i just HATE paint!!! (the program)
it delaited all my new pics!!!
when i begined to draw a deer pic
it jut delaited it and i draw it aigen and aigen
but it did not work!
now i can't draw enything!
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I HATE IT!
it's not fun to not draw enything!
now i need to finde another program!

April 12, 2009
Easter
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It had not been a good week for Chenaniah.

I know I said I wasn't gonna talk anymore here, but seriously... I'm feeling horrible today and nobody's there to help me. It feels like all my deer are hurting in some way, which has turned my whole night upside down. I thought it was Easter... I thought today was supposed to be happy...

Skokey is potentially going to be hurt, but the risk is slim. Avani, I don't blame you for wanting to do what you want to do, and I have no right to stop you, but... well, you got the email...

Vessel and Ketan haven't seen Xylia or Chanse in a long time, ever since I left I haven't seen Sarie at all... I wish I knew where she was.

Fulu... Yeah, Fulu. She's the one with all the problems. I'm just gonna come out and ask, Shi, do you just not like me? I TRY to get Kail to accept Fulu as a mother, but she just keeps pushing her away. Why? Why did you choose to let her hate Fulu and not Zilant? What made Fulu so special? And it's not just Fulu, it was Cerelia too, because she and Tybalt fell inlove, and Kail hated Cerelia for that. It can't be a coincidence that two of my deer are hated by one of yours for separate reasons. I thought we were still friends, and I'm still willing to count you as one of my friends, but seriously, Fulu can't take this anymore, and neither can I. I thought of letting her go away for a while just to see what would happen, but now that I think about it, I don't think it would do anything.

Clock is hurting too, since he hasn't seen Danielle in a while, but... I guess that can be fixed easily...

And Tropa... well you know, she just recently turned mateless... Her heart's broken in two right now.

*facedesk* I seem to be failing at my deer. Good god, people, I'll leave if you want me to. It would save me a lot of pain and anger if I did. I didn't know I would come this far just to fail.

Maybe I'm just hormonal...

THE GAME IS FIXED FOR ME!!

I'm playing it windowed and with a little less graphics and animations BUT IT DOESN'T CRASH AND I CAN GO INTO THE BIRCH FOREST!!!

AND EVERYONE WAS OOOOOOOOONNNNNN!!! LARUNA, KAOORI, REDKORA, HALOGEN, MOOSEHOOF, SLUGGS, VALA AND SO MANY OTHERS!!!!

QUAD IS SO FRIGGIN HAPPY!! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Welcome!


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this is your all boring host, xhunter. i am looking for people that want to join this club. In this club you can get your poems put up in the growing collection of poems for those that want to view poems. so if you want to join just ask, and if you wont to quit the club you can ask to be removed or if you want one of your poems removed just give the name of the poem. just remember deer and people that this is to inspire writing, poems, reading, and other stuff.

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To those that are interested

to those that are interested in the club. there are not many rules for poems. you can look forward to. . .
*no time limit so you arn't going to be pestered by me for more poems.
*will be given the time and help needed from me.
*there is no subject limit so you can get any poem you wont up.
*if there is a poem you want to post that is not your own and think that you'd like to share it, please give the real auther and why you want to share it with others. there can be no reason less than one word.
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*and all members that want to help co-host can ask me and i will lable you as co-host (but will have to more than likly asked to put your email up so people can contact you and ask some questions. you don't have to have to aswer any questions you are not able or don't want to, you can send the asker to me and i will try and help them.
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Kire is currently in-forest.

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[=#3B9C9C] Name: Odin
Origin: Norse God
Gender: Stag
Age: Between early and mid twenties, human years.
Feeling: Shy/Scared
Thoughts: I never meant to hurt you... A-Aegle, s-something's...wrong.
Status: Taken
Health: 100%
Color: #3B9C9C
Notes: Odin's trying to make up for some of the wrong he's done-- by making Aegle a wreath/necklace for Christmas, and fighting off a strange prying feeling in the back of his mind.

Computer has virus. Cannot get it to load. Can come on office computer for short amounts of time. Slow connection, has trouble handling the site. Not sure when it will be fixed.

~Phantom

Update: Thank you everyone for understanding, phew that's a lot of weight off my chest!! For anyone who hasn't seen it: here's his bio!
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....

Yes.

It was me.

The whole time.

The deer with the zombie antlers-- and the gold pelt and all that jazz.

I thought the Mystery would last longer than this, but I can't contain myself.

Please don't be angry with me...

Well, think about it... wasn't it fun to wonder who he was??

It was just silly ol' Celtic... I'm sorry guys.

I- I just...really wanted a shy, SHY deer. I'm trying to pull off lots of different personalities, and I was afraid if everyone knew it was me playing him, people would be more curious about him. I didn't want that. I wanted to start out clean...

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If you guys are really mad at me, tell me. I'll see if I can work something out.
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edit: I'm NOT trying to start drama... btw... this is genuine feeling bad...

I'm new here so please forgive me if I make some mistakes. Hope to meet some of you in the forest.

P.S.
Say I was going to post like a diary or something --where would the best place to post it?? Under 'diaries' or 'pictures' if it had some? ^^; Just want to make sure I don't post in the wrong spot...

I heard of this on a diary entry one day, I forgot who said it, but they'd learned the close up trick or something so they could take screenshots of their deer close up, so what is it and how do you do it? : D
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