Life expectancies come fast. Life comes fast - comes rushing in on you.
You lift your head in the morning and the wind is rushing by. Over, under, ruffling you up the wrong way. You get up, you go, you let it move you. You don't stop, you don't quit, until the day is over.
Life comes at you fast and it doesn't stop even when you ask it nicely.
Not that you'd ever ask it nicely.
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By dear Bylah, thank you. ♥
IN FOREST? no.
Human
Thoughts: « Hm. » Mood: Chilling.
Deer
Thoughts: « So drowsy... » Mood: Sleepy, dreamy.
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Name - Sithrim Mateo Kylian Moonslicer Age - 21 years old, 06/06/1989 Place of birth - Maisons-Laffitte, in Paris - France. Nationalities - Franco-portuguese. Languages - Portuguese, english, french. Sexual orientation - Heterosexual. (one exception, see next) Engaged? to Crybaby. Pets -Guadiana. Height - 1,86m. Weight - 81kg. Voice -
biography - story of a life
David likes to open his beer bottles with his teeth; he likes to talk about his mischiefs when he was 20; and he likes everything that relates to sex. He's a man that speaks in a loud tone of voice, that laughs loudly as well and he likes heights.
Laura is a bookworm and she likes to play the guitar when her man is not home; she likes to watch History Channel. She's a quiet woman, organized and mysterious.
They met two years before the first kid was born : two years full of changes, but that's another story.
Sithrim Mateo Kylian Moonslicer was born 6th of June in 1989 in Paris, around 16:45h / 4:45pm. He was a big boy, weighing around 3,9kg, hair barely visible from how light it was. Even though the Moonslicer family was quite a modest one, financially, they welcomed the newborn with tenderness. Well... Laura did, at least. She was the one who took the most care of the little boy, since David seemed to be quite indifferent about him since he had MADE him. Did he only have in mind having sex with his wife? Probably, since they had a second child. When Sithrim was 4 years old, Gwenhwyfar was born. A little princess. But at this second birth, it was discovered that Laura wouldn't be able to get any more babies because of some problems around her Fallopian tubes. It was a shock for the young woman since she would have liked to have more babies.
But she had Gwenhwyfar and Sithrim to take care of, afterall, and that is what she did. David didn't really care about the children because if he went to bed earlier it wasn't to avoid them but only to be with his wife.
When the little girl was only 4, Laura learnt that she had developped cancer in her sexual organ.
One month before Sithrim'd turn 9, Laura died from it.
Gwenhwyfar, too young to even remember it, and Sithrim were left with their father. Though, this latter went crazy.
A day after the funeral, the battle between Sithrim and his father started.
If there wasn't any more beer in the fridge, it was Sithrim's fault. If the TV antenna didn't work, it was Sithrim's fault. If Gwenhwyfar came back from school with scratched knees, it was Sithrim's fault. Consequences: each time David drank all the beer stock and that he'd notice their exctinction, he'd punish his son. Not only by beating him occasionally, but also aggressing him psychologically. No one around Sithrim ever noticed it.
But the boy refused to grow up in the fear of another battle. After some time, getting beaten was a common thing, and it didn't take much until he'd let off steam at school, fighting others of his age. A will of taking revenge boiled in his veins, and if he accepted to get all the kicks from his father, at home, it was thinking about his sister's health. He'd rather be beaten himself than let her be the oppressed one.
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BASIC INFORMATION
First seen in forest on 31 of May in 2009.
Nightfall pelt, white antlers, whistling mask.
Note: he has no stars from the pelt and the blue is between emerald and blue; his antlers somewhat recall of a huge heart above his head and are golden coloured, not white.
Pictogram or pictograph can be seen right next to this.
Possible interpretation : "Eagle dropping a guitar".
1.90cm at the shoulder
Around 170 kg.
Sithrim is male. This doesn't mean he goes instinctively to females. But this doesn't mean he is bisexual or anything. He sees it equally, it's part of his instinct to want to tame every creature in some way. It's his animality which makes him differ from his human form/ human sexuality.
