Intense Color and A Sharp Eye














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Physical .............. ; 90% (Note Healing; heals anywhere from 10-25 points a day depending on whether or not the proceeding day is spent doing nothing or with minimal movement. Sianna heals more quickly than my other characters. I have no problem with other people and their characters who receive damage from her matching how quick it can be.

Combat; I will almost always apply damage even if I did not visibly spot contact on my screen. Although, note that, usually when the character is 'hassling' a single deer or even a group of deer, she is not always attempting to inflict damage despite the emotes. When the character intends to inflict serious damage(And she can. She will slash, gash, and stab her opponent, no matter their size. With larger opponents, targets their legs, sides, or underbelly.), I will have the character sneeze to default antlers. There is no sudden growth, merely an effective method to split critical and noncritical damage up. Sianna limps around when health is at 55% or lower.
) || Mental Fluctuating ; 90%

" ............. "

For everything good there's something bad.
I've seen the reflection of pale chalk spheres in the ripples of hushed white tides,
and for most they'd lose their minds.
They'd lose their mother fucking minds.
And maybe I did, for a while.




Basic Information
Name; Sianna, Picto
Title; The Aerial Temptress
Real Name; Selena May Holland
Called; Bitch, whore, psychopath
Age; Adult
Gender; Female
Species; Phoenix deer
Orientation; Bisexual, polygamist
Size; #7
Voice; Emily H.
Reference; Here
Talks in; #9d9169 or #57694d


Overview
September, 2010
Intense, wildly toxic
Centered around love and loss.

Flawed, imperfect
Contradictory, conflicted
A mutable companion, effusive consequences.

Love and war
Treasured, but undoubtedly a game.
Fearless, will gore, and take what she has coming.
Obsessive, compulsive, an egg timer.
Sadomasochistic; give it, take it, love it all.
Calculatedly versatile, clever, unpredictable.

vindictive, button pusher.
A stalker, a leech, a succubus.
Hidden, deep and untapped reserve screaming for change.

Remorseful murderer.
Deeply impacted, eternally writhing.
The product of an abused escapee who found freedom.
Pregnancy & birth log(2014)


Extended
Depth
She tends to get carried away which normally results in other deer gritting their teeth or wanting to destroy her. While she may intentionally be trying to get under their skin she may also be trying to prove a valuable point; whether or not the deer is capable of understanding why she is doing something or not. It brings a sense of peace and victory to her. So long as she got whatever it was out of her system she is usually golden. That is not always the case though, as she can hold grudges for quite a long time.

No matter her reasons, to most, she comes off as annoying, clingy, demanding, and who knows what else, perhaps a little(or a lot) off her rocker, however all of the taunting, attacking, and urges to destroy her will not get rid of her, at least not immediately. With that said, important events can act as key points in her life, which can create change. It can be hard for such events to actually impact her though.

Unfortunately if she has taken an interest in your deer they will be stalked and given any treatment she deems necessary. Every deer is different; if they're mean to her sometimes she likes it(She also feels that no matter the state of their relationship at that time there is still a chance to mend it and form a bond, whether it be on an intimate or platonic level), other times she wants revenge. If they love her sometimes she will return the affection, other times play them against other deer. There is no telling. One thing is for certain though, if they have caught her interest good enough it is doubtful that they will shake her loose on their own. The only methods to losing her are if she finally gets bored, the deer of interest disappears and she can not follow, on very rare occasions are able to make her see reason, OR on even rarer occasions she lets the deer go, and would like to keep said deer in her life on some sort of friendly level. There is also reproducing. While not always effective, it has been proven that the birth of a fawn from a deer that she had strong feelings for can forever break her desire to be with them(Dinah Moon for example). Mpreg however doesn't count, because she strangely likes that(Discovered when Emdeaur had their fawn).

As for strange/Unknown deer(This includes nameless deer and fawns)... sometimes she tolerates them and other times not.

Deer on her black list are not always harassed. As a matter of fact she will try to avoid them if she can. If she happens upon them by accident, may or may not chase/harass them/their group. If such a deer comes within view she will probably go investigate, though it is highly unlikely for her to actually engage the deer or its group unless they display provocative behavior. It is not guaranteed though.

