Intense Color and A Sharp Eye














Updates
Physical .............. ; 90% (Note Healing; heals anywhere from 10-25 points a day depending on whether or not the proceeding day is spent doing nothing or with minimal movement. Sianna heals more quickly than my other characters. I have no problem with other people and their characters who receive damage from her matching how quick it can be.

Combat; I will almost always apply damage even if I did not visibly spot contact on my screen. Although, note that, usually when the character is 'hassling' a single deer or even a group of deer, she is not always attempting to inflict damage despite the emotes. When the character intends to inflict serious damage(And she can. She will slash, gash, and stab her opponent, no matter their size. With larger opponents, targets their legs, sides, or underbelly.), I will have the character sneeze to default antlers. There is no sudden growth, merely an effective method to split critical and noncritical damage up. Sianna limps around when health is at 55% or lower.
) || Mental Fluctuating ; 90%

" ............. "

For everything good there's something bad.
I've seen the reflection of pale chalk spheres in the ripples of hushed white tides,
and for most they'd lose their minds.
They'd lose their mother fucking minds.
And maybe I did, for a while.




Basic Information
Name; Sianna, Picto
Title; The Aerial Temptress
Real Name; Selena May Holland
Called; Bitch, whore, psychopath
Age; Adult
Gender; Female
Species; Phoenix deer
Orientation; Bisexual, polygamist
Size; #7
Voice; Emily H.
Reference; Here
Talks in; #9d9169 or #57694d


Overview
September, 2010
Intense, wildly toxic
Centered around love and loss.

Flawed, imperfect
Contradictory, conflicted
A mutable companion, effusive consequences.

Love and war
Treasured, but undoubtedly a game.
Fearless, will gore, and take what she has coming.
Obsessive, compulsive, an egg timer.
Sadomasochistic; give it, take it, love it all.
Calculatedly versatile, clever, unpredictable.

vindictive, button pusher.
A stalker, a leech, a succubus.
Hidden, deep and untapped reserve screaming for change.

Remorseful murderer.
Deeply impacted, eternally writhing.
The product of an abused escapee who found freedom.
Pregnancy & birth log(2014)


Extended
Depth
She tends to get carried away which normally results in other deer gritting their teeth or wanting to destroy her. While she may intentionally be trying to get under their skin she may also be trying to prove a valuable point; whether or not the deer is capable of understanding why she is doing something or not. It brings a sense of peace and victory to her. So long as she got whatever it was out of her system she is usually golden. That is not always the case though, as she can hold grudges for quite a long time.

No matter her reasons, to most, she comes off as annoying, clingy, demanding, and who knows what else, perhaps a little(or a lot) off her rocker, however all of the taunting, attacking, and urges to destroy her will not get rid of her, at least not immediately. With that said, important events can act as key points in her life, which can create change. It can be hard for such events to actually impact her though.

Unfortunately if she has taken an interest in your deer they will be stalked and given any treatment she deems necessary. Every deer is different; if they're mean to her sometimes she likes it(She also feels that no matter the state of their relationship at that time there is still a chance to mend it and form a bond, whether it be on an intimate or platonic level), other times she wants revenge. If they love her sometimes she will return the affection, other times play them against other deer. There is no telling. One thing is for certain though, if they have caught her interest good enough it is doubtful that they will shake her loose on their own. The only methods to losing her are if she finally gets bored, the deer of interest disappears and she can not follow, on very rare occasions are able to make her see reason, OR on even rarer occasions she lets the deer go, and would like to keep said deer in her life on some sort of friendly level. There is also reproducing. While not always effective, it has been proven that the birth of a fawn from a deer that she had strong feelings for can forever break her desire to be with them(Dinah Moon for example). Mpreg however doesn't count, because she strangely likes that(Discovered when Emdeaur had their fawn).

As for strange/Unknown deer(This includes nameless deer and fawns)... sometimes she tolerates them and other times not.

