I encountered other deer today. They seemed intrigued by my presence near the Statues however they did little to disrupt me. Perhaps it is the calming influence of the Gods that affects them in this way. It was very much welcome. I did not wish to intrude on their prayers and they did not intrude on my thoughts. They were all very unique and courteous although I was too lost in my thoughts to notice them to some extent.

Under cut. (:

-coming soon...once he becomes a stag

People kind who can give Maaia a skin a skeleton and candles?

Somebody cast a spell on Samorn and I exited without restoring my pelt, which apparently saves it as my set. I'd seen other people asking for help but they directed me to a tutorial on how to do it yourself and so I figured I'd skip it and just use my laptop.

[=10]I'd say 'yeah guys, I'm drifting', but honestly I've been drifting for the past two years. It's so difficult to keep up now. It gets harder and harder to keep my interest in TEF. I still adore the game itself, but I just...it's the community that gets me. Don't get me wrong - I love quite a few of you. I even respect some of you. But the people that used to really keep me here are gone - or in some cases, we've just stopped talking.

There are so few reasons I stay here. One is because I hold onto the illusion that one day I'll actually make a character and stay with it, hold people's interests for more than a minute. Stairway and The Keeper were successful - up until I lost interest in them, because the story 'no quarter' pretty much flopped. Really - I go to the effort of writing a five-part story, making up background and character, and I get so very little in return. I know plenty of people have that problem here, and it sucks, I know. Here, you don't get feedback on your writing, and often even your artwork, unless you make a blog complaining about it like I did a while back. And that, too, sucks. It makes you feel like an attention whore. It might even make you look like one, even if that's not true.

I like Moksha as a character. I find his concept interesting. I find that writing him is far from being a mundane process. I enjoy his ability to make friends inforest. I find him to be a good character, all in all.

What I am afraid of is keeping him here. Quite a few of my most precious characters are rotting here - Taliene, Rutilus, Jared, even Lorak. Rutilus is my ultimate pride and joy, and I always hope that he'll become known again like he used to be, but I am so very, very tired of holding onto that thought. I want him to move on and do other things, and he is doing so. I don't want Moksha to rot here like countless other characters of mine.

I miss the community. I miss being unafraid to post on it.

Hello all, I'll make this short. Mom figured out that I was talking to somebody I don't know irl, and took my laptop. I don't know how long I'll be gone. But I may come on TEFc with my phone.
Toodles.~

Edit: Well, I got my laptop back for some hard house-work. Haha. But I have to remove everyone from TEF from my MSN and Skype. Feel free to E-mail me if there's anything!
(z.m123@live.no)

for everyne who want's an art trade.

just sent me a reffrence or a picture and i'll sent you one of the deer like you to draw heh ^^

oh i can draw more than one deer for ya and you can say a pose.

I wanted to clear the rest of my screenshots out before I take more today.