Intense Color and A Sharp Eye














Updates
Physical .............. ; 90% (Note Healing; heals anywhere from 10-25 points a day depending on whether or not the proceeding day is spent doing nothing or with minimal movement. Sianna heals more quickly than my other characters. I have no problem with other people and their characters who receive damage from her matching how quick it can be.

Combat; I will almost always apply damage even if I did not visibly spot contact on my screen. Although, note that, usually when the character is 'hassling' a single deer or even a group of deer, she is not always attempting to inflict damage despite the emotes. When the character intends to inflict serious damage(And she can. She will slash, gash, and stab her opponent, no matter their size. With larger opponents, targets their legs, sides, or underbelly.), I will have the character sneeze to default antlers. There is no sudden growth, merely an effective method to split critical and noncritical damage up. Sianna limps around when health is at 55% or lower.
) || Mental Fluctuating ; 90%

" ............. "

For everything good there's something bad.
I've seen the reflection of pale chalk spheres in the ripples of hushed white tides,
and for most they'd lose their minds.
They'd lose their mother fucking minds.
And maybe I did, for a while.




Basic Information
Name; Sianna, Picto
Title; The Aerial Temptress
Real Name; Selena May Holland
Called; Bitch, whore, psychopath
Age; Adult
Gender; Female
Species; Phoenix deer
Orientation; Bisexual, polygamist
Size; #7
Voice; Emily H.
Reference; Here
Talks in; #9d9169 or #57694d


Overview
September, 2010
Intense, wildly toxic
Centered around love and loss.

Flawed, imperfect
Contradictory, conflicted
A mutable companion, effusive consequences.

Love and war
Treasured, but undoubtedly a game.
Fearless, will gore, and take what she has coming.
Obsessive, compulsive, an egg timer.
Sadomasochistic; give it, take it, love it all.
Calculatedly versatile, clever, unpredictable.

vindictive, button pusher.
A stalker, a leech, a succubus.
Hidden, deep and untapped reserve screaming for change.

Remorseful murderer.
Deeply impacted, eternally writhing.
The product of an abused escapee who found freedom.
Pregnancy & birth log(2014)


Extended
Depth
She tends to get carried away which normally results in other deer gritting their teeth or wanting to destroy her. While she may intentionally be trying to get under their skin she may also be trying to prove a valuable point; whether or not the deer is capable of understanding why she is doing something or not. It brings a sense of peace and victory to her. So long as she got whatever it was out of her system she is usually golden. That is not always the case though, as she can hold grudges for quite a long time.

No matter her reasons, to most, she comes off as annoying, clingy, demanding, and who knows what else, perhaps a little(or a lot) off her rocker, however all of the taunting, attacking, and urges to destroy her will not get rid of her, at least not immediately. With that said, important events can act as key points in her life, which can create change. It can be hard for such events to actually impact her though.

Unfortunately if she has taken an interest in your deer they will be stalked and given any treatment she deems necessary. Every deer is different; if they're mean to her sometimes she likes it(She also feels that no matter the state of their relationship at that time there is still a chance to mend it and form a bond, whether it be on an intimate or platonic level), other times she wants revenge. If they love her sometimes she will return the affection, other times play them against other deer. There is no telling. One thing is for certain though, if they have caught her interest good enough it is doubtful that they will shake her loose on their own. The only methods to losing her are if she finally gets bored, the deer of interest disappears and she can not follow, on very rare occasions are able to make her see reason, OR on even rarer occasions she lets the deer go, and would like to keep said deer in her life on some sort of friendly level. There is also reproducing. While not always effective, it has been proven that the birth of a fawn from a deer that she had strong feelings for can forever break her desire to be with them(Dinah Moon for example). Mpreg however doesn't count, because she strangely likes that(Discovered when Emdeaur had their fawn).

As for strange/Unknown deer(This includes nameless deer and fawns)... sometimes she tolerates them and other times not.

Deer on her black list are not always harassed. As a matter of fact she will try to avoid them if she can. If she happens upon them by accident, may or may not chase/harass them/their group. If such a deer comes within view she will probably go investigate, though it is highly unlikely for her to actually engage the deer or its group unless they display provocative behavior. It is not guaranteed though.