Notes:
1) I don't measure a deer's strength according to one player's computer performance. So don't say Sithrim is weak just because I have low framerates.
2) only this 'tab' is dedicated to the deer form of Sithrim. You may cross Art with his deer form but the Extra tab concerns his human form, which has nothing to do with this tab.
Favourite weather -
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soon enough.
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« HOW MUSIC INFLUENCES HIM
Sithrim loves music. Who doesn't, in fact?
He didn't have much chances to hear much music in his childhood, maybe that is one of the main reasons why he finds it so fascinating now.
The first time he heard some kind of music, it was Bob Marley's. And it had unexpected reflections on his personality and tastes. Reggae is just the kind of music that drifts him away in a violentless world he always wished for, also full of love. Yes, peace and love. He likes its simplicity. ♥
On the other hand, he can appreciate so much other genres... his main favourites are Latin, Rock, Indie, Reggae, Celtic, OST... his open mind accepts almost everything, as long as he feels it means something.
SURF Surfing is a surface water sport in which a person (the surfer) rides a board (the surfboard) on the crest of a wave as it carries the surfer towards the shore.
Sithrim's surfboard reference.
Sithrim started surfing around the age of ten, god knows how. His father repeatedly expressed his wishes to stop him from practising this « pinguinish sport for losers ». Even though he was naturally guided to do the opposite of what his father said to him, the boy quickly understood that this was the perfect sport to practise. He loves the sea, everything related to waves and saltwater. Although, around his thirteen birthday, the sea was so strong that he couldn't reach out for the shore again.
But I think enough is said on the board itself.
INSTRUMENTS
- The guitar is a plucked string instrument, usually played with fingers or a pick. The guitar consists of a body with a rigid neck to which the strings, generally six in number but sometimes more, are attached. Guitars are traditionally constructed of various woods and strung with animal gut or, more recently, with either nylon or steel strings. Some modern guitars are made of polycarbonate materials. Guitars are made and repaired by luthiers. There are two primary families of guitars: acoustic and electric.
Sithrim used to play this instrument when his father wasn't home, or mostly, when he found himself alone. His mother used to play - before she got pregnant of Gwenhwyfar -, her fingers very long and fine, agile, strong. He certainly herded from her in that, because he has somewhat a gift for it, although he was never conscious of it. He just thinks he plays good, and basta.
He found a guitar at the age of 7, in a corner of a room, and used to just poke the strings. As he grew a bit older, he would secretly take it, make his fingers dance on them and try to make something out of it that would sound like what her mom did sometimes.
- The harmonica, also called harp, French harp, blues harp, and mouth organ, is a free reed wind instrument used primarily in blues and American folk music, jazz, country music, and rock and roll. It is played by blowing air into it or drawing air out by placing lips over individual holes (reed chambers) or multiple holes. The pressure caused by blowing or drawing air into the reed chambers causes a reed or multiple reeds to vibrate up and down creating sound. Each chamber has multiple, variable-tuned brass or bronze reeds, which are secured at one end and loose on the other end, with the loose end vibrating and creating sound.
He once found one on the streets, laying on a bench. He decided to keep it to himself and occasionally played, whenever he found himself alone and bored. He still plays it today, mainly when he's alone. He knows this harmonica melody. He plays it whenever he's unhappy and needing to escape his reality.
Illrose looked at Sith for a moment, not sure if she should drop the bomb now, or wait. But he had probably noticed something had changed about her, just as both Cadaver and Gustiro had done.
"It's your child, you know." She then said, and gestured her head toward her own stomach, where new life were growing inside of her.
Yeah, Illrose wanted to let Sith know. x) And I'm sorry I left earlier, but I had to go. <3
Sithrim flicked his ears in surprise as he heard her sentence. "Woah." was all he was able to say for now. He smiled slightly, pacing towards her slowly and nuzzled her before asking. "You look a bit worried over it though." he chuckled, wondering why.
No problem, I left myself without knowing if Illrose was still on... couldn't concentrate really haha. Then I realized she got off as well so was cool.