Sianna does not like fawns. She adopted one once and even that poor thing got mistreated... the only reason she adopted it was because she was jealous of Dinah Moon's adoptee. She has no attachment to them what-so-ever. She murdered her own child in her human life so how could she possibly like them? She is unpredictable around them, and chances are if deer around her set her off she will go for the weakest party in an attempt to teach them a lesson, i.e. fawns. - Known to attempt to abduct fawns or use them as leverage if need be.

To clear up confusion, especially because in "What A world" she acted as though she loved her child. She did, she loved him with all of her heart and soul. The reason she can not stand fawns is because she killed her child thinking it was the right thing to do. Once reincarnated she realized that despite loving him she still committed murder, and could never love another child the same ever again. Why change now? She feels as though she has committed the ultimate sin. In short, it all backfired. - It should be noted that if she does happen to attach herself to another deer well enough, she is known to promise them that she will bare them a son(As she had with Sorog before driving him to insanity). It is a deadly game of chance, and only she knows what will come of it.

If Sianna knows how another deer ticks and she dislikes them she will usually do quite a bit of poking around to flare them up.

Deer that are used in her games and play along, or do not catch on, are considered 'toys' and are used for her own amusement until they have exceeded their usefulness, whereas they are for the most part forgotten(unless they make a turnaround), and replaced with new toys.

Recently fond of adopting young or adult deer smaller than herself and keeping them as pets(A status like Quicksilver), however this sort of thing could be considered a rare occurrence. Extremely attached to these deer and tends to become possessive. They are property, and she does not like other deer attempting to claim her property or steal her property. Also doesn't like deer she doesn't like around them.

If a deer manages to evade anything bad, good job. It's a good thing. She does have a soft side, a side that yearns to better herself, a side that wants to do right.
Love & Relationships
Her preferences are not set in stone(For instance; a person may not find a bald guy attractive in the present, but in the future that could always change). Normally it is on a 'deer by deer' basis.

Just because she likes deer A does not mean she will like deer B even though their personality and actions are very similar.

Due to being in an abusive relationship she suffered a lot of mental trauma. Once reincarnated and placed in the forest those problems carried over. Out of reach from her abusive husband, she knew that and sought out affection to fill an empty hole. That was when she was first placed in the forest. After many lovers and time to heal - or so she thought she had healed - came to the conclusion that she was ready to give her heart to another in exchange for theirs(In what was presumed to be at the time, fully, whereas she would not give her heart to another again). Her heart resided with Sherlock for some time until her abuse finally took its toll and they split. After that started back at square one, falling back into her usual ways, that some old pattern.

Sianna seeks out deer and desires to have many companions, long term or short term, as well as toys and pets, and breaking other deer.

What she seeks varies, but most of the time it is undying loyalty, understanding, love, and affection. One that will stand by her no matter her actions, one that will protect her no matter the circumstances.

With that in mind, should a deer be stable enough to put up with everything that she says and does, whatever she pulls them into, and still hangs around, there is the possibility that she would fully give her heart to another. This is not easy by any means. There have only been a few deer thus far that she has(as far as she is aware at least), truly loved enough to give her heart to(Such as Sherlock). One reproduced. Another finally, after nearly a year of constantly chasing, made her realize that she would never have his heart, and the other endured far too much abuse and finally 'broke'.

Often times deer that she does not express her 'love' to are the ones with potential to be loved most(Could put current examples here, but then where is the secrecy and fun!). This excludes expressing her fondness of a deer. Expressing fondness is not expressing love. - Recent events have made this questionable, it is not always true.

... Bisexual, polygamist, swinger.

... Objectum Sexual; Attracted to inanimate objects, also talks to them. Specifically Wyen(Why-en) Oak, a stump near the blue bowl that she has visited frequently since her arrival here.

... Loves homosexual and bisexual males. Also likes genderless deer. Despises lesbians, only exception being if she is drawn to a doe herself.

... Age is not a factor

Deer that are seriously treasured, she will actually try to keep them away from the daily drama she usually creates. These deer are actually put on pedestals and practically worshiped. She can be an excessive groomer, always keeping her favored companions spic and span, always making sure they feel loved, wanted, and needed.


"As long as we believe that someone else has the power to make us happy then we are setting ourselves up to be victims."

- Robert Burney


hm, okay ... Thought so ...

hm, okay ... Thought so ... good as you say! will wait wait! Smiling
if we prefer the joy is because we have tasted the sorrow, and if you prefer to be united all is because we have already proven to be lonely ... ! live friends!