Deer on her black list are not always harassed. As a matter of fact she will try to avoid them if she can. If she happens upon them by accident, may or may not chase/harass them/their group. If such a deer comes within view she will probably go investigate, though it is highly unlikely for her to actually engage the deer or its group unless they display provocative behavior. It is not guaranteed though.

Sianna does not like fawns. She adopted one once and even that poor thing got mistreated... the only reason she adopted it was because she was jealous of Dinah Moon's adoptee. She has no attachment to them what-so-ever. She murdered her own child in her human life so how could she possibly like them? She is unpredictable around them, and chances are if deer around her set her off she will go for the weakest party in an attempt to teach them a lesson, i.e. fawns. - Known to attempt to abduct fawns or use them as leverage if need be.

To clear up confusion, especially because in "What A world" she acted as though she loved her child. She did, she loved him with all of her heart and soul. The reason she can not stand fawns is because she killed her child thinking it was the right thing to do. Once reincarnated she realized that despite loving him she still committed murder, and could never love another child the same ever again. Why change now? She feels as though she has committed the ultimate sin. In short, it all backfired. - It should be noted that if she does happen to attach herself to another deer well enough, she is known to promise them that she will bare them a son(As she had with Sorog before driving him to insanity). It is a deadly game of chance, and only she knows what will come of it.

If Sianna knows how another deer ticks and she dislikes them she will usually do quite a bit of poking around to flare them up.

Deer that are used in her games and play along, or do not catch on, are considered 'toys' and are used for her own amusement until they have exceeded their usefulness, whereas they are for the most part forgotten(unless they make a turnaround), and replaced with new toys.

Recently fond of adopting young or adult deer smaller than herself and keeping them as pets(A status like Quicksilver), however this sort of thing could be considered a rare occurrence. Extremely attached to these deer and tends to become possessive. They are property, and she does not like other deer attempting to claim her property or steal her property. Also doesn't like deer she doesn't like around them.

If a deer manages to evade anything bad, good job. It's a good thing. She does have a soft side, a side that yearns to better herself, a side that wants to do right.
Love & Relationships
Her preferences are not set in stone(For instance; a person may not find a bald guy attractive in the present, but in the future that could always change). Normally it is on a 'deer by deer' basis.

Just because she likes deer A does not mean she will like deer B even though their personality and actions are very similar.

Due to being in an abusive relationship she suffered a lot of mental trauma. Once reincarnated and placed in the forest those problems carried over. Out of reach from her abusive husband, she knew that and sought out affection to fill an empty hole. That was when she was first placed in the forest. After many lovers and time to heal - or so she thought she had healed - came to the conclusion that she was ready to give her heart to another in exchange for theirs(In what was presumed to be at the time, fully, whereas she would not give her heart to another again). Her heart resided with Sherlock for some time until her abuse finally took its toll and they split. After that started back at square one, falling back into her usual ways, that some old pattern.

Sianna seeks out deer and desires to have many companions, long term or short term, as well as toys and pets, and breaking other deer.

What she seeks varies, but most of the time it is undying loyalty, understanding, love, and affection. One that will stand by her no matter her actions, one that will protect her no matter the circumstances.

With that in mind, should a deer be stable enough to put up with everything that she says and does, whatever she pulls them into, and still hangs around, there is the possibility that she would fully give her heart to another. This is not easy by any means. There have only been a few deer thus far that she has(as far as she is aware at least), truly loved enough to give her heart to(Such as Sherlock). One reproduced. Another finally, after nearly a year of constantly chasing, made her realize that she would never have his heart, and the other endured far too much abuse and finally 'broke'.

Often times deer that she does not express her 'love' to are the ones with potential to be loved most(Could put current examples here, but then where is the secrecy and fun!). This excludes expressing her fondness of a deer. Expressing fondness is not expressing love. - Recent events have made this questionable, it is not always true.

... Bisexual, polygamist, swinger.

