3.10.11 - The Diary of Friiha | The Endless Forest

^{March.10.2011

I just

I don't really

I don't know. I just I really don't--

Shhhhhhhhhhh.

I need to relax. I need to relax

Relax

ANXIETYGOAWAYGOAWAYRIGHTNOW

It's been a week since my birthday.

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me

Happy birthday dear 6-18-9-9-8-1,

Happy birthday to me~??

I'm so tired, a lot. I don't know why, and it's frustrating.

I wish I could stop being tired so much.

I want to spend more time with my friends.

I miss them all.

I watched Saosin flower spar with Ephiré the other day.

It was amazing. I love watching spars, it's so exciting!

After they were finished, we three relaxed with each other. It was so nice to spend time together like that...

I love the rain.

It's refreshing and I like the cooler temperatures it brings.

I would just hate to drown. I don't want to drown. Idon'twanttodrowndrowndrown

DR

O

WN

I feel like something bad is going to happen.

I don't know what it is.

I don't know

IDON'TWANTTODIE

I'll stay safe.

I'll stay safe.

Getawayfrom me

I feel...

Lonely, but not alone.

I just feel different and like I'm not supposed to be here but

I don't want to go back there

I miss you but I can't go back.

I ran and ran and ran today through the rain

I don't need to worry about trees, you see.

I can go through them.

Not a monster, he's not a monster.

Thank goodness.

Sharp antlers

Icy blue eyes

Fireflame

Black elegance

Endless voids

Surreal

I love you all...

I'm so tired.

Goodnight. I like this rock.}