Eep! I seem to have disappeared for a while. Rest assured it was for no particular reason, on the offchance anyone was overly concerned (but probably not ).

TEF is still a very deer (dear) place in my heart, though, so even if I do get distracted from time to time I will eventually wander back to my forested home.

As a side-note, life's not been too generous lately... I'm in a bit of a hard spot right now. So, I was wondering if those animated siggies I was making a while ago, are still enjoyed? Is there still a demand for them? Because maybe I can open up requests again... but I'd really need to charge a small fee this time. As painful as it feels to take money for such enjoyable work, I have always short-changed myself, always felt bad about taking money for anything, but to be perfectly honest right now... I need the help. :c

So, if I was to do that, I'd let people completely customise what they want from their deer animation. I'd be able to make any pose you want, doing any animation you want. Sitting peacefully as a butterfly flits about, frolicking playfully in the grass, multiple deer interacting with eachother, the options are pretty limitless. If I made GIFs, the animations could be used almost anywhere, but they'd just loop (not so bad for simple things). But SWF animations could be even more complex, behaviours could even be randomised so that it truely feels alive, the only problem is most other forums don't allow SWF files (they do here at TEF, though) but they could still be used on personal blogs and such, so that's still pretty cool I think.

I feel confident I could make some really wonderful custom work, like the first batch of running/walking deer that people seemed to enjoy, the only problem is I can't start doing it for free again. But If there's still any interest, I could work out pricing and other details and take it from there.

I should know, I've been there!

A couple of days back( too lazy to post any time sooner) I took my bike and went to the local woods
to take in my much needed dose of nature.

The route I took reminded me of Tale of tales in general because; It's through a forest
there's and old little Monastery, though intact unlike it's virtual counterpart,
and last but not least there's the old playground where I from now on will be hanging about with a rolled up carpet and a pack of smokes >:3( I reeeaally hope this makes sense to the most of you)

anyhow I was probably the only soul in the forest at the time, the sky was such a thick dark tone of grey you would think it grased the tree tops, giving it a real ambient feel.

after a couple of minutes I come past this chainlink fence with a little reed filled lake wich seemed like a real frog's nest, being a real biology-man I decided to stay there for a minute and hope to spot some nature and, well the second I push in my breaks and set my two feet on the ground I see two deer walking up from the opposite direction.

General mood: Happeh face

as soon as I saw the pair (a young buck and his lady friend) walk behind that fence to drink all the connections with The Endless forest came to mind.

To be clear these were Roe Deer and not the weird human-faced anomalies you are accustomed to
but it was phun to see those deer, to bad the highway was 50 feet away but you can't have it all now can you.

it was nice and I might post some extra details here when I come back right now I gotta go but If you have something similair happend to you, please post it cause I would love to read It!

Still can't write
Galdohbah

Well Day five has struck, And Wraithy Has had a Dillema.
After drinking from the lake, he saw another 6 fawn's roughly six at least.
All of them had Antlers grown/Growing-Yet-Visible|.
It gave him a thought, How would he want to grow?, Magestic yet robust?.
Or elegant with a hint of mystery?, So i got comparing many of the older deers in the forest.
[sorry for stalking o.o']
So Wraithy has a large problem, He doesnt know if he really wants to still be a fawn.
Yes he will have to wait, But for how long?.
Also his day was rather limited due to a Lack of time [Busy day T.T]
However I reckon Day six for wraithy will show a large suprise I just know it.

P.S To all Fawn's new and somewhat recent.
Wraithy is looking forward to playing with you just like he does with the fully grown deers :3

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Scilence.
Thats all I hear..thats all I want to hear.
Weeping.
Thats all I hear..thats all I can hear.
Wailing.
Thats all I hear..thats all that there to heared.

~*Read more!?*~

I sigh as my phone vibrates

It's a text from you

I turn off my phone not bothering to read it

My curiosity would normally have not allowed such a thing

I'll admit I like you in the beginning

But after a few dates

I decided to go my own way

And then we got back together

Beacuse you wanted me back

And I thought just give it one more try

But sadly for you I broke it off

And then one day I get a text

Asking for me to come back

Saying sweet kind words to me

I just wasn't feelin that way for you


After rejecting you

Your harsh words came through

Which I won't repeat

For the young and prying eyes

I thought that was it and honestly I was glad

Then one week passed

And you called again

Saying sorry and everything under the sun

Trying to convince me to like you again

The next morning you said

It won't work out

It pissed me off on many levels

Because I had never said we were back into a relationship

And all those promises were lies

And now your back

I don't want to read what you wrote

Because I have been down that road too many times

Any chance of friendship you screwed

I know this road because I'm no fool

And honestly I deserve better than you