Illrose watched his face closely as she talked, and although he seemed surprised, it didn't look like he thought being a father would be a bad thing. So at least
he probably wouldn't abandon her and the child completely. She smiled rather weakly and returned his nuzzle.
"Well, getting pregnant wasn't exactly a part of my plan." She replied. She had gotten really irritated when she first found out, but now she was more content.
She would protect this child, no matter what.
Of course Sithrim didn't think it was a bad thing : he chuckled slightly at her concern. He had had fawns with another doe apart from his mate last year, and he had loved and cared for the little one, Krym. Plus, his two little girls Mabyl and Sybil as well. He had all the reasons possible to be a proud father.
"Haha you naughty girl. Thought it was all about fun right?" he giggled but slightly rubbed his chin over her spine. "Maia loved to be pregnant. I hope you'll learn to like it too?" unless she really hated him for having overtook the place from Gustiro, or Cadaver? He wasn't sure about that but what was done was done.
Illrose glared at him when his chuckles reached her ears. Of course he could laugh, he wasn't the one who had to carry the child, not to mention give birth to it. She didn't
look forward to the pain. But she wasn't really angry at Sithrim, she was just angry at herself, that she had let the rut and her own instincts lure her in this situation.
Actually, she was happy Sithrim was the father.
"Oh, shut up!" She snapped at him by his words, but she smiled slightly at the feeling of his chin over her spine.
"Hm, maybe I will. Only time will show, I guess." She said, before she turned her head and nuzzled Sith, to show him that she wasn't really angry at him.
The young white stag's ears moved lightly when he heard a familiar sound. He quickly stood up and walked into the direction the sound came from. Yes, it was Sithrim calling.
He smiled slightly when the other stag noticed him as well.
He approached and greeted him, nuzzling...
"You have been missed..." he sniffed and cuddled the taller, blue stag happily, rubbing his head against his neck and shoulders.
Before they could even cuddle, Sithrim surrounded him with hops of joy and silliness, some golden powder flying off the ground as he did so. He laughed sincerely at the view of his friend he had missed; when he stopped finally, the littler amount of white came to greet him with a nuzzling head. " Of course. Who doesn't miss the shittier of them all? " he teased with a grin, instantly catching some of his neck fur with a gentle little bite. " How's it going, crazy lil' Babycakes? " he chuckled slightly; he had been more than missed.
He giggled at his gentle bite and grinned as well. He was really happy to see him.
He hoped he wouldn't go away again...
"Everything's... everything's fine..." he lied, smiling a weak and somehow false, little smile. He felt still a bit weak from yesterday, he had interfered in a fight between his... his brother... Jergens and Jack. But the wounds were almost completely healed again. This wasn't even the main thing he was almost constantly thinking about...
"How are you?" he asked, curiously looking up at Sithrim.
" Everything-everything? Lucky bugger you are." he chuckled, snorting against his extremely silky fur on his back and enjoying his warmth. He wondered how he managed to be so soft and clean all the time. " Me? Huh fine as well. I heard I'm a father of two more healthy fawns! I didn't find Illrose still though. " he looked around, but all he could see were other unfamiliar faces. Sithrim sighed slightly, resting his head on his spine like he usually did.
"Uh... yeah..." he mumbled. It wasn't true though...
"Oh these are yours? Congratulation..." he smiled. He had seen Illrose once but the fawns had not been born then. "You're father of quite some deer..." he chuckled slightly.
Sithrim noticed his tiny voice and understood he might have mistaken his reply. Was he in fact lying to him? He felt a bit worried but staid silent for now and got a bit confused at his notice. " Yeah... I didn't see Mab, Syb and Krym in a while though. " he wrinkled his eyebrows slightly. He had missed his little ones, he couldn't deny that. They should be hell big now. " Nor Maia. " Hah, where was she anyway ? Had she forgotten him ? It had been months now since the last time they had been together. Sithrim shook his head reluctantly and tried to change of subject, he didn't like to feel this ill-at-ease.
" Anyway what have you been doing while your Shitrim wasn't here? I wanna know everything. " he rubbed his hairy chin on his spine, knowing he liked it.