... Objectum Sexual; Attracted to inanimate objects, also talks to them. Specifically Wyen(Why-en) Oak, a stump near the blue bowl that she has visited frequently since her arrival here.

... Loves homosexual and bisexual males. Also likes genderless deer. Despises lesbians, only exception being if she is drawn to a doe herself.

... Age is not a factor

Deer that are seriously treasured, she will actually try to keep them away from the daily drama she usually creates. These deer are actually put on pedestals and practically worshiped. She can be an excessive groomer, always keeping her favored companions spic and span, always making sure they feel loved, wanted, and needed.


"As long as we believe that someone else has the power to make us happy then we are setting ourselves up to be victims."

- Robert Burney


GlobalBeauty's picture

^Awwwh! That picture there...

^Awwwh! That picture there... so cute....


(MY PAAAAAGE~!)
Siggies by Carry & Amazengalo
Rashel's picture

Track. (: ___ Sianna, I like

Track. (:
___

Sianna, I like that you help me with the CSS. Here is my msn:
ocean's picture

You guys are welcome.

You guys are welcome.

(No subject)

Laughing out loud

Ocean, iluuu.

Ocean, iluuu. <3

I remember that art. So cute.

I remember that art. So cute.

It really is. One of my

It really is. One of my faves, too.

I love that hue of blue you

I love that hue of blue you used for that picture. It's beautiful, dream like. Maybe even melancholy.

Same. Just tinted a bit to

Same. Just tinted a bit to match the bio. I like the original better but it was awfully colorful for so much blue. Apologies for the slow reply, didn't want to bump with further foreseeable edits.

I think it's about time I

I think it's about time I track this, really liking the layout.

Thanks. I wasn't so sure

Thanks. I wasn't so sure about it at first, but I do like how it's more slender and sectioned out.

Quote:Apologies for the slow

Quote:
Apologies for the slow reply, didn't want to bump with further foreseeable edits.


No problem, I understand.
Kaoori's picture

all the while creepily

all the while creepily drawing in and tasting her scent


I now have Lonely Island's 'the creep' song stuck in my head.
ocean's picture

^ APPROPRIATE. :c

^ APPROPRIATE. :c

Haven't listened to that in a

Haven't listened to that in a while. Very fitting, lol.

Tracking (:

Tracking (:

Quadda like to recognize

Quadda like to recognize (even though she was not about her... XD).

Track. x)

(:

(:

Track.

Track.
Starling's picture

This may become very

This may become very interesting. (8

This will surely fail, on her

This will surely fail, on her end.
Sleepything's picture

): i don't think i ever

):
i don't think i ever actually tracked this. BUT I DO STALK IT QUITE OFTEN.
so here i am finally making it official.


adorable art by Tuoho! ♥

&hearts;

Phaios's picture

Why is this not on my track

Why is this not on my track list : <
Sianna cracks me up

'Bout time. Guess she hasn't

'Bout time.
Guess she hasn't been all too active though, lol. Easy to pass over.

Since the last meeting,

Since the last meeting, although a long time has elapsed, the smell Quadda yet known. Maybe it was sympathy, she behaved towards Sianna and bias issues that it raised Sianna reliably. She came to her very interesting something Sianna hiding and is apparently determined to find this thing. She walked to her very slowly, with pricked ears, and scarlet eyes pointing directly at her. Showed no signs of unrest exactly the opposite. Tail was high up and was quite thrilled to find a doe again.

Strides and jumps to overcome a steep wall before she found herself up a bit from her. She stood and watched her. "So... we meet again," she smiled at her and raised her head.

Watched the doe approach,

Watched the doe approach, there was some pleasure in this, what with the other only being an acquaintance and yet still sought out her company anyways. The phoenix would make good use of this, for sure. A gentle nod of the head would be given as the other moved closer and spoke. "Mmm, yes", Sianna would take to moving to the others side, had it been allowed, "What brings you here, lovely thing?".

