This is an announcement for anyone who used to play on the account Iammany

There's going to be a bit added to it soon, so seeing as it's been quite inactive for awhile it's time for a HEADCOUNT.

If you'd like to keep the color you play as, please post here AS THAT COLOR so that we know you're still around. If you do not post here, you will be marked as "Lost/Inactive"

NOTE: THIS IS NOT FOR NEW COLORS WANTING TO JOIN, THIS IS TO SEE WHAT OLD COLORS STILL WISH TO PLAY.

This blog will remain up for three days to be sure people get a chance to see it.

-months earlier-

The white she-cat looked right, then left, in all directions, not knowing where she was. A minute ago she was surrounded by her clan back home, now she was in a mysterious, different place... she sensed something about this forest she had never sensed before, not necessarily good or bad, but a mix of... two things, two ways of life mixed as one.

"M-mom..." The soft, weak voice made her head whip around. And the sight of her burned kit, blood everywhere, spilling out of her little mouth... her heart felt like it would stab her. "SNOWKIT!" She sobbed, tears soaking her face. She didn't care if others saw. Didn't matter to her if she was alerting predators. She ran over to her kit, collapsing to the ground, her black ear against her child's burnt chest, listening to her cold, fading heartbeat...

"S-Snowkit... I'm so sorry-y..." She was shaking so hard, her voice cracking and quivering every few seconds, her face like she had fallen into a pond. "I...I failed. I've failed you, my Snowkit. When you were born, I promised I would be a better mother than mine was. I promised that I would never let anyone hurt you. And now look... I'm a terrible mother! A monster! My mother was right, I don't belong in this world to let this happen!"

She watched in pain as her daughter's sapphire blue eyes began to fade away, and she had to close her own eyes because she couldn't take this. She opened when she heard her mumble something, trying to speak, blood spilling out. Waterstar was reminded of her kithood, when her mother would beat her until she couldn't even speak. Her heart felt like it exploded into a million pieces, her emotions were so deep words couldn't describe her sadness at that moment, at any moment.

"M-mom... you aren't horrible... everyone just thinks that because they were at once beaten down, forced to fight. And they keep fighting because they think they'll be beaten down if they don't, and they become monsters and beat down other people. You can fight back, mom, but please, don't go overboard... you... you aren't horrible..."Waterstar wasn't sure how Snowkit got all this wise, but it didn't matter now. Her quiet mew fading away with every word, she struggled to say a few last words.

"You... you're a good mom... please... kill me..." She said, and closed her eyes, as if expecting her own mother to kill her at any minute. But Waterstar couldn't do it. Shocked, the tears stopped, and looked at her as if she were crazy. "No... I can't. You're my daughter. I can't kill my daughter. I can't beat you down like my mother did..."

"Please... mom... you were beat for no reason. I want you to kill me because I hurt... everywhere..."

Silence for what seemed like hours, Snowkit's body slowly rising up and down. Waterstar breathed in for a moment, closed her eye, then opened. A tear falling, she sunk her teeth deep into Snowkit's neck, instantly killing her.

And for the next few minutes, all there was was the sound of crying, grieving, repeating "I'm so sorry"s.

Waterstar stopped her crying, buried her, reassuring herself she did the right thing. She then remembered when she was a kit, how she begged her mother to kill her... at least this time she actually did it.

She walked away to discover the Endless Forest, leaving the burial place behind...

I have been trying to comment on other blogs and all I get is the error "You have to specify a valid author.20855" I'm not doing any code or anything and I have no idea how to fix it, or even what author it is referring to.

Hi, newbie fawn here with a question. Just now I was on TEF with a group of deer(but the game closed on me) and I was wondering who they were. I'm the fawn next to the deer with the blue pelt. =]
I have a screen shot:

By the computer I sit down.
Watch the world form.

Information comes streaming round.
Read, Realize. Act.

Separating, my mind's eye sees.
Lies I tell to self.

Hidden desires confront.
Choices to be made.

Questions create anxiety.
New path to be walked?

Blended realities for me.
Who am I today?

An entanglement possibly.
Desperately wanting.

Contemplating taking a chance.
Satisfying me.

Make the mess enjoy the chaos.
Living or dying?

Walking toward it or run away?
INtense pondering.

Arguing endlessly with self.
It is what it is.

It will be or it will not be.
Think I will just live.



(Thinking compliments of a friend from India)

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Hello community. I have not exactly returned, but I'm announcing that I intend to begin playing in the forest regularly in my spare time again. You may see me playing: Rowan or Her son, Yahto, or a new deer I hope to be successful. Her name is Hecate. You can learn more about Hecate in time to come.

I have nothing against this community and will always admire the immense amount of creativity here. I've learned a lot on my time away from here and consider myself much more mature and apologize for any harm I may have done in the past. But I ask that you please respect that I do not wish to use the site more than is needed. If you would like to talk to me, please contact me at:
deviantART - rabiesrai.deviantart.com
msn /email - lyricalfox@hotmail.com

I look forward to making new friends and seeing old faces.
Love,
Rai

Name Of Deer EyeStrike (Male)
Breed - Mule Deer

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In summer a lighter pelt in winter darker.
Green eyes

:Attitude:

A figter but will sometimes play with others... as long as "they" are not watching.

hello ryuchan or 17 years old already I really like the high school, deer was often found that lamb or the edge of the paths I have taken them to notice.I am looking for an online game in which people live and that new of deer will above the game, so I think that for me here in this game the same,
I hope that the close relationship with people for whom things do I get out of here.