Let me be your hero [Honeyfur]

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Is already mated, so has no interest in romance. Is only participating for the social aspect and meeting new faces, along with old ones.

Bio - fixed the broken pic :' D


Mental 95% | Emotional Curious, confused, tired | Physical 74%

Happenings

5/27/14
Had spent her day underneath the willow tree by the pond, no reason to move anywhere else. Was approached however by a fawn. Sniffed him, his scent unfamiliar, yet his appearance struck a cord. Was suddenly reminded of a certain stag that had caused much trouble in the past, Walter. Couldn't believe that this fawn might be him, but she realized that there had been no sign of the stag anywhere. Still unsure, but if the fawn is him, he must have no memory of his past, for he showed no recollection of her or any aggressive behavior. Figures that he'll need some positive guidance from many if he were to avoid being what he once was, and so joined him in a mini romping session. Took it easy and didn't go overboard because of her wounds, but couldn't play for too long before she had to stop. Watched as Walter joined another group nearby. Took this as an opportunity to grab a drink before sitting down again, but not before she was bombarded by a group of fawns. Politely bid them a good day and turning down any play they might have wanted to strike up, feeling a little overwhelmed and wanting to rest her injuries some more. Finally settled back down in her spot under the willow, though sleep didn't come.
Joined later by Deimos, happy and relieved to see her son. Reassured him when he showed his shock and concern for her health. Wasn't surprised when he grew angry when she filled him in on what happened, though did her best to comfort him and let him know that she was recovering at a good speed. He stayed with her for the rest of the evening and through the night.

5/22/14
Was resting in the poppy glen (LOLYEP NO SURPRISE) when she heard Pho's call not far off. Answered back and ran to greet him. Lots and lots of herping and derping through the forest like spell-spamming and butt-nuzzling. Came to rest beside some small rocks in the birch near the Playground.
Waited there while Pho went to go fulfill his hunger with some blueberries. Noticed a bigger animal circle her, and came closer. Got to her feet, sniffing it after it sniffed her. However, it kept circling, sniffing every side of her; started feeling uneasy. Startled when it lunged for her, calling for her blood. Ran toward the pond before turning around, meeting the predator head on. She was not going to be hunted today. Fought the creature, lashing out with her antlers and pummeling it with her hooves, teeth knashing at whatever flesh she could bite down on. Had two sections of her own flesh ripped off by the others' powerful jaws. Took a moment to compose herself, limping heavily on her right shoulder. Protected a mini from those salivating jaws, swinging her antlers at the beast to make it turn its focus back on her. It worked, and watched as the predator slunk away, out of sight.
Limped down to the pond for a drink and possibly a good soaking. Clambered out only to meet that beast again. Had enough, and turned and ran as fast as she could away from the hungry predator. Was chased across the birch all the way back into the first forest, completely out of breath and her strength starting to fail her. Much blood loss from the gaping wound on her shoulder and one on her back. Fought the creature a little longer before it relented again, this time for good. Watched it leave, legs shaking from exhaustion and heart racing.
Phobos charged up to her, horrified. Was helped over to their initial resting area by the rocks, and immediately set to work healing her wounds, making sure they were completely covered in her saliva. Needed a leaf for the one on her back however, so asked Pho to fetch some for her. Spat onto one of the fern leaves and had him rub it in to the wound on her back. Started joking with him in an attempt to lighten the mood, until he said something that got her heart racing. It was something that friends normally didn't say to one another..it was something usually lovers say. Couldn't believe her ears, but hoped it was true. However, Pho seemed to have caught himself and denied it indirectly. Looked away then, momentary hopes beaten down. Didn't meet his gaze again for the rest of the night.
Joined later by Naru, overjoyed to see the young doe again, though wishes it were under different circumstances. Appreciated her company, and ended up falling asleep with her two companions, utterly exhausted from her escapade.