Sianna does not like fawns. She adopted one once and even that poor thing got mistreated... the only reason she adopted it was because she was jealous of Dinah Moon's adoptee. She has no attachment to them what-so-ever. She murdered her own child in her human life so how could she possibly like them? She is unpredictable around them, and chances are if deer around her set her off she will go for the weakest party in an attempt to teach them a lesson, i.e. fawns. - Known to attempt to abduct fawns or use them as leverage if need be.

To clear up confusion, especially because in "What A world" she acted as though she loved her child. She did, she loved him with all of her heart and soul. The reason she can not stand fawns is because she killed her child thinking it was the right thing to do. Once reincarnated she realized that despite loving him she still committed murder, and could never love another child the same ever again. Why change now? She feels as though she has committed the ultimate sin. In short, it all backfired. - It should be noted that if she does happen to attach herself to another deer well enough, she is known to promise them that she will bare them a son(As she had with Sorog before driving him to insanity). It is a deadly game of chance, and only she knows what will come of it.

If Sianna knows how another deer ticks and she dislikes them she will usually do quite a bit of poking around to flare them up.

Deer that are used in her games and play along, or do not catch on, are considered 'toys' and are used for her own amusement until they have exceeded their usefulness, whereas they are for the most part forgotten(unless they make a turnaround), and replaced with new toys.

Recently fond of adopting young or adult deer smaller than herself and keeping them as pets(A status like Quicksilver), however this sort of thing could be considered a rare occurrence. Extremely attached to these deer and tends to become possessive. They are property, and she does not like other deer attempting to claim her property or steal her property. Also doesn't like deer she doesn't like around them.

If a deer manages to evade anything bad, good job. It's a good thing. She does have a soft side, a side that yearns to better herself, a side that wants to do right.
Love & Relationships
Her preferences are not set in stone(For instance; a person may not find a bald guy attractive in the present, but in the future that could always change). Normally it is on a 'deer by deer' basis.

Just because she likes deer A does not mean she will like deer B even though their personality and actions are very similar.

Due to being in an abusive relationship she suffered a lot of mental trauma. Once reincarnated and placed in the forest those problems carried over. Out of reach from her abusive husband, she knew that and sought out affection to fill an empty hole. That was when she was first placed in the forest. After many lovers and time to heal - or so she thought she had healed - came to the conclusion that she was ready to give her heart to another in exchange for theirs(In what was presumed to be at the time, fully, whereas she would not give her heart to another again). Her heart resided with Sherlock for some time until her abuse finally took its toll and they split. After that started back at square one, falling back into her usual ways, that some old pattern.

Sianna seeks out deer and desires to have many companions, long term or short term, as well as toys and pets, and breaking other deer.

What she seeks varies, but most of the time it is undying loyalty, understanding, love, and affection. One that will stand by her no matter her actions, one that will protect her no matter the circumstances.

With that in mind, should a deer be stable enough to put up with everything that she says and does, whatever she pulls them into, and still hangs around, there is the possibility that she would fully give her heart to another. This is not easy by any means. There have only been a few deer thus far that she has(as far as she is aware at least), truly loved enough to give her heart to(Such as Sherlock). One reproduced. Another finally, after nearly a year of constantly chasing, made her realize that she would never have his heart, and the other endured far too much abuse and finally 'broke'.

Often times deer that she does not express her 'love' to are the ones with potential to be loved most(Could put current examples here, but then where is the secrecy and fun!). This excludes expressing her fondness of a deer. Expressing fondness is not expressing love. - Recent events have made this questionable, it is not always true.

... Bisexual, polygamist, swinger.

... Objectum Sexual; Attracted to inanimate objects, also talks to them. Specifically Wyen(Why-en) Oak, a stump near the blue bowl that she has visited frequently since her arrival here.

... Loves homosexual and bisexual males. Also likes genderless deer. Despises lesbians, only exception being if she is drawn to a doe herself.

... Age is not a factor

Deer that are seriously treasured, she will actually try to keep them away from the daily drama she usually creates. These deer are actually put on pedestals and practically worshiped. She can be an excessive groomer, always keeping her favored companions spic and span, always making sure they feel loved, wanted, and needed.


"As long as we believe that someone else has the power to make us happy then we are setting ourselves up to be victims."

