March.7.2010
My first real day in the Forest.
I'm welcomed with an aggressive fawn sporting poppies who wouldn't leave me alone.
Eventually they gave up when I led it to a small gathering of deer... it got distracted by the four other fawns.
I hate fawns...
Oh wait.
I am a fawn.
After counting how many deer there were... four fawns plus three adults equals seven deer in total... I left. They were of no importance nor curiosity to me. The adults just sat there and the fawns laughed and laughed and laughed...
I came across a rabbit. I'd never seen one before but I knew what it was. She had a lovely pictogram, shaped like the number 21. I learned that 21 was her name as well... I had never felt an aura so pure, so good... and I didn't know what to do about it. I wasn't used to such kindness from anyone. I didn't know how to act...
21 had a friend, a stag named Virgil. He was... kind. I... he was so much bigger than I was, and I was scared. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to run, run far away, but 21 was there and she was perfectly calm. If Virgil was a friend of a doe so pure than what kind of threat was he really?
So I stayed.
He didn't rush up and nuzzle me a thousand times. He slowly approached as a rabbit, until I was calm enough and he morphed back into his stag form. He didn't have large antlers which struck me as odd... perhaps it was for the better.
After properly greeting him I saw something even more odd than the fact that he had small antlers.
It was black.
It had an eye.
And another.
And another.
She was talking to me.
She asked me questions.
She asked if I was Friiha. If I liked Virgil. If I wanted to kill Virgil. If I liked flowers. If I wanted to eat mushrooms. If I wanted to hurt someone. If I wanted to kill them. Kill them. Kill them. Kill them. Kill them.
I was scared... she wouldn't stop... she got bigger... and darker... and the sky became black... and screaming echoed in my ears and I was so scared but Virgil was there and he blocked her from me but I KNEW he couldn't see her but she disappeared...
And I was safe.
Thank you, Virgil.
Another deer came, but I didn't know him, and he ran in circlescirclesCIRCLES and I ran too. But away. Not circles... I'd get dizzy and fall, and then THEYWOULDALLFINDME
So I found two deer. A butterfly-pelted doe... I like butterflies... and a blood red stag. He was even bigger than Virgil, and his antlers... they reached the sky.
I had to know them.
So I watched them. For a long time, but the stag... he was on to me. He saw me every time, no matter how hard I tried to conceal myself.
I've never seen such love before. Such a bond. I want something like that one day... so I can break it.
I had to leave, or risk my life against his antlers. If he was going to attack me... he was, wasn't he? Noyesno... he wouldn't do that. But he'd charge. And he'd outrun me.
I'll find you both again.
That was awesome. She's
She's awesome.
I want to read more. D:
I fully agree with Ocean
Oh my goodness, thank you
By Leuvr ♥
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It seems like the character here, if she was writing, she would be writing impulsively.
Like she has no control over how she writes and how she vents on paper.
I like this a lot. It reminds me a lot of how I am when I write.
Impulsive, crazy, emotional, strange. (:
Yes, that's exactly how this
This is why my actual diary is so unfocused, I write this way in real life too. I don't let that side of me come out until I'm in my room, door closed, diary in front of me, pen in my hand. I make sure I always write in pen so I can't erase anything in case I feel the urge someday.
Impulsive, crazy, emotional, strange = win x infinity + 1.
:}
By Leuvr ♥
Oh, poor thing. D: Nice
Nice introduction, of sorts. <3
I love friiha so much
@Serenai: Yeah. Fun first day
Thank you! I was a little nervous when I typed this because I knew it would be sort of her introduction, and I wanted to make it so it would catch others' attention.
-x-
@Sonata: ;A;<333 Thank you SO much, that means beyond a lot.
By Leuvr ♥
Fffff. Caught my attention.
Caught my attention.
/relief xD
xD
By Leuvr ♥
Oh, you silly dear.
<3