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Physical: 100% Stable. · Mentally: 65% Tries to escape from the sad reminders. Mainly not showing emotions, so looks like a emotionless log, but sensitive enough this time. ·


Update: bio had been moved
Here you can find totally invalid ref and half-invalid all the rest, but info here is still main base for this char and still big part of his past, so for now it's saved here.

16/9/16 Came back in the human world where went home. Thought might be able to meet there with Hio and talk about everything that happened. But he was met with suffocating silence and emptiness in the house. It made Kamiko to wary. He walked from room to room, didn't knowing what to hope for, thoughts were chaotic, and the mind threw up an ugly picture. Ultimately, when he came to the bedroom he found almost the inside-out wardrobe and a white swan feather on the nightstand. The answer came to him as the understanding of Hio's solution, but in this case the mind scarcely prevailed over heart.
He came back in the forest half-shattered. Were loitering, until he was found by Midas. A short conversation with him and received an offer to get drunk. Kamiko had no power to refuse. Then they returned to the human world, where the booze and heavy conversation waited for. A lot of thought and words, Kamiko understands his mistakes and that it is necessary to stop to resolve all the problems only on his own, but still struggling to cope with it. Then a trip to the bar, where they was held for some amount of time. When Kami looked at the watch, he realized that that's over so he went to warn Midas about leaving. Found him with some girl and at first didn't understand what was happening, so just wanted to leave them, but then realized that Midas were drinking the blood. Didn't panic and tried to distract him from the victim, but did not expect that this guy will switch to Kamiko's own blood. Didn't know what to do, while would-be bloodsucker didn't knocked out, probably due to the booze. Short-lived triumph and then passed out himself 'cause wine struck in the head.

5/7/16 Hesitated for a while, he made a firm decision. Kamiko had a brief return to the human world, where he took the chain, and the same short trip to his home world to have some benefit of this a piece of gold.
Later, return to the forest and sudden encounter with Midas. Kamiko tells that he's not going to spread out and "to beat" himself up further on the Erieda's advice. Seems to Midas welcomes it.
A short discussion on, trying to answer the questions of stag, but seems unsettled at all. But also questions from deity's side about Hio. He doesn't remember her from then as he lay in delirium. Serious doubts on this point, but trying to keep himself in his hands.

30/6/16 He enjoyed the solitude, but the suddenly Erieda has come. Kamiko tried to repeat her what he said to Midas earlier. But white doe was very persistent and demanded to prove these harsh words at least by some fact or event. In the end, Kamiko had to give up and tell the truth. He didn't know what was happening to him, but could not always lie in face, especially to someone he once knew. Although the complete lack of emotion led him to what he was absolutly indifferent if she just wouldn't listen to him or just cut off in mid-sentence even if he started to shows some emotions. But surprisingly, he has been heard. Looks like his "early adult" interlocutor had a resolution for everything long time before.
Later, he was left alone, a lot of confused by this talk with Erieda.

28/6/16 Spent time near the lake, but were alarmed by the unexpected visit of Midas and Erieda. Tried to keep my distance so as not to hurt anyone, but the middle was adjusted not less resolutely. Kamiko tried to intimidate the guy he had turned out well. Realizes that he was rude to Honey Lion, but there was no other choice.

20/4/16 Another day completely lost. Kamiko vaguely heard something about the union of Roscoe and Ractera. Then comes blindness, deafness and darkness that seem to last forever. And then again he can feel, but now he almost screams from the wild attack of pain. He could not understand anything, just hardly saw and only felt how his neck tighten by Ractera's jaw. The strength to resist as if exhausted. And at the same time he spends the energy to cough and spit out some disgusting lump of black sticky sludge. And darkness again.

17/4/16 He could not remember the day at all. Kamiko felt that something terrible, but couldn't even understand what is it. He was accompanied by a feeling of emptiness, as if the whole day was thrown out of his life.
Later Kamiko met Roscoe in the human world. The man was yelling at him, demanding to tell him that he didn't kill anyone. At first he didn't understand anything. But after he realized what happened. This has happened before. And Kamiko knew what his fault. So he did not resist the Roscoe attempts to kill him, and even tried to support. But he did not understand why the foster father stopped had not given his soul to be free.
He has not yet returned to the forest. His solution was to go to ?hurch for the evening service, perhaps, the desire to live will return.