- Robert Burney


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Hi, we've been enjoying

Hi, we've been enjoying sianna's company lately. <3

KestrelBlaire - Rolled her

KestrelBlaire - Rolled her eyes when he denied being a bird. To her he was a bird, and it would be so. The doe didn't bother to respond to his statement. She was small, but knew deer twice his size. "So courteous of you, trying to disguise your eagerness to leave by pawning such a request on me". An ear would idly flick and she'd hold an unwavering gaze, catching his own eyes or not. "You could leave, or you could stick around for some fun. Doesn't matter to me. If you're not a cheap thrill now you will be later. I guarantee it", she says, not even particularly insinuating something intimate. He had made himself known, and for that she would craft him into something useful.

Jala - Awh <3

Saosin - Same. Quicksilver is an awesome character.
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You think...? Well, that made

You think...? Well, that made my night. Sianna has always intrigued me as well, and to be honest, intimidated. She seem so colorful and vast.

Yep. Her design is simple but

Yep. Her design is simple but has defined features that set her apart. Her face being the most prominent feature, but of course, her build is unique too. I'm really curious where she will go developmentally wise. Nice to get in with a shy deer now and again to have your character play a more protective role.

Thanks. I'm very proud of this character.

His eyes narrowed. He did not

His eyes narrowed. He did not like how this doe behaved. "I feel as though what you find fun would only be enjoyable for you." Curiosity overpowered pride and he decided to stay a little longer. He stood up, and then noting the fact that she wasn't much for movement, moved closer to her. He kept a safe distance, not close enough to even be able to strike at her if so was needed, but closer to speaking range.

Silly little creatures, these deer are. Some want to love you, some want to hate you, some want nothing to do with anything at all. This one, unfortunately, is all of the above...
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I'm planning on adding more

I'm planning on adding more to her appearance in the future, while keeping her looks relatively simple. I'm undecided about what right now. Still, happy her appearance is unique as it is. I find it rather hard playing a shy character, but guess it'll get easier, hah. Hmm, you should be. <3

I found it funny, the other day, how sianna seemed unsettled by the stranger fawn while Q was almost unfazed... She doesn't particularly care much for them.

KestrelBlaire - Sianna

KestrelBlaire - Sianna couldn't help but grin further. At his words it was enough to make her avert her gaze, head gently shaking. How clever of him to cite the obvious. Soon enough she would look to him, though said nothing until he moved closer. "Who's to say", her shoulders would roll, "One does not know if they will enjoy something until they've tried it".

Saosin - Can't wait to see. I scribbled her the other day but some things are off. I will probably feel compelled to finish it once you've settled on her overall appearance. Ah, yeah. I tried a shy character once but I had no patience for waiting on interaction. I completely scrapped the idea and plan to take it a new direction, eventually. Glad my character and some others can make game play a little more enjoyable when you're on Quicksilver. It's a slow process but I'm with you on it should get easier.

Sianna acts like that with most fawns. She's sometimes friendly if they can be used as leverage, but they're otherwise hated or become targets if the opportunity presents itself. Is Silver usually more unsettled by their presence than she was the other day?

The shift of her gaze was

The shift of her gaze was enough for him. He knew very well he was in the tangle of a little game, but yet still stayed, playing along to see where it led. "Well, then what did you have in mind?"
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Really? Gah, I take really

Really? Gah, I take really long time on things though. Still, that's motivating, hahah. It's very sweet of you. I know the feeling, it's mostly about familiarity though, interaction will generally kick off eventually once you're active enough to get noticed, I'm guessing... You did, thanks for that.

Yeah, we noticed she wasn't particularly fond of them. It wasn't unusual, I guess Q sees fawns the same way she views small animals. She doesn't really enjoy nor understand their company and it'll most likely end up with her stepping on them, eh.

KestrelBlaire - The doe would

KestrelBlaire - The doe would move closer, but not enough to touch. "Oh, sweet thing", she says softly, "I wouldn't want to spoil the surprise. How ever would you feel overjoyed if I told you now? A gift of such fine quality can only be opened at the right time I'm afraid".

Saosin - Well, she is unique enough. I had to. That body is a real challenge. I agree... the more she's in and interacts everything will start pulling together. Hmm, no I didn't really log my shy deer in too much. It might of helped if I was looking at TEF to know when deer approached her, but I don't like splitting my screen. For the most part she was idle. Of course I had her roam about once in a while, but without her going right up to other deer it was a real challenge. Yours is doing better than mine did so far, haha.

Another thing they have in common. Sianna doesn't like small animals either, though at this point I'd say she's conditioned herself to tolerate them more than she once did.

