Quote (Kassy):

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He attacked her. They attacked her. Walter came up to her, he did nothing. Then started to circle her, I though he was looking at her, how she had grown. Then Baal came, they both started to circle her, the third deer then came. They closed her in, she couldn't run.

I don't know how long it lasted, they beated her until she lured them to a big herd. Then they fought -- Kassy is now unconcious.

(I need to write a blog about this!)"

This is why Kassy is acting strange. I was going to write a blog, but it turns out I stink at writing! She does apologize to Ephra, Virgil, and others for luring the 'gang' there -- but that was her only option. She's hurt badly.

Also, I may delete this in the future. Or I might just add some screenshots (but I am not on the computer I edit or take screenshots on).

[Edit] And I forgot to add, Walter was Kassy's 'protector'. Or atleast she saw him that way. She feels that there is good in him and allt he others in Baal's 'gang', no grudges to hold, right?

((Written from a random deer's perspective. ))

The doe is sitting, contemplating, on a large rock.

"Have we forgotten who we are?

Have we become nothing but animals, who thirst for blood?

Have we forgotten how to forgive?

Have we forgotten that death does not end everything?

Or are we so caught up in this whirlwind of madness, that we cannot see what we are doing?

Can we not see what our actions are doing to The Forest?

It's dangerous and dark.

Fawns are fearful, does are worried, stags on constant alert.

Fights break out, bloody and dangerous fights.

Stags, does, and fawns are all caught up in the misery...

If we want to end this, we must remember that justice, too, can be tempered with mercy.

We must remember that vicious cycles can start...and never end.

One death may lead to another.

And another. And another.

We must remember this...

Or something worse may come from the mistakes that we pushed away...

The mistakes that we once called justice."


She stands and walks into the forest.

((Now that you've read that, don't kill me. >>))

Hello, I'm Louiserio's doe, also known as Syrani Kaliana. Fianaly I have become a full grown doe and found some coats. Still experimenting with them and antlers etc. I am mostly friendly and always sniff people who come my way. I am extremely loud, energetic and hyper. Randomness is my middle name! I simply love metarmophosing people, even though I'm not patient, I will faithfully wait five minutes just to make a sleeping deer change! Hummm what happened today at the forest I wonder? wierd clouds winds and howling wolves.... ADVENTURE! Don't expect me to be anywhere as I don't have a favourite spot, I just try to find a group. I love running in groups. However after a long tiering deer-day, who doesen't like resting a little? If ya see me 'round please greet me cause I love meeting knew people and don't be scared if I jump around or taunt, I'm just being joyfull or asking you to follow me. If you're a fawn look for me, I love you little cuties, besides I know how it feels to be one as I just left that state! I've always felt of myself as a leader or even slightly bossy sometimes. Carefull, sometimes when the mood picks I feel like growling at everyone, so if I'm expresing anger get out of the way, and normally I hate people consolling me when I'm angry, especially if they touch me. No one's perfect right? Well in general I'm just me, crazy fun and random. I never thought of myself as a beautifull doe, but if ocasion comes, change my pelt, antler, mask and stuff beacause I love to change my looks. I'm not vain though, more the outsider/messy/muddy type. Now that you have read this short resume of me, please suggest pelts, masks, antlers for my human and tell her what you think about me! All kinds of comments are welcome, even the unpleasent ones, The opinion of the people matters to me extremely, especially their feelings.

See ya round the forest.

Writen by Syrani Kaliana herself with the help of Louise Vincent

Short thing I felt like writing, it's a message to Baal from the fawn that he hears in his head whilst she is out wandering, and wanting.

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Would they help you, my dear father?
Would they crush my bones as eagerly and as carelessly as you?
Would they stand by you, when the forest turned against you?
Why, oh why my maker, do you let them stop me from coming to you?

They can never stop me.
I will always find you.
I will always love you.

Would they stand by you, and encourage you as you take another life, dear Baal?
Would they wallow in the pools of my blood and laugh, my friend?
What do they think when they see me Baal?
A restless spirit that they can kick aside to sit beside you in more glory?
The cowards!
They spit on you Baal.

Watch who you entertain, my brother.
They would turn on you in a second. But I.
I will never.