5/19/14
Started off her day in a patch of lilacs near the Old Oak. Wasn't there long when she scented Phobos off toward the creek. Ran to meet him, almost having a head on collision. Much nuzzling was exchanged before the two headed off to another flower patch, where they sat until Pho had something to show her; a flute. Excited at the prospect of seeing another flute, having been in her high school band several years ago back home. Followed him to his stash tree, where he brought out the wooden instrument and played a note. Even though it was one note, was impacted greatly by it, a flood of memories and nostalgia overcoming her thoughts. Sat down with him afterward, and told him about high school, since he asked what it was. Wasn't too thrilled on the topic, since high school was pretty much centered around pointless drama, but was eager to tell him something of her old home.
Noticed a small fawn off in the distance (Sierra) after Pho did. Got up with him and greeted the fawn, who, unsurprisingly, seemed timid toward them. Joined by Seed, happy to see their old friend. A cuddle pile formed, with Sierra in the middle, who was now comfortable enough to rest with them; warmed by the young fawn's presence. Approached later by another fawn (Indigo), who knew the female fawn. Perhaps siblings? Watched them play, a smile on her face the whole time. Unaware that they are Sianna's offspring, though even if she did would not blame the children for what their mother had done in the past. After the two fawns carried their play elsewhere, fell asleep.

Awoke later to notice a figure off in the distance. Got up, eyes wide and ears erect. She knew that figure, but it couldn't be. Took a few paces forward, sure that she wasn't mistaken. Didn't realize that Pho was beside her, asking her who the figure was. Didn't even hear the impatience in his voice. All her attention was for the stag near the pond. Suddenly lurched forward, running full throttle toward the stag. It was him! Their long lost son...Deimos! Pelted him with nuzzles, letting her tears of jubilation run down her cheeks. Nuzzled over and over again in return, her son equally happy to see her as well.
The moment turned tense however when Phobos finally approached, Deimos turning to him, but not rushing over. Couldn't blame either of them for how they felt, but wished that it didn't have to be this way. Let them converse, their exchange neither words of welcome nor hostile. Each wanted to know where the other had been. Surprised when their son said he had been out looking for Phobos, having used the portal and traveled to different areas in search of his father. Asked why he didn't tell her, but he hadn't expected to be away so long. Could only listen as he pushed Phobos to answer his only question, why he himself, his father, abandoned him when he was so young. Followed Phobos when he said he'd tell them the whole story in a more secluded location. Traveled into the birch, where the three sat next to a thin tree. Both mother and son listened carefully with wrapped attention as Phobos told them of his past life, before he ever entered the forest, and what happened during his absence. Felt an array of emotions at what he told them. There had been a war going on, and he had been in the midst of it before he came here. He was dragged away again right after Deimos was born, his family slain. Felt nothing but sorrow for him, and fear that he had been fighting in a war this whole time. More tears were shed and emotions running high as father and son embraced for the first time, their warm reunion finally taking place.
Suddenly told by Pho that she and him needed to discuss something alone. Promised Dei they'd be back, and walked a little ways off to talk. It was about them not being together, and how to break the news to their son. Couldn't bear to discuss this topic, it hurt too much. If they put it in words, it would be like finalizing it. She wanted to hold on to that last shred of hope that they would be one again, lovers like before. She couldn't stand them being apart, but didn't know how to bring it up. Wanted to, but their son had just returned. Only saw it fitting to talk about it another day. Relented when Pho verbalized that they should wait, and walked back with him to their son, putting on a happy face for him. Settled down next to him, sitting between her most treasured family.