I just spotted a mistake (on

I just spotted a mistake (on my part) in the writing it did for her earlier. "If eye-sockets could role they would" should actually be 'roll'. ;__; sorry about that lol!

So minor, I didn't notice.

So minor, I didn't notice. Too blown away by how cool it was to notice. I will change it now though, lol. =p
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<3 Ahhhhhhhhhhh what a lovely evening~ Hope to get on more and spend more time with Sianna with Nightmare in the future :3

Also *TRACKS* Why wasn't I tracking this sooner D8

"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"

&hearts;

Graveyard - Same. It's been

Graveyard - Same. It's been fun.

MoonlitStar - ♥
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<3

What a nice surprise. I

What a nice surprise. I really do like seeing other peoples interpretation of the character. You did a lovely job. Thanks so much. -Saves-

"Little bird. Don't you know

"Little bird. Don't you know Sho is my son mmh?"

"If only I cared. Keep your

"If only I cared. Keep your filthy son out of my sight".

"Who so agressive? Hmm my son

"Who so agressive? Hmm my son isn't filthy."

The doe had a hard time

The doe had a hard time understanding why her 'once' old friend was still talking. "Waarhijd, we are opposites. Those you allow him to associate with, it will never work for me. You chose his fate". Of course, the phoenix had not even known the child was hers, now laid out, still didn't seem to matter. Said a lot. "If you don't want to find him beaten down, keep him away from me". It was a threat, and the only, last warning she'd give.

I have seen his in tef deer

I have seen his in tef deer and I like how it behaves! this very well! I would like our deer one day be friends! Smiling
if we prefer the joy is because we have tasted the sorrow, and if you prefer to be united all is because we have already proven to be lonely ... ! live friends!
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I do believe the other day,

I do believe the other day, my Aris helped you and Umay with a stag problem. May I ask, why did Sianna not like the stag?

cierva-bonita89 - Again,

cierva-bonita89 - Again, maybe someday.

taytay101 - It's a long story. My deer and Gustiro don't have a good history.
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Is Aris trusted enough to go

Is Aris trusted enough to go near Sianna?

One of those things better

One of those things better left unsaid. Taking into account her mood fluctuates often, and how she is feeling at the time.

hm... feel like if you treat

hm... feel like if you treat me badly. My character is very sensitive and tímido.Y make friends, is doing very badly. And I Prefers to run away or chase and annoy the other ...
it's not my fault , But if you ask yourself, is Because when i saw your bio, That's When I was more interested in. the game, so my character would you like to be with you and become friends, But It Costs a lot. I have a 13, you seem to be About 18 years, for your Behavior and Your Way of Being, you think like adult!

if not well Understood, Has Been the fault of the translator.

if we prefer the joy is because we have tasted the sorrow, and if you prefer to be united all is because we have already proven to be lonely ... ! live friends!

cierva-bonita89 - I

cierva-bonita89 - I understand.

I think you and your deer would be happier finding other company - friendlier company -, because my deer is not always friendly, and I can not say if they will or will not eventually be friends.

Sad to know your deer is not doing well in finding friends. I would recommend what I wrote above this. Explore, meet new deer, your deer will eventually make some friends that are not mean. It can take some time, but your deer will make some good, loyal friends.

ok! you could answer this

ok! you could answer this question?
as you did this biography?
I mean in this way, that is, as you put a background, such as uploaded photos and like put it, and the music ... and so on. Yo, is that I'm new, and this is not how to do it, you help me?
if we prefer the joy is because we have tasted the sorrow, and if you prefer to be united all is because we have already proven to be lonely ... ! live friends!

That might be very hard to

That might be very hard to explain...

Look here. There are other useful links there to also help.

thank you!

thank you! Smiling
if we prefer the joy is because we have tasted the sorrow, and if you prefer to be united all is because we have already proven to be lonely ... ! live friends!

and like your deer can gain

and like your deer can gain confidence in mine?
if we prefer the joy is because we have tasted the sorrow, and if you prefer to be united all is because we have already proven to be lonely ... ! live friends!

caught my attention your

caught my attention your biography! I like it! have if someday we find the endless forest!

Late track is late. :c

Late track is late. :c

cierva-bonita89 - Maybe

cierva-bonita89 - Maybe someday.

patriciaydulce - Thanks, and maybe.

Aihnna - Hey. It's good to see you're still around.

thanks to me, no, for you ...

thanks to me, no, for you ... Smiling nice to meet you, Sianna!

