February 5, 2009
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The fawn was growing and learning with each day. Though he really didn’t know if he had any true friends, he considered all the deer in the forest his friends. They were all such fun to play with.

Really, all the animals in the forest were fun playmates. The dragonflies were so fast and colorful. And the butterflies lazy and joyful. The squirrels loved to run and jump. The frogs were funny, sometimes they just couldn’t make up their mind. But the birds. Oh how the fawn loved the birds.

The fawn loved exploring, but the Birch Forest seemed like the best place to be. Everything was so warm and happy there. And the grass was good for hiding in. And the trees were sometimes so alive it was like they were dancing. It was the birds’ favorite place.

The Birch Forest was a good place to be when one wanted to think. The mind liked to wander there. And thought it was lonely, one could never really be alone. And it was almost impossible to be sad there. But the fawn had never tried. He didn’t like being sad.

The fawn also liked to sing. The Birch Forest was good for that too because not many people could hear you. And sometimes, the fawn was embarrassed when he sang. His voice was still a bit squeaky, and sometimes he sounded funny. But he couldn’t help it. He just loved to sing!

There were not many things the fawn hated. But… there was one thing he didn’t exactly like.

The pond.

The fawn didn’t know why. Maybe it was the dark water or the crying trees and the crying statue. Why did they have to be so sad all the time?

He liked to visit the fish there. And he really loved playing with the dragonflies. He liked to plop into the water and turn into a frog, thought sometimes he was a little afraid of swimming in the deep water. He liked standing on the bridge and he liked to jump back and forth over the stream. A lot of deer liked it there. There were always deer at the pond. Whenever he wanted to play with a deer, he would just visit the pond!

But…

It always made him feel uneasy.

Maybe when he was older he’d understand.

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The dreams had gotten clearer each night. More real. The gods were taking him back, showing him something. Why did they torture him like this? He knew what dream would come soon. He knew it. He knew it well. Why did they have to let him go through it again?

These things weren’t dreams anymore. They were nightmares. Terribly realistic nightmares.

Awe, thanks guys for all the welcomes ^-^ It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. Eh hem, anyhow I noticed some deer have thes dragon things under ur comments, and I'm curious. So please tell me more.

SQUEE!! IT CAME ALREADY!!



I got my rock hammer/pick axe today, which is the tool a geologist uses. So not only can people identify me as a geologist if they see me walking around, I can also bust some skulls!

(Not really of course, but I could if I wanted to!)

((yes, this is my first entry in a long while))

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Guess what?

...ZELLY'S MEDS ARE WORKING!!!

My GOD, I feel wonderful right now.

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My depression has lifted entirely. My mind is calm and content. My insomnia is gone, my mood is NORMAL, I have WILLPOWER, and best of all...

...the anxiety that has ALWAYS been there in my chest...is gone. It's gone. IT'S GONE. It has been replaced with what I can only describe as a smooth feeling. It feels smooth, soft, cool, relaxed, chill, calm, it feels gentle. I have no anxiety. It feels like I'm missing something, and I am, but I'm not. I'm missing something that's not supposed to be there.

I'm coming out of my shell. I'm wearing make-up. I'm dressing up. I'm talking more and sulking less. I. LOVE. LIFE. I feel real and alive and like I can do what I want to do.

Prozac is a miracle drug <3

ZELLY IS A CURE-IED DEEER ~<3

Hehe...just felt like announcing that right there and now ^^; Everyone is noticing an improvement in my personality, a change in how I am. So yeah. <3 Life is wonderful.

So, if any of you, perhaps, have anything to say to me about how much you loathe me or are irritated by me, feel free to tell me now. I promise you I won't cry :3 I can finally say that for certain...and I love it!

BTW, everyone who I owe poetry: I will start it very soon. I have a break coming up in a week :3

Just going to post a few Sketches of random deer :}




my Favorite set in the forest

But she's not Mio anymore! she's Phoebe from now on xD
And she's a normal doe now, not that weird one.
Idea's for a new pelt?

Edit: k, then, I'll try find out myself :0

Hi! M'kay so my wolfie character (that I adore) is Pyro, if anyones wondering. And I love to write stories about her so there'll be lots soon. ^-^

I also listen to MANY types of music, and if anyones searching for something good to listen to just tell me and I promise I'll find something to satisfy you. I'll also make a blog with a list on music as well.....

So I'm wondering, does anyone on here play Wolf Quest? Because I love that game and it's some what simalur to this.....

Lol, so I guess thats all I have to say..... G'bye.

hewo everyone:)

Guys I'm sorry for the artdump I just posted, but I was a little troubled that the drawings only had a few comments among them. I realized that you guys probably didn't know that I was posting under "Zephyr" rather than Quad, so you may not have known who that was.

So I reposted them under this account and removed them from Zephyr's account. I'll use her account for something else, but as of right now the Leafbook will be posted by Quad.

I'm sorry about all the trouble.

The Leafbook is here

I've been finding myself to be a little bored during an hour break between classes at school, so I decided to buy a sketchbook and some drawing pencils to pass the time. I got a sketchbook made from Nepalese paper and some graphite pencils, and went to work drawing.



Hence the name Leafbook.

While this little project is just for me to pass time with, I may consider doing requests, but I haven't decided what my rules will be yet - how many I will accept at a time; restrictions on what is requested; ect. So for right now I want to draw a few more sketches before I make this open to those. Also you'll see that the subject matter may not necessarily be TEF deer - I plan to do a few drawings related to my Divine stories. I may also do non-TEF art, such as a drawing of Brandy (my dachshund), and any of my older characters like QuadRaptor the cyborg or Victor the Goat, They won't always have that extra writing on it like the first drawing, but I will do that when I feel that there is something that needs to be said about the subject.

So here's the first sketch in the book. I wanted to draw someone from TEF, but it was hard to pick one particular deer to draw. So I thought about who I felt deserved a sketch, and decided to draw...



Ephra. Just because she is such an awesome person, and an amazing artist herself.

I went with an old tradition my brother used where whenever he started a sketchbook (or in some cases, a story), he would invoke a muse. I asked him if it mattered whether the muse was male or female, and he said it wasn't a big deal, so I decided to invoke a muse fitting for my drawings and interest.