The Doe




Name: Honeyfur
Nicknames: Honey, HF
Identity: [x]
Gender: Antlered Doe
Orientation: Heterosexual
Single
Age: 3 years old
Species: Endless Forest deer/dragon
Voice: Elizabeth from Bioshock Infinite
Speaks in #33FF00
# 17
Kirin pelt, poppies, real deer mask
~Saliva has a healing rate of 3-6% a day; depends on the severity of the wound(s)

Honeyfur is a selfless individual, willing to do anything in order to help her loved ones. In her old home, New York City, she was always quick to help others. She still is now, but after spending a year here, she has come to find that most deer don't need others to protect them. However, she will still keep defending those she loves, and those who aren't able to protect themselves. Her soul goal in life is to please others, even if it means giving up her own happiness. Of course, she can tell which one is a good egg and which is a rotten one. That is to say, she won't mingle or try to please those who have a bad heart and soul, but once in a while, if they're willing to listen, she'll reach out to them and try to have them see reason.
Her biggest fears are being unable to help her loved ones for any reason, and not feeling needed or wanted. If the latter is the case, she'll go in a state of silent panic, as she wouldn't be wanted, but still wants to linger in case any trouble comes their way.
She's built a nasty habit of punishing herself for any problems someone dear to her is having, if they involve her, when she arrived in the forest. She'll blame herself for them without thinking. She's trying to work on it, and isn't sure how this habit was brought about, but hopes to overcome this some day.












The Dragon

Identity: [x]

Looks very similar to Jake Long (more like the one on the right). Only she's lime green, and her lime green eyes are very noticeable, not beady (and are human like - no slits for pupils). Her back feet are paws with three claws on each paw. Her hair isn't as poofy on her head, and the black part of her hair runs all the way down to her tail along with the green part. Her muzzle is thinner, and contains two venom glands inside at the very front, one on top and one on bottom. Her tail has two tail fins to assist her with flight (steering).

Honeyfur knows her strength as a dragon, and she knows that she possesses abilities most others do not. While she was quick to use her powers back in her old home, she refuses to do them here in the forest. Her power is that of fire breathing, which can easily cause forest fires if not used correctly, endangering all the other forest inhabitants. Besides, it wouldn't be a fair fight. She's abandoned this ability unless a rare, severe situation calls for it. Otherwise, she will fight with tooth, claw, and her wits.





















Persona

Gentle
Honest
Upbeat
Faithful
Selfless
Merciful
Stubborn
Protective
Courageous
Headstrong
Determined
Trustworthy
Compassionate
Jumps to conclusions
Unafraid to stick up for herself and others
Puts the blame on herself if a loved one is suffering

• Whenever she decides to change forms, she'll hide her mask in a hollow in a tree. Has grown attached to it after having it for three years.

• Omnivorous, though eats more plants/fruit than meat. Will tend to have sudden cravings for meat however.

• Scars lace her body, but mostly her forelegs. One gash mark/scar can be seen on her left side from where the flesh was ripped off by a Rock Hound. Also inflicted by the skeleton creature are four parallel scars running across her belly.

• Since she doesn't lose her antlers when most stags do, her antlers stay stationary growth wise for quite a while, unless broken off. Although, they can become unhealthy. For example, if a tine breaks off, it will not regrow unless the antler goes through a complete growth cycle again. To keep them healthy without breaking them off, her antlers will fall on their own after a certain period of time to begin the growth cycle again. Every four months they will do this.









WIP will be adding hovers
I apologize for the color of the hovers. For some reason it won't allow me to change it ;n;
I'll try to figure it out so they're easier to read.

♥♥Family

Phobos
Deimos Biological son through Phobos. Loves unconditionally. Hasn't seen him for quite some time. Worries over him, though hopes that wherever he may be he is safe and happy.
Crucio Adopted brother, adores. Has been through a lot with him, some moments not so pleasant, but it has only made their bond stronger. A cherished relation. Doesn't see him quite often, but when she does, is sure to make the best of it with much romping and spazz-dancing (and perhaps some peacocking, though is normally the one that is peacocked...100% of the time).
Tandem Adopted brother, adores. Like Cru, has been through a lot together, though pulled through each tough moment with a stronger bond. A cherished relation. Also hasn't seen him around very often, but will spend as much time with him as possible when she does.
Ozzie Adopted brother, adores. Known him since fawnhood, making him one of her first friends in the forest. Loves her time spent with him, all very upbeat and hyperactive. Hasn't seen him for a while; hopes that will change soon.
Amelia Adopted niece through Crucio. Doesn't see hardly at all, though has helped her out a couple times in the past, both during fights. Despite her fiery temper, still loves as if she were of the same blood.
Harley Adopted nephew through Crucio. Like Amelia, hardly ever sees him, though cares for and loves him as if he were biologically related.