Tracking everything my other

Tracking everything my other account tracked ♥~
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"Look, I don't know what the

"Look, I don't know what the hell just happened but... yer okay, right? Ya looked like ya needed a hand or somethin'..."

^Sorry if me and him got in the way of anything. All of that just sort of stumbled onto him c':

"They want me dead for trying

"They want me dead for trying to be friends", the doe would lay flat against the ground, heavy breathing and a low voice. "I did.. I would have died if you didn't help me". It wasn't a lie, death felt incredibly possible.

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Nah not at all, haha. She was looking for someone to save her, but she deserved to be chased around like that. Tread lightly, Jergens!
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He didn't fare that well

He didn't fare that well himself, all coated in bit and little cuts. Then again, he was built for endurance rather than aggressive action. Being much larger than her, the buck had to crane his neck down a ways to catch view of her face. "Ah, there's a ton of jerks in this place. Just keep yer smarts sharp and ya'll do a-okay." he forced a small chuckle, his expression all smiles. "Still... ya must have done something pretty ballsy to set them off like that. But whatever, that ain't my business." he seemed to catch himself, his one good ear twitching to get a good view of the surrounding area. It wasn't hard for him to sniff out a lie when he heard one. "I don't mind gettin' beat up every once in a while if I haveta... ya want me to stick around to make sure they don't come back?" he asked, looking her over.

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Oh, he's had much worse B'D

She ached, fresh wounds

She ached, fresh wounds leaking hot, sticky blood. Still that heavy breathing continued, her chest sucking in only to feel like it was about to collapse on each exhale. She would try to shift, but only be met with a fiery surge of pain that kept her still. The phoenix would not notice him craning his neck and drawing closer to view her face, eyes were closed, a slack jaw. She'd disregard touching on much of what he said, but when he went on, even if he said it was none of his business, it felt like curious probing. Of course she would feel compelled to clarify. "I have tried for a long time to befriend them", a violent huff would be given, finding it hard to speak through a tight, clenching chest that felt ignited, but she would force herself. "They've told me to leave them be, I don't fit in, I'm not a VIP. They finally lost it and to rid of me, tried to kill me". There was desperation in the does tone mixed with a certain amount of sadness. Oh how she had tried to be their friends... woe was her. "Please do stay, they'll murder me if you don't".
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Jergens flicked an ear, his

Jergens flicked an ear, his expression turning unusually stoic as he took in her words and picked them apart, scooting closer to let his side warm her. "Don't talk if it hurts ya, okay? Guess ya know that they aren't worth yer time now, right?" he mumbled, the dry rasp of his voice taking on a more comforting tone. Jergens had never been a particularly chivalrous sort of deer; he just operated on impulse. If anything else, he might have just given up on the fight if his dear little brother hadn't jumped in. "But that's a good nough' story fer me. I'm just glad I was there to help ya out, right?" he flashed a toothy grin, a rather childish expression considering the looming suspicions that wheeled about in his head. Whatever. If he had gotten his nose into that he shouldn't have, then he'd find out soon enough.
"No problem... not like I can really move round much anyway." he assured her, bowing his head ever so slightly. "M'Jergens by the way, case ya didn't know..." he introduced nicely enough.

The doe would refrain from

The doe would refrain from saying anything more when he acknowledged that she was having a hard time with it. Instead, she'd listen intently, occasionally flicking an ear. - She knew it would have been best to avoid that group, but when lonely or bored she felt driven to go to them. In this case, even poking fun at Crucio and his little friend summoned the rest, this of course, she should of known was an inevitable outcome; go after one and the others came running to their aid, even if they were previously nowhere in sight. The phoenix yearned for that kind of thing, and once or twice perhaps she had it in her grasp, but always managed to make everything collapse. Anymore, she had far too many enemies, but deer like this one could always be picked up, in a way starting anew, rebuilding. Whether catastrophe came of it or not was uncertain. - Sianna would give a breathy sigh, long tail plumes moved to rest over her beaten, dainty form. She could smell the others that had joined them, but could not see them considering Jergen's form blocking them from view. Either way, she hardly knew them, no commotion had broken out... maybe they knew nothing of her yet, or simply didn't care. Slowly, very slowly and with much care the doe would shift, pausing every time she was met with a wall of pain. Soon enough she would rest easy, head closer to her rescuer. "Sianna", she announced through whisper, if even, before attempting to drift off into unconscious rest.
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What the Hell had he gotten