"Eh... w-what I have been doing? Uh... n-nothing special...really." his voice started to tremble. "Was jut a bit... l-lon-...hn..." he bit his lower lip, afraid to babble out even more.
"N-nevermind..."
To be honest... he didn't want to destroy this happy moment right now.
Sithrim noticed all his babbling sentences and chuckled slightly. He was cute. " Hey calm down... you're gonna hurt yourself." he nuzzled him more, closing his eyes while rubbing his face all over his belly now. He then looked around and flicked his ears. " Let's sit somewhere? " he pawed the ground suggestively.
Crybaby closed his eyes for a while as well, feeling a bit calmed down by Sithrim's nuzzles.
"Y-yes..." he smiled weakly, looking around to find a near place they could sit. He trotted a bit and took some steps, turned around once and slowly sat down... folding his slim forelegs under his white chest.
Sithrim followed him nonchalantly, watching him laying himself comfortably on the floor like that. He slightly smiled and stood over him protectively a bit, looking around.
" Forest is quiet today. " he noticed, then looked up at the sky, flicking his ears a bit. " But I feel fog soon. Gonna get colder. " He paced over him and soon laid towards Crybaby, laying his head on his spine and getting a foreleg over him too, closing his eyes for a bit. " I'm a good meteorologist. "
Crybaby looked up at him and then sniffed the air curiously. It felt like autumn yes... it was his first here.
"I'm sure you are..." he murmured with a little smile, laying his head down, his face against Sithrim's smooth fur. "I'm really happy that you're back..."
He moved a bit "You... you'll never leave me alone, will you?" he mumbled quietly, his voice tiny in Sithrim's fur. He had asked the same question to someone else some time ago... but... this someone had left him alone...
" You're gonna hate Halloween I guess. " he snorted, remembering the huge BZD last year. Had been thrilling. He smiled at his gentle words. Back? Well he had never really left. But he was glad to find him. Nontheless, he flicked his ear at his question, wondering if he had heard right. " Why that question? " he raised an eyebrow, then chuckled. " Why would I. "
Halloween? What's this... Hm... some people have been talking about this. He was quite curious... though Sithrim thought he was going to hate it? Oh well...
He winced slightly "I... I don't know..." "S-some just... leave..." he squinted his eyes and hid his face more into Sithrim's fur.
"... I... I have the feeling that I'm a bother, that I'm annoying others... -m-more and more lately..." he stuttered quietly.
They had acted so cold towards him... so cold all of sudden after all this kind warmness.
" Aww Babycakes. A bother? " he chuckled, lifting his head up and seeing him hiding in his blueish fur this time. Who could think that this sweet little thing would be a bother? " Ya just have to learn not really caring. It's their own problem if they got you wrong. " he chuckled a bit more and shook his head slightly.
"B-but... but he was my big brother..." it hust had slipped out of his mouth now without control.. The small white stag started to whimper quietly. He had not cried once during this whole time.
Sithrim raised an eyebrow in surprise. Big brother? That would mean, either Jergens or Saosin. And either sounded strange. " Huh? How come? Who? Why? " he pestered him with questions, yeah, but he couldn't really control them now; he heard him starting to sob very sightly and thought he would melt of compassion. " There there Babycakes... " he nuzzled the top of his head, trying not to lock their antlers though.
"Huh... V-Virgil and... S-Sao... they fought. And after this e-everything changed..." he still didn't really know why, but all this made him feel so sad.
"Sao... h-he doesn't seem to like me anymore..." he mumbled all this with his tiny voice, his body trembling while the tears were flowing.
And the big, red stag once told him he would never leave him alone...
" Saosin? " he wrinkled his eyebrows and remembered how close they would get sometimes, being silly, sitting, following etc. A fight? He had heard of a big fight, but never had known about this truely. " Virgil ? Now that one... pff, he brainwashed Sao' maybe? Cuz that seems perfectly possible. " he smirked bitterly and leaned his chin over his neck, smiling again. " Well. I'm here. And shit knows I'll never stop liking ya. "
Yeah, brainwashed. That was sad. " That's good. " he smiled widely at him and let him be for a moment, watching over him as he heard him still sobbing from time to time.