Friends
Ourania
Narumi
Flyleaf
Salem
Eris
Angel
Leviathann

?Curious of
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-Dislikes
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~Unsure
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In Memory
Nanetta
Flammel
Sparrow
Moose
Adele Adopted niece through Crucio and Tandem. Stillborn. Loves. RIP ♥
Jorogumo
Forsake
Horatio












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Disclaimer

CSS (c) Orangejuicemoon, Torn, and Brit; thank you! ♥
Bottom poem by Seed ♥
Top art (c) me
Honeyfur is in-character 99% of the time. Her actions and thoughts do not reflect those of myself, her player. If you have any questions or concerns about her behavior, you may ask me here or through my email, animalwolfgirl@hotmail(dot)com.


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This doe, who switches
with honey smoothness between
earnest and game, between laughter
and tears, flowers and bare antlers,
dancing out of reach all the while;

Who blends in with poppies,
with her long green stalks,
with her slender neck, her festooned antlers
with all the glowing red, softening the tips,
with the fields and flowers reflected in her eyes.

Who'd run to shield precious things
until there's no running left,
until the ground breaks,
until the stilt-like legs fall away:
She if needed, Would keep running.









wingeddeer's picture

XD Lol He's just being the

XD Lol
He's just being the curious deer he is.
In a reckless way ^^



My page.I called it.Nuff said.


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(Ack, sorry I'm late with the

(Ack, sorry I'm late with the replies D|)

BDL:
It is funny. But we do not need to focus on humor, War is never a joke. War can kill people, and we have to save our friends. Can you imagine a forest without our friends?

Honeyfur flicked an ear, wondering why he was lecturing her about war. She's seen plenty of it in her life, and even took part in one back in her old home. "I know Pierce, that's why I'm not giving you the cold shoulder like I normally do. I want to do something about this....I'd rather not," she answered, cringing inwardly from his words, though she pushed back those horrid pictures starting to flood her mind.

Although, she was confused as to why he didn't answer her previous question. Did he know how to kill these creatures? Or was he trying to cover himself up? "I want to know how we kill these things though, or it'll never end. Do we simply snap their necks? Inflict head trauma? And what happens when they do die? Do the deer return to normal again?"

We will fight off the Black Deer together, Honeyfur.

Honeyfur nodded. "Together."

WD:
"Yes,I think in fact I do.But can you really blame me for trying to protect your's,and our children's future? You.Are.Pregnant for Twin Gods sake."

The dragoness stared at the ground, guilt filling her body. Sometimes she wondered if she had made the right decision, to have children...but that was before she remembered what and who she really was. If she faced that decision now...she would've said no. But, maybe this is a sign. With the great responsibility on her shoulders, she would never want to have children, no matter what her dreams are. Perhaps the Twin Gods made it so, so that she could have children...twins, in fact, in case she never decides to have anymore offspring. She saw it as unlikely as ever, because right now, all this weight pressing down on her was putting her in a lot of stress. She didn't say anything to her mate...merely staring at the ground, lost in her own thoughts.

"I can see that,plain as day.I am curious....How does a predetor like you,stand being around loved ones? Do you not think I would be tasty?"

The question caught her off guard, and she tore her gaze away from the dirt to stare into her lover's eyes. She was hesitant, afraid of what he'd think of her. Would he turn tail and run? No, that wasn't like him...but she was still fairly nervous about what she was about to say. "...Once or twice, when I was famished, my mouth would start watering...but I forced myself to narrow it down to only squirrels and rabbits...and the ocassional frog. I would never kill one of my loved ones, or any deer here for that matter, to satisfy my own needs." It was funny, the transition. She always hunted deer for food back in her own world, like a normal predator would...but here it was the complete opposite. It was baffeling, but the deer here reminded her of humans, and so she could never hunt and eat one here in this forest.