Why do you push me aside?
Why do you deny me, would you deny them?
They are your present, you welcome them with open arms!
I am your past, and you shun me.
Is it truly my fault?
Am I an abomination?
I am your abomination Baal.
Am I an embarrassment to you?
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This forest has helped me accept what I am.

Hey all! Love my title! XD. Listen please listen omfg its my stag day! I'm so happy! I waited so long! please please PLEASE come see me at the great oak I wanna meet everybody and my pelt is all sukish and naked, give me a new one! Also there is a wierd mist and howls in the forest! It's not even Halloween yet! Omg you think they are the wolves? Maby! So after today I will start creating a personality for my doe! But right now I'm just crazy to find the perfect combinations! THANKX
AND BE THERE OH PLEASE BE THERE (great oak I'll be shouting and jumping around like mad!!!!)

Syrani Kaliana the doe

(ps I'm so f****** hyper! ROFL LMAO LOL)

This is basicly a test, but i have a slightly important question aswell. It'll be asked at the end of the Journal( blog, rather ) so i don't look quite as uh. Stupid. |D

I remember joining TEF ages ago, man, i wish i wouldn't have been interupted by school then perhaps i could have watched an Abiogenesis. Lol xD
But it's good to know that the people here are still as nice as ever, and i hope to make some new friends ~
I'm always up for a chat; so feel free to message me. I also adore to RolePlay, any kind of role play too. Animals, humans, whatever.

If you want my E-mail/MSN you can ask me via the contact option on my TEF page, or find me on dA ( darkarctik.deviantART.com )

Sorry this is so off topic. Again, it's just a simple test. I'll get stories up here later, some info on Exodus, some more pictures ( because i've fallen in love with deer <3 )

Uh, yeah. Perhaps i should post the times i'll be on this summer.

Well, unless something comes up here are the days I can be found in the forest -::

Monday
Wednesday
Friday
Saturday
Sunday

Tuesdays and Thursdays are dedicated to my life out of the internet, though im on MSN for two hours those days. x3


Ok, sorry for getting off topic here.

Down to the reason i made this Blog,


I've never done stuff on the site, despite my old fart member-ness. I don't know how to reply to comments, and comment! |D I'm so smart (not)

I get this, http://i44.tinypic.com/34o69za.png ( sorry i couldn't crop the picture, so Lottie's comment is there. >< SorryLottie )
Someone out there's gotta know what to do.

If i can't figure it out and i don't reply to comments just know that this is why. x3 I really want to, i really do. I just.. I'm a blonde |D



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Oh, ho, wonder what this could mean?
Had my first exam today; English. Tomorrow's a hard one! French and Science. Wish me luck. I miss you all and the Forest.

[=crimson]I cannot say this had been one of my best days... but I cannot say it was all together terrible. It had been a long afternoon, only soured by the need for a challenge, and the lack there of. I had overseen a few fights between other deer, though I had not been involved in their minor scraps. I had grown weary and particularly irritated as no stag dared face me for as much as a friendly spar. As the evening began to paint the sky with natural hues of red, I returned to the ruins. It was there, that I was able to release my irritation.

I had stopped at the patch of poppies growing around the pagan idols to gather a few for the departed. Somehow there I managed to sit and try to let my nerves cool their selves. The lingering spirits of a small flock of cardinals began to sing in the dying sunlight, until my eyes closed. I began to catch up on some rest, until the sound of hooves broke my trance. I grimaced slightly, sensing that familiar faith nearby. Looking up, I watched him scraping one of the idols with his antlers. I watched in silence for a moment. The priest noticed me shortly afterwards, and began to slowly back away. I stood, and watched the priest curiously for a moment. He stopped.

I made a faint attempt at politeness, and bowed. "Can I help you?" I asked, somewhat amused by the priest's behavior, but partially irritated. I began to approach him. His reaction, I admit, caught me off guard. "Flee, you... Beast! Go away! You cannot exist here!" he shouted. With that, he dropped his antlers. My eyes narrowed and I pulled my skull into a grin. The world began to fall away into shades of red and black, dotted with the fuzzy images of ghosts and tombstones.

How do people post those auto music players on to blogs and photos? It's so frusterating!

I don't have a deer yet and I don't know how to make him look. Can someone post some pictures of some suggestions for me? thank you