[=crimson]From the start, I suppose I have set myself up for a difficult life. How many years have gone by, in which my understanding was that I had to fight to stay alive? Now in my old age, I am stuck in violent ways... and I am not as free to change as a fawn would be. Alas, as much as I'd like to take a step back and live peacefully, such will be impossible. I fear my own nature will soon lead to death.

I recently conversed with Virgil on this topic. Even though a change is desired, it is difficult to even consider. Though it's difficult, I have resolved to restrain myself. I had been challenged to fight Silent... Virgil had attempted to convince me to turn the challenge down; but I am a... stubborn old mule. He did get to me though. If anything, I promised to not throw the first blow, and to take it easy.

It is unlike me to even consider 'taking it easy'... but still baring open wounds from my last fight with Wesker, it became an option. I would still fight... just not as viciously. Besides that, I have been growing weary of the sight of blood... the red flush that obscures my mind under stress... the madness that pulls me strait to hell's gates themselves. It's become redundant, and wears down the soul.

So the day had come, to fight Silent.

Still sore and barely scabbed from my last battle... still mentally worn down...

He woke in the shallows of the lake, and called out. From across the lake, I called back.

"I told you I would not be hiding!" I declared. Wounded, even so... I could not back down. He remained near the shallows. I made my way to where he stood.

I bowed, courteously. There was no need to behave as a blind beast... I would show manners. He bowed back. "You wished to fight me? I wholly accept your challenge." I stated. I believe he was waiting for me to attack first.

But I had already vowed to only attack if first attacked.

This is Natalia
were new since about 2 days ago.
Made a lot of new friends
if u see her please stay and chat!

How do you get your bio text in the middle of the page?

i would like,
for someone to make some art for me.
because I'm dreadfully horrible at it.
If you have a request line then link
me to it please. but if you just want
to draw her for the fun of it go right
ahead. (My deer's name is Rasha)
ALSO! If you would like a screenshot
of her just say the word.
Please and Thank you. <33

I thought this would be an interesting topic. I've discovered a little about myself that my favorite season is Autumn. Beforehand, I always thought Summer was my favorite, because it was the time away from school to relax and have fun. Well, as I grew older, Summer became less of a season to relax and more of one to get things done (or to work more than I normally would).

So eventually I discovered Autumn was my favorite season. It has a lot of nostalgia for me, and I just love the weather when it's between hot and cold. Plus the trees are just so beautiful.

Anyway, I've discovered that I have started some traditions to invite or otherwise 'celebrate' the coming of Autumn:

#1: 10 Years was a band I got to hear at a local music festival in October, Bayfest. I bought their first CD at the festival and ever since I associated their music with Autumn. I seem to only listen to them between September through December. Since yesterday, I started listening to them again in celebration of Autumn.

Ironically, their first album is titled The Autumn Effect.


Here are a few of my favorite songs by them, if you wanted to hear what they sound like:

10 Years - Wasteland (first song I heard by them)
10 Years - Seasons to Cycles (Really pretty song)
10 Years - So Long, Goodbye (Probably my favorite song. This would be Quad's death song if he had one)

the blue Deer helped me gettin my antlers and mask. Thank you soo much and srry I took ur time |D.

I would still like to know how to get the skull mask. I would like to use it on Grigory :]

Name: Peekaboo

Mate: /

Mood: 8D

Title: /

Friends: Who will an friend be her?

Best friend: ? 8D

Pictogram: http://i29.tinypic.com/ka4wmx.jpg

Gender: Young Doe

Family: She was left behind by her family

Set: Everyday a another set.

Likes: Flowers,Pond,Ruin,Friendship <3

I like this not: Fighting

Eye color: Darkred

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Over my self ~

I am a young doe.
I like friends and I like flowers and fawns :3
I am a verry sweet deer <3
I never attack another deer!!
But the deer attack me = I run away! XD
I have no family.. I am alone.
But I think I have much friends.

Thanky you!
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Adding a new character.
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So, I decided to just go ahead and start a new roleplay blog. Anyone can join in any time (although I would prefer if you ask first anyway). I don't have anything in particular in mind, and plots aren't really my thing. If you're cool with that, feel free to join!

My characters:

Amary -bio-
(For Amary: Anyone would be good, really, although in her current state, someone who isn't going to be bouncing around all over the place and won't be aggressive would be ideal.)

Melinoe -bio-
(For Melinoe: The best kinds of characters to interact with Melinoe are any spirits/ghosts, undead/zombies, demons, or characters with some kind of connection with spirits/the afterlife/etc. If you want someone who will clash with her, almost any other type of character would do, especially deer that are friendly, cheerful, or persistent)

Maera -bio-
(fantasy/humanoid bio)
-also, you may want to check out her reference, since the picture on her bio is no longer completely accurate
(For Maera: any fawn characters would be good, or someone who would fight or spar with her. Any demon-like or vampire character would automatically become an enemy.)

Oisín -bio-
(I decided to open Oisín up to everyone, though I'm not sure what to do with him, or what kinds of characters would be best to interact with him...just about anyone, I suppose, save those with skull masks/faces.)