What the title says! When someone says the name of what pelt, mask or antlers their deer has, I have no idea what that looks like! And I also have no idea what set Osiris or my upcoming second character will have as adults. If there isn't a guide maybe it would be beneficial to make one.

I want this month to go by quickly so Aimery can be an Adult. The Fawns are cute and all, but we all look the same and the only thing setting us apart is our tiny floating pictograms. I wish they kept antlers, masks, and pelt colors longer than a minute or two...

How exactly to I make one of those? I want to make a pretty one for Aimery and log his growth since he's still a fawn, and if anyone would be up for an art trade for something pretty of Aimery. I can draw just about anything with a ref.

After spending some time at the pond, I noticed not as many deer pass by there in the morning... Perhaps I'll have to settle myself in another part of the forest that gets more foot traffic....

Yea yea, I know that I said I wouldnt post anymore blogs, ut so wat XD im in the mood to rp right nows xP I will take up to 2 people or so. Here are my characters. (color = character's speach)

Astrale
Zazzor
Draken
Moon

I may have other characters too and I will show their refs spon when I have the time to draw them on my tablet.

Other then that, enjoy ♥ be aware of my descriptive writing XDD

I met a very polite blue stag today with purple flowers in his antlers, probably the first friend I've made in the forest. He and his companion let me lay with them for awhile, then a few other fawns joined us and we danced a little by the pond.

I've come to enjoy my new home in the forest, I hope I can make lots of new friends.

I really never wanted to post anything like this on this site, but I feel like I don't have many people to talk to. Not because they don't care, but because it's all a burden. No one has to read this, if you are then I am grateful, its mostly so that I feel like I've talked to someone about what I feel.

I feel lonely I guess. I've been dating a guy for about 11 months now, he's my first real boyfriend. And I spend more time on here than I see him in a week. I sort of feel like he doesn't want to try for this relationship. But then I stop and think to myself; 22 years, and someone finally gave a monster like you a chance. No one else will ever try to love you. To understand that I guess you'd have to know a little about me. I'm not fishing for pity or anything like that, I'll admit, I have some emotional problems. Mainly from how I was treated for most of my life. When I was younger I hated everyone. Humans in general were a waste and were nothing but cruel. For a long time I was filled with that rage and hate; which is why I call myself a monster. I go to church, and I know that it's not my place but I feel that I cannot redeem myself for all the hatred I felt growing up. I wanted them to all disappear, save for my grandparents

Sorry, I started to ramble there. And I probably will here too.

Emotions like love are almost heartbreaking for me sometimes. I get too attached and expect too much. I wait for people for more than an hour on a regular basis, I've been backstabbed I don't know how many times, but I keep trying. There are times where I wish I had never been born. Many times, I haven't affected anyone so much as that I will be sorely missed. I think in those times, I'm tired of fighting. Not necessarily in a physical state, but an emotional and mental one. My youth consisted of verbal and emotional abuse, I've had to fight for what little respect I have. Then I feel that most just throw it in my face and mock me.

Under cut.

Ok so I have been trying for like the past 3 hours to login TEF
my firewalls are deactivated and there is an exception on my antivirus for TEF
and it does login like, it shows my character
and only my character, and it is not marked to not show other players
sometimes I can see lots of repeated pictograms of my deer being sucked into my picto instead of spreading
and now when I login it is not showing my antlers?? They were those halloween event antlers that are small hands and
I am just pissed
I feel like quitting TEF seriously it has been the same thing for months with TEF not letting me see other players and I install and reinstall it and the same thing happens again
And now it deleted my favourite antlers. B(

So yeah if anyone knows why TEF is blocking me and deleting parts of my deer I would be thankful
I run it on a windows 7, I am brazilian idk if that matters maybe there is a countryblock
It used to work perfectly months ago btw

So I'm working on a comic series for fun. I thought you guys might be interested in it

More information is about it here-
http://bluelegend15.deviantart.com/

Yeah... not much else to say...