Malheureusement je n'ai pas pu continuer à jouer avec elle à cause de plantage d'ordi. Mais là je suis de retour avec un portable tout neuf et un nouveau personnage. Ça m'avait manqué
Lol sur ce je vais arrêter de polluer ta bio XD
Haaaah c'est bien que tu sois revenue alors. Portable tout neuf en pluuus haha *-*
Mais non tu pollues pas, moi j'aime bien des petits messages ici lol. (:
Ouiiii. Trop adorableee, j'adorai.
J'ai en quelques sortes reconnus des traits de Kayla, la manière de jouer; c'est impressionant... j'devine trop de trucs moi :[
Marieee I can come into msn 8'D we saved all my files now and we'll format it tomorrow. We could only save them because my computer somehow "repaired" himself after some crashes (dun ask me why) though he'll not work very long I think... he still doesn't work well x')
but anyway, I can come now &hearts
LUCKY YAAA. 8DDDDD YOU GET A
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*__* -grabs it and noms-
Whut, I thought I had already
*tracks* :3
Munk' - gnagnagna :
Gurgelin - thank you for the trakititrack. (;
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Can't believe I haven't
hohohoho. thank you ♥
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Illrose looked at Sith for a
"It's your child, you know." She then said, and gestured her head toward her own stomach, where new life were growing inside of her.
Yeah, Illrose wanted to let Sith know. x) And I'm sorry I left earlier, but I had to go. <3
Sithrim flicked his ears in
No problem, I left myself without knowing if Illrose was still on... couldn't concentrate really haha. Then I realized she got off as well so was cool.
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Illrose watched his face
he probably wouldn't abandon her and the child completely. She smiled rather weakly and returned his nuzzle.
"Well, getting pregnant wasn't exactly a part of my plan." She replied. She had gotten really irritated when she first found out, but now she was more content.
She would protect this child, no matter what.
n__n
Of course Sithrim didn't
"Haha you naughty girl. Thought it was all about fun right?" he giggled but slightly rubbed his chin over her spine. "Maia loved to be pregnant. I hope you'll learn to like it too?" unless she really hated him for having overtook the place from Gustiro, or Cadaver? He wasn't sure about that but what was done was done.
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Awesome bio! I love the
Illrose glared at him when
look forward to the pain. But she wasn't really angry at Sithrim, she was just angry at herself, that she had let the rut and her own instincts lure her in this situation.
Actually, she was happy Sithrim was the father.
"Oh, shut up!" She snapped at him by his words, but she smiled slightly at the feeling of his chin over her spine.
"Hm, maybe I will. Only time will show, I guess." She said, before she turned her head and nuzzled Sith, to show him that she wasn't really angry at him.
The young white stag's ears
He smiled slightly when the other stag noticed him as well.
He approached and greeted him, nuzzling...
"You have been missed..." he sniffed and cuddled the taller, blue stag happily, rubbing his head against his neck and shoulders.
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He giggled at his gentle bite
He hoped he wouldn't go away again...
"Everything's... everything's fine..." he lied, smiling a weak and somehow false, little smile. He felt still a bit weak from yesterday, he had interfered in a fight between his... his brother... Jergens and Jack. But the wounds were almost completely healed again. This wasn't even the main thing he was almost constantly thinking about...
"How are you?" he asked, curiously looking up at Sithrim.
" Everything-everything?
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"Uh... yeah..." he mumbled.
"Oh these are yours? Congratulation..." he smiled. He had seen Illrose once but the fawns had not been born then. "You're father of quite some deer..." he chuckled slightly.
Sithrim noticed his tiny
" Anyway what have you been doing while your Shitrim wasn't here? I wanna know everything. " he rubbed his hairy chin on his spine, knowing he liked it.
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Crybaby gulped.
"Eh... w-what I have been doing? Uh... n-nothing special...really." his voice started to tremble.
"Was jut a bit... l-lon-...hn..." he bit his lower lip, afraid to babble out even more.
"N-nevermind..."
To be honest... he didn't want to destroy this happy moment right now.