"Just so. I rest,

"Just so. I rest, wandering... and so say that someone will visit and just remembered you and I went to see you..." she replied calmly. She immediately instructed to move closer to react until it completed the sentence and moved closer. Gently reached out to make sure that the odor that really felt belonged Sianna. Quadda then pulled back and gently gave tail. "... and I ask how are you."
alcinda's picture

lol tracking~

lol tracking~

Rhhya - Pulled back when the

Rhhya - Pulled back when the other did, but only for a moment, would seek to round the doe, brushing against them if given the chance. "I'm glad you came", for this one could have proven useless, and she wasn't going to give up chances like that. "I am good", Sianna would ultimately pull away, didn't bother to ask how her company was. "Come find me whenever you wish, perhaps I will return such things in the future".

alcinda - <:

"I believe it," she laughed

"I believe it," she laughed when she talked about it that is good. "Although I heard some bad things, but each knows something is wrong... And when I have time, so I'll definitely always. I wish you knew more, you know... You're hiding something in itself, and a special potential for someone I like it a lot... especially has attracted." revealed. Definitely let it be very close as she wanted. Her sympathies were clearly strong enough to tolerate her almost anything. Maybe everything.

"Heard some bad things,

"Heard some bad things, hmm?", the doe couldn't help but smirk beneath that mask of hers. Time to give that famous speech of hers, or a variation of it anyways. "A shame how things get around, but they are lonely deer, It's why they say such things. There are two sides to every story after all, love", the doe would pull herself around the other, towards their backside, "But you see you've proven to me you're far from just any sheep, but a girl with potential", for the other had come to her despite 'hearing bad things', this would be taken advantage of. Here Sianna would sigh softly, ears flicking forward, moving around her company a bit more. "I like that, beautiful. In due time you will see I'm not so 'bad'".

Quadda put a little darkened

Quadda put a little darkened and amused, as if thinking tyrant posed by the plan, which sounds very promising. Gently lifted her head and smiled softly, the dark expression on his face still set. "In time I see a lot of things," she said, slowly started to move. Gently brushed her hip and stood next to her state and listened. "Tell me, dear, how did you get into this world...? Tell me about yourself."

The other was captivating,

The other was captivating, secretly for now, kept this contained. The doe would move off from the other and place herself down. "Don't we all", she gave a faint chuckle. At the others question her mind rolled in so many different directions. Ah yes... her past, how did she get into the forest... how did that go again?. Would offer the other a seat next to her before beginning.

"There was a child in a burning building once", she would straighten her posture, "I saved them, but in doing so burned alive. The Gods felt that my saving the poor dear was worthy enough to give me a second chance here in the forest". What more needed to be said? Surely could not be lying, for no signs were given. It sounded 100% honest and truthful.

"That's all deer began as

"That's all deer began as people...?" she asked curiously. "It sounds so that you were a woman. Not that right?" she tilt her head to one side. She stopped and just stared around. She wondered that she has people associated with the origin at all. No one, not a single ancestor, not human. At least where it was able to ascertain its origin.

"Sure we all come from

"Sure we all come from different places and worlds", she said distantly, "I was a woman once", and would stop there, clearly not keen on the topic would change it. "Where is your partner, beautiful girl?".

--

( Going to head off for the night. Feel free to respond if you want to keep it going, I'll respond tomorrow. if not take care. (: )

// Okay, good night's sleep.

// Okay, good night's sleep. x)

Quadda looked at her and slowly put. "My partner?" repeated. "I have no idea... Appears spend some time with me, sleep, and then it is probably inspect their territory..." she said. Quadda looked a little puzzled, because every time she say something, to headed with the word 'beautiful'. The last time she heard very often, but felt that again significantly changed so much that she could call anyone so just out of place. Did not deny, however, that it's flattering. "With stags it is sometimes difficult..." added to make conversation on the site.