His tail flicked, but he

His tail flicked, but he remained still, unwavering eye contact with her as she spoke. "Wonderful." he muttered. "Now you're a tease as well."
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Ah, patience is the key. I

Ah, patience is the key. I used to do pretty much the same thing with Q at first, expect from during the rut. I used the event to my advantage and let her cautiously approach others as her instincts would tell her to, wasn't much, but still. At some point something will stir things up, and things will evolve from there. An example would be that Q met accendare during the rut, then met sianna through her, and so on... I'm mostly really glad I get to interact with new players like you through her.

I don't think it's dislike on my deer's part, more like unawareness. She just doesn't grasp what they are. She might learn it and change in the future though, we shall see.

KestrelBlaire - "I am many

KestrelBlaire - "I am many things. I am whatever you want me to be". The doe would sigh before looking to her left, not blind to his sarcasm. "I move with your cues. What are you wanting, Samuel?".

Saosin - Good way to go about it. Networking.
One of the things I enjoy most when making new characters, always opens a new door to meeting new players. I was especially surprised when I first made my second character here. I didn't realize how many deer had somehow evaded this one, and therefor never got to meet the player.

Probably the fact that Quicksilver is small, but now that you've cleared that up, I find it more adorable than anything? Small, unaware, new. I love that, so much room to grow and learn.

A sly smile crept onto his

A sly smile crept onto his face, then crept off. "What I am wanting? One thing would be to know your name, darling."

She would turn and distance

She would turn and distance herself, soon resting against the rich earth. "A name", she echos, silently rolling 'tease' off of her tongue. "I think you've already given me one". It's how it usually went. If he stuck around long enough he'd probably learn her name. It never did take long. He'd join a poorly constructed pyramid of white knights. A tired old tale, but he'd learn soon enough. "It's suiting, don't you think?".
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I guess. She's braver around

I guess. She's braver around her friends, so it works out. Still, don't want her to be too open, hm. Hahah yeah, Q should be a nice change from saosin to some as well, I'm assuming.

Heehee, suppose so. Still, she wouldn't be pleased if she were to be thought of as fawnlike and clueless. As mush as she's shy, she's a very proud creature.

I tried to accept your MSN

I tried to accept your MSN invitation, and my MSN thought it better to laugh in my face and close.
I'll try sending one your way, to see if that'll work.

I'm surprised one even

I'm surprised one even sent.
I didn't get anything on my end. Seems like one of those things that can be resolved if both people add each other, but maybe not this time, lol. I will try sending again.

Hnn, I got your invite again,

Hnn, I got your invite again, accepted again, and it has yet to show up... Again. This is lame hah.
I don't think I've ever had this problem before.

Damn. I think we're making

Damn. I think we're making progress, though. It's showing as if the invite was accepted; showing your display name, not your email, but you're offline for me. Will try once more and see what happens. And yeah, getting contacts on my list can be a real pain.

Odd... I'm online, albeit

Odd... I'm online, albeit busy. You still aren't on my list somehow.
Blahhh

Ah well. We can try again

Ah well. We can try again another day. -kicks msn-

Haha yea. Since I just

Haha yea.
Since I just accepted the invitation again and nothing happened. -__-
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Feel free to pick through the

Feel free to pick through the code and use it, no permission needed.
Hi! I wanted to let you know that I used your code as a base for my fawn's page.
Sianna's biography looks beautiful. She is such an awesome character. ♥

I seen yesterday. It looks

I seen yesterday. It looks great.
That must have been quite a bit of work on your end?
I've been thinking about copying everything and posting to pastebin with some instructions. Save people from removing all of the breakers. ._.
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track of curious.

track of curious.
Amazon's picture

Aw! XD I think that could be

Aw! XD
I think that could be really helpful to people, haha.

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Sorry Vasla is so boring

Sorry Vasla is so boring today. I'm feeling a little out of it.

I think I seen her today as

I think I seen her today as Tulio. Sorry if he wasn't very social.
I was sniping on ebay and also he was injured from some recent events.

TheWolf - No problem at all.

TheWolf - No problem at all.

Alinaquil - Hmm. I remember seeing that picto on the map but don't recall having my deer going to investigate, or seeing a deer with his set. My memory fails me though.
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That shit you pulled was

That shit you pulled was bold. Do it again, Sianna. I dare you.
Even though he was so close to her face, and so close to snapping, the calm in his voice remained unfazed. But there was a certain unnerving glow to his eye. A wild and suppressed flame.
He knew it would take just one blow, one fuckin' blow to make her fear and cower. And a part of him wanted that, too.
But he kept his calm, how little of it there was, and warned her instead.

