifts from Anti hehe

December 28, 2011 - 11:13pm — Selruil

/skips across bio I can't

/skips across bio

I can't believe I never tracked this. :I
also tried to add you on msn for no real reason. c:

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December 29, 2011 - 12:23am — Apparanza

@Dampir: Thank you c: And

@Dampir: Thank you c: And ROFL Anti's amazing xD♥

@Selruil: ♥ Aww 8D I'll add you back as soon as I come back from eating~

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By Leuvr ♥

December 29, 2011 - 12:24am — Selruil

eue no rush.

eue
no rush. <3

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December 29, 2011 - 7:17pm — 1Antidote

sup. I think I might have an

sup.

I think I might have an obsession with drawing her..
I hope I got her right, because I always seem to forget something when I draw her.. >.>

[e]: also these: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
that last one is a fail.

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