What the Hell had he gotten himself into?
No matter. Jergens wasn't one to dwell on that sort of thing, but he was one to judge at first sight. And to him; this doe looked positively pathetic. Not in a helpless sort of way, but in that sort of prideful manner that had been completely shattered. It was a little unnerving, in a way, and it made him wonder whether or not he had made any enemies out of that little brawl. If there was one thing that Jergens didn't want, it was a group of deer on his tail. He had long been spent from fighting his way tooth and nail out of a situation, especially since he wasn't really the fighting type.
"Sianna? Cool." now he could ask about her, gather information and try to figure out a bit more about the 'group' she was referring to. But not now.
He felt his brother's small whitish form nestled against his bleeding side, his other friends and allies close by.
When the doe had closed her eyes, the buck counted out a few minutes to himself before taking it upon himself to clean her wounds. Nasty business, but he was used to it.

That was supposed to be a paw

That was supposed to be a paw print, but it won't show. ._.
Track, though! 8D

Edit:
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BAM.

Darn. I think I have it to

Darn. I think I have it to where BBcode doesn't show, if you were using the [*img] way to go about it. I really liked your track image too. Sticking out tongue
Anyways, thanks!
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Track :] really interesting

Track :]

really interesting char you have there ! Seen her around few times c:
ohyeah and Upapa gets her nose to everyones business, Laughing out loud.. Been following your ruckus you all have there right now x).
Siggy by awesome Sypris

retrack. ;;

retrack. ;; <3

I love how every relation has

I love how every relation has their own bit of music. Very unique to do.~

MrsMorbid - Awesome! Glad you

MrsMorbid - Awesome! Glad you got it to work.

Uzulii - Thank you very much. No problem, haha. I like nosy characters.

menispermum - <3

jala - I got the idea from one of Mr.Sanguine's blogs. I loved it.

Late track is late. Glad to

Late track is late.
Glad to see this is back. ♥

I loved being with you and

I loved being with you and help! but, as you do those moves so fast? haha. I do not go, it's because you do with the keyboard? with the keys? or just the mouse? <3

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Another great bio and a very

Another great bio and a very interesting character. Definately a track.

"You're a bloody piece of

"You're a bloody piece of work, Si." Stern, but amused. Eyes roll. "One day I might just have to let them kick your ass. Maybe you'll learn from it."

Alasha - I switch between my

Alasha - I switch between my keyboard and mouse, or sometimes even use both at the same time!

brocanna - Thank you very much.

Pandoras - Snorted gently and rolled her own eyes. "If it ain't you saving me today it's just someone else", she'd shrug, "Not like I need you to protect me". Tail plumes would swish, ears would swivel. "Anyways, maybe I like being chased around...".

A smug expression fits to her

A smug expression fits to her face, and she stifles a laugh. "But you like when I protect you." A pause, and she pulls on a feather daringly. "And don't you look down on my skills. You see me in action, you're seeing the best."

Let out a 'tch', casting her

Let out a 'tch', casting her gaze elsewhere for a moment. "But I don't need you to help me". When a feather was pulled the doe would sharply cast her gaze to Accendare, all narrowed with disapproval painted across her expressions, but... when her friend went on, let out a giggle. Mmhm... "Oh right. Forgive me all powerful 'Dare, I seem to keep mistaking your skills for just standing around".

She accepts the retort with a

She accepts the retort with a disbelieving grunt of agreement, sarcasm leaking through the sound. Narrowed eyes are returned by the same, in a dark green. "I reserve them for when it's necessary." An air of seriousness to go along with her pride. "If Tieff had touched you I would have punched his eye out." A sniff, and she adds, looking away, "I just let you have your little one-on-one."

Deep down the phoenix knew

Deep down the phoenix knew the dark doe could be very brave. Never mentioned, but even felt fear herself the day she witnessed her trying to fend off Vasla. If anything, she was only teasing, she knew Accendare could hold her ground... for the most part. As her friend spoke, she'd curl into her chest, placed between her legs snugly. "Well I appreciate that at least...", ears would fold then, thinking... "That green doe, she's a fireball though. Kind of hard not to push her buttons now and again. Not really interested in hurting her, it's much more fun to toy with her. She'll give chase almost every time, especially if you poke her in the ass a few times".