Fear? He was definitely big

Fear? He was definitely big enough, definitely powerful enough, but she had been beaten and bloody so many times since her arrival here that her ability to feel fear was questionable. Being thrown around had always been apart of her life. The doe while roughed up now, could only roll her eyes before looking to him, a grin while hidden present, a giggle while low was pushed through. "Or what?", she coo's softly while ruffling her feathers, amused by this. She'd pull in closer, "A dare. I never back out of a dare".
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Vasla moved forward, muscles

Vasla moved forward, muscles tensed, and ready to lunge at her. He had no patience for women, and definitely no tolerance for a smartass. Absolutely none. He considered bashing her right now, felt a blind rage building. Moved forward in her direction even, neck outstretched and stride elongated.
But he stopped. It was so hard to keep himself from feeding that sick, twisted animal inside of him. So hard to keep it down, but he did. He smiled at the thought of an alternative, though.
Joints popped and bones clicked as he casually stretched. He went slack and was calm again.
Nothing, Sianna.
Vasla's gaze rolled from Sianna to focus on Trace in the distance.
Mmnn.
He took a look at Sianna once more before he smiled- something very cynical and plotting- and headed over to her. It was instant contact and affection, and he made sure to keep an eye out just to see if Sianna was watching it all.

Lol sorry I edit so much.

The doe would tense when he

The doe would tense when he grew closer as if expecting something more, but it never came. Where his eyes lead, hers would follow. That doe... Sianna had many times over since meeting her thought of completely eliminating her, but did not. What a mistake. Rather than ruin her from the start poked fun.

When Vasla began to go to her, the phoenix's chest would tighten with a raw, reverberating tingle encased by heat. She was immediately upset by this, and it showed. Ears were thrown back and a deep, agitated snort was given. How dare she? How dare he. So it was going to be a game of tolerance, was it?

She would not go to him and his rundown company, not yet anyways... but stand there peering with hidden fury, processing everything. For a moment she thought about turning away and leaving, finding new company, but couldn't... locked in place by her desire to have him. She was conflicted. Walking away may have pissed him off, then again maybe not. Attacking the doe he was with may have triggered a reaction so lusted for, but what if not? Was she ready to make it seem like the other bothered her to the point of chasing it off for a quick thrill? What to do...

The phoenix would grit her teeth, but would soon turn from the two and trail off, in the event that the wolf had not chased her down and stopped her. She'd burn with irritation, but was quickly soothed by the idea that he'd come after her, in a good way or a bad way, it didn't matter.

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It's fine. Have a long post in return, haha.

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TheExplorer's picture

Rofl Sianna is confusing her

Rofl Sianna is confusing her and amusing me 8']
Xemi's picture

Lol her updates on Em.

Lol her updates on Em. ♥

TheExplorer - Glad it's

TheExplorer - Glad it's amusing you, lol.

Xemi - Had to be said. She's pretty mindfucked by it though.
Xemi's picture

"Men can have babies now?" I

"Men can have babies now?"
I can see her coming up with an elaborate scheme involving this

Exactly. Time to figure out

Exactly. Time to figure out how to impregnate all of her male interests now.
Xemi's picture

-ded-

-ded-

^ -fear-

^ -fear-
<:
J!n's picture

Rofl, pet.

Rofl, pet.
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Ohhh I know what you're doing

Ohhh I know what you're doing but I can't see the bubbles -playing the old version- too bad ;3;

Saosin - haha, yep. Needs to

Saosin - haha, yep. Needs to be updated but that's definitely her status.

TheExplorer - Awh... ah well, at least you caught on.
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That's odd... How come?

That's odd... How come?

Wanted to tack on 'protective

Wanted to tack on 'protective of'.

hi sianna! I like your page.

hi sianna! I like your page. but every time I see you playing with another deer, and see how well you passed you, sometimes I'll see if I can play with you and you reject me ...
was the doe that was there with you and the other small deer, I have made every effort to be liked ... but it has not worked ... I thought of asking you here ... I can play you in the endless forest without fighting? I'd like to meet you. I have curiosity! Smiling

if we prefer the joy is because we have tasted the sorrow, and if you prefer to be united all is because we have already proven to be lonely ... ! live friends!

My character is not always

My character is not always friendly. Maybe in the future they can get along, but not at this time.