Was not pleased by this

Was not pleased by this answer, therefor would get up and turn the other way, but before trotting off would be sure to let them know, "Ah, well come find me when you're single, sweetheart". With that would be on her way. At this moment in time, the phoenix was in no mood nor mindset to deal with a potentially love struck girl that she wouldn't be able to pry off of another deer, even if their response didn't strike her as such. Didn't feel like wasting her time and energy on them.

"I've always single... For

"I've always single... For days... not just at night," she sighed sadly. When she saw that it was on her way, just watching her. "This is very special..." she whispered to herself, when she stood too.

she is extremely interesting

she is extremely interesting :v

Glad you think so.

Glad you think so.
dayne's picture

Tracking O :!

Tracking O :!

Tracking. My fawn liked

Tracking. My fawn liked Sianna, sorry if he stalks her a little... |D

Quadda returned her check.

Quadda returned her check. She saw quite a dogfight with superior rough and she knew how such a deer may fall, when it throws the odds, or just someone like Ramsus. She gently rubbed the head. "Are you okay? Do you realize that you can kill it? Outdistanced why on earth, as I suggested? Should you go with me..." she whispered, glancing calmly checked whether it is really okay. Quadda itself throughout the body had fresh scratches and bites, apparently from some beast, half of the body was wet as if she ran into the water.

sablekat, Wire -

sablekat, Wire - Thanks

Rhhya - Eyed the doe mostly with disapproval and disgust. Would simply inch away despite current wounds. This certainly was not the first time she had engaged deer like the ones she had this night, and they certainly were not the biggest and baddest of those she had encountered during her time here. Current injuries were hardly anything at all, though that could have swiftly changed had the phoenix chosen to directly engage such deer, rather than merely evade them and target the doe with them and fawns instead.

Sianna was fearless, and the afflictions she now held were well worth the jollies gained in the end. However this doe before her, this doe here, the phoenix was not so sure about them now. How dare they get in the way and try to stop her. So, would look off elsewhere with a snort. "You're useless", and not wanting any part of such a useless companion would put even more distance between them. "Don't ever come to me again". With that, Sianna felt the other had already exceeded their usefulness, and would not be welcomed with open arms unless they made a turnaround.

"I killed one thousand deers,

"I killed one thousand deers, does and fawns, Sianna." growled at her and pinched her aggressively in the shoulder, again to show her disapproval. She kept frowning. "And I'm not leaving you. I just not abandon friends, acquaintances and even short-term, you know? In addition, if something happens to you and I will not really know, I'll be pretty upset..." after a while she began to gently nurse and smooth coat.

Then she reached out to her ear. "Does not that annoy me... Pays to it. I can hit out, but I got there and the son against Ramsus nothing I can do too. But we can plan a small, harmless revenge and choose individual deer on her one by one..." almost hissing seductively. "We two together, we can truly great things, trust me... I'm always so quiet, it seems peaceful and has certainly not expensive. These properties of the blood is not encrypted forever." Then she slowly pulled away and slapped her even a little kiss on the cheek. "Think about it." she said when she slowly into motion. "And then come to me."

Took in everything the other

Took in everything the other said without interruption, aside from moving away from any and all touch, and come the end of it all was still intent on giving the doe the cold shoulder. Simply moved herself further away, allowing the other to dismiss themselves. Their offer would be given consideration, but who knew if a deer like Sianna would accept it or not, for she had almost always worked solo, only pulling the stray deer here or there into shenanigans and onslaughts. Perhaps the other could still be of use, but for now it was dismissed, would be thought on later.
Clare's picture

I didn't realize how much I'd

I didn't realize how much I'd missed seeing her around until just now, haha. ♥

Awh. Also apologies about

Awh. Also apologies about having her log. I got her on for a mini-plot thing, not too much inspiration for TEF otherwise atm.
Nice to see you though.
Clare's picture

Lol! Don't even worry about

Lol! Don't even worry about it. ♥ I'm glad you're still around, museless or not.
Nice to see you, as well. ;; Come visit again, soon.