16/4/16 In the morning he found Erieda to talk about what is happening. Kamiko really didn't understand what the hell is going on with the family. And he got a full answer. The deity listened to a Erieda's hysteria and watched her walked away after throwing what she really hates him. Well... okay. He'll get over the irritation of a teenager, although he worried about their relationship. Kamiko was not going to hurt her.
In the afternoon he came across Midas. Some time Kami was with him, and then Hio had joined. Laziness and idleness. He even managed to get some sleep. Kamiko woke up from what found out as Hio. When he asked where would he found her she said that she'll leave not for a long time, but the true answer was obvious. He called Midas and went for Hio. It seems that his beloved is interested in this egg. He sat next to her, spending some time only in the company of these three. Later flower-child and someone else(I didn't found that picto) had joined. Nice and quiet stay.

14/4/16 Hio what are you doing stop it
you can't just come and take someone else's kid
don't look at me as if I'm tearing you soul
WELL, you won

13/4/16 He spent time at the lake. Later Midas came but Kamiko even did not have time to talk to him, because Hio rushed in and said "We need to talk urgently." Kamiko was in such frightened mood so he followed the doe to understand what is wrong. In the end, he some time to elicit from her what she wants. "What? Children? Yes, it would be nice. Wait, what?"
The rest of the day he spent in shock, but in lifted mood. Some fears about the future, but Kami thinks will be able to cope if Hio isn't joking on him.

9/4/16 Returned along with Hio, with whom he made peace. Signed a small contract with her. "Warn me when you want to break your neck."
Especially anything interesting. He spent time in the company of Vasilisa, Hio, some guy(Andor you're so grown up wow) and black wolf(Rozen). Kamiko felt the demon last of and, didn't knowing her intentions, were treated with suspicion. The attitude was noticed by Vasilisa, so they had a short conversation in which she defended the standing of the wolf. The deity wasn't impressed by her words, although attitudes have softened slightly by the fact that the demon hadn't attacked Hio. Still under great doubt.

11/3/16 Particularly nothing interesting happened. Midas continues to demand pvp, and then with a satisfied smile laughs over Kamiko. In his turn, the deity easily wipes this guy's nose in the minor cross-fire.
Afternoon went for a little stroll. Thinks that Mid can't live peacefully and at the same time he trying to shake Kami. Water God didn't provide much resistance and supported the idea because he still falls as a person who holds this tomboy from unnecessary injuries. Some time was given to trifles, and later noticed that Midas watched for something. It seems that some predator(Maggot) was near the home. A little later he noticed and, seems, Fovan. Kamiko knows not a lot about him from a conversation with Roscoe. He is a "shy guy" that he took from the orphanage and now takes care of him.
When the water deity has been assessed the situation, Mid decided to break through the uninvited guest. Kami did not participate in the expulsion of the predator, but still had to take note of that will now have to closely monitor these three.

9/3/16: Beginning of the day was more than soothing. The young man wasn't going to get up and go somewhere today. As a minimum because he couldn't find Hio to talk to her. He is determined to resolve this issue.
Later, much later, Kamiko woke up from some oppressive feeling. The deity wasn't particularly interested in what was happening, but still decided to see what is it. Not for nothing. Looks like there is another problem on its head, which stuck to all the same personality. Midas looked quite serious, but Kami still managed to dissuade him. He didn't attach much importance to the terms of the transaction with this bully - you may think, training. Who knew that Honey Lion will prefer to start it immediately. Kamiko was not happy about this, and wanted to put it all back to "better times", but a couple of punches by horns persuaded him. Kami laid her reflection, getting involved with Midas in some obscure scramble, periodically trying to stop this mischief. Well, whatever the sacrifice, it seems, Mid slightly calmed down after a workout and he even joked. A good sign.




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Finally \o\

Finally \o\
Jessickalor's picture

I like the final version. Of

I like the final version.
Of course, track Smiling
By Draak <3

Jessickalor's picture

I like the final version. Of

I like the final version.
Of course, track Smiling
By Draak <3

Thank you!

Thank you! Smiling
Tavra's picture

I thought that I left here

I thought that I left here track. BUT NO
TRACKING this prettypretty stag


&hearts; &hearts; &hearts;

♥ ♥ ♥
gadkiy's picture

track

track Smiling

TavraWolfe, VasilisaKonti,

TavraWolfe, VasilisaKonti, gadkiy thank you! :>

track xD mag isn't a predator

track xD mag isn't a predator just an ahole

bloodygoddess, thanks~ anyway

bloodygoddess, thanks~
anyway it was funny lol

HI.

HI.