Sithrim noticed all his
" Hey calm down... you're gonna hurt yourself." he nuzzled him more, closing his eyes while rubbing his face all over his belly now. He then looked around and flicked his ears.
" Let's sit somewhere? " he pawed the ground suggestively.
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Crybaby closed his eyes for a
"Y-yes..." he smiled weakly, looking around to find a near place they could sit. He trotted a bit and took some steps, turned around once and slowly sat down... folding his slim forelegs under his white chest.
Sithrim followed him
" Forest is quiet today. " he noticed, then looked up at the sky, flicking his ears a bit. " But I feel fog soon. Gonna get colder. " He paced over him and soon laid towards Crybaby, laying his head on his spine and getting a foreleg over him too, closing his eyes for a bit. " I'm a good meteorologist. "
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Crybaby looked up at him and
"I'm sure you are..." he murmured with a little smile, laying his head down, his face against Sithrim's smooth fur.
"I'm really happy that you're back..."
He moved a bit "You... you'll never leave me alone, will you?" he mumbled quietly, his voice tiny in Sithrim's fur. He had asked the same question to someone else some time ago... but... this someone had left him alone...
...maybe he just was too selfish.
" You're gonna hate Halloween
" Why that question? " he raised an eyebrow, then chuckled. " Why would I. "
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Halloween? What's this...
He winced slightly "I... I don't know..."
"S-some just... leave..." he squinted his eyes and hid his face more into Sithrim's fur.
"... I... I have the feeling that I'm a bother, that I'm annoying others... -m-more and more lately..." he stuttered quietly.
They had acted so cold towards him... so cold all of sudden after all this kind warmness.
" Aww Babycakes. A bother? "
" Ya just have to learn not really caring. It's their own problem if they got you wrong. " he chuckled a bit more and shook his head slightly.
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"B-but... but he was my big
Sithrim raised an eyebrow in
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"Huh... V-Virgil and...
"Sao... h-he doesn't seem to like me anymore..." he mumbled all this with his tiny voice, his body trembling while the tears were flowing.
And the big, red stag once told him he would never leave him alone...
" Saosin? " he wrinkled his
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"B-brainwashed?" Huh.... He
He just missed the good times with Sao terribly.
And he still loved him like a brother...
"T-thank you... I'll... I'll never stop liking you either..." he was so glad Sithrim was here for him. He felt safe...
Yeah, brainwashed. That was
" That's good. " he smiled widely at him and let him be for a moment, watching over him as he heard him still sobbing from time to time.
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"O-Ow... Fuck man... I didn't
^- More bitching in his journal for him soon, but I just wanted to thank ya for dealing with him ;; Ffff... I don't want him to leeeeeave... D':
"Sith... are you... a-are you
And please don't make him leave...
GingerNut - " Hm? " Huhu
Huhu dramaa.
Munkel - " I suppose. "
Lol na he wouldn't. If he did it would just be for a bit.
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Je vais parler Français car
Est-ce que tu te souviens de la petite Kayla?
Hmm... je ne crois pas o:
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Erf XD Parce que c'est moi
Parce que c'est moi qui la jouais et elle adorait passer du temps avec Sith et Maia.
Mais bon ça date de longtemps LOL.
Je crois me rappeller
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Malheureusement je n'ai pas
Lol sur ce je vais arrêter de polluer ta bio XD
Haaaah c'est bien que tu sois
Mais non tu pollues pas, moi j'aime bien des petits messages ici lol. (:
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Okidoki (: Haha j'ai retrouvé
Haha j'ai retrouvé ça. Souvenirs x)
Ouiiii. Trop adorableee,
J'ai en quelques sortes reconnus des traits de Kayla, la manière de jouer; c'est impressionant... j'devine trop de trucs moi :[
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Sérieux ? O_O Ouais
Ouais :') Et quand j'ai vu la
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Lol quand tu es venue poster
Hahaha t'as bien fait!
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*scuttlesin* Here, have a
Here, have a failgift
*scuttlesout*
*happy orgasm*
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Marieee I can come into msn
but anyway, I can come now &hearts