(I apologize if these seem rushed. I have to go to band practice soon ^^" )
BluedeerLegend18's picture

I want to know how we kill

I want to know how we kill these things though, or it'll never end. Do we simply snap their necks? Inflict head trauma? And what happens when they do die? Do the deer return to normal again?

To answer you question, the black deer are not invincible. Pretend you are trying to kill your normal, average, deer. Trying to kill a black deer is like trying to kill a normal deer. And when they die, I think they turn to their original form, however they will act... temporarily different. I do not know what the king meant by that, but I don't think it's good.

(sorry for short response)
I have a Master's degree in Wumbology.
Kirness's picture

Surprise!



Surprise! <3
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
Honeyfur's picture

FFFFF *flails around; smacks

FFFFF *flails around; smacks into wall*
Thank you so much for requesting her Kirness! ;A; *glomps* <3
Kirness's picture

n3n You're very welcome.

n3n You're very welcome.<3
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
wingeddeer's picture

Fffff that drawing is to cute

Fffff that drawing is to cute <3

Phobos could'n help but take a step backward as she explained about her hunger.But he forced himself to remain where he was.But what the buck could not help was looking at his mate in a new light...

He suddenly saw a hungry predator,thirsting for animal blood.His blood.

Oh,stop now you paranoid chap,she is my mate! Of course she would not harm me....

Pushing the morbid thought at the back of his mind,he looked into the dragoness's brilliant lime green eyes and took a step forward.
"I..I believe you...It is just a little hard for me to...comprehend this...But I do love you,dearly..."

Even if he feared her as well....


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Her ears moved down a little

Her ears moved down a little as she watched him take a step backward. A movement like that was to be expected, but it still hurt inside. She didn't want to intimidate others...she didn't want to scare them, but this was not a life she chose for herself. It was forced upon her, literally. If that worker hadn't of accientally pushed her down into that puddle of chemicals, she wouldn't be in this form. In fact, she wouldn't even be here in this forest at all...which means she would've never met her close friends here, or Phobos. Everything happens for a reason...everything.

"I..I believe you...It is just a little hard for me to...comprehend this...But I do love you,dearly..."

The dragoness smiled up at him, though still sensing a bit of tension. She decided to make it easier for him.

"Hold on for just one second. I'll be right back" Without waiting for a response, she went over to a nearby tree that had a fat trunk, and went behind it, out of sight. Honeyfur closed her eyes, concentrating on her deer form. They squinted as she felt her body contract and pull, and spread all four of her limbs apart, bracing herself. Her long tail shrunk back until it was only a furry stub, and her wings and claws shrunk back into her body. Her muzzle shrunk back, and her human like face appeared once more. She bit her lower lip and lurched her head forward until her face was planted into the ground, stifling a scream as two antlers cut their way through her scalp, and reached for the sky. She groaned as the lower tines sliced through her skin, until they were fully exposed to the open air.

It all happened within a minute, but it was a very painful process. She stood there, crouched on the ground, trying to even out her breathing and calm her frantic heart. Blood streamed down her face from where the antlers had come through; speaking of which, were now covered in her own blood. She knew Phobos would freak out at this, but she didn't want him to be so tense at the moment, especially toward her.

Slowly, she got up, and breathed a sigh of relief as the pain started ebbing away, though her muscles still ached. Honeyfur turned and walked around the trunk toward Phobos. Her pretty, pink face was fully exposed, since she had stashed her mask up in a hollow in one of the trees.

"Hopefully this form isn't as intimidating," she joked halfheartedly.
wingeddeer's picture

Phobos tilted his head

Phobos tilted his head curiously as the doe made her way over to a nearby tree.Then he understood.
He breathed a sigh of relief as he watched the trunk eagerly,knowing that her dragoness self was giving way to her deer self.

His heart fluttered as a green doe came from around the trunk,but his heart caught in his throat at the blood caked around the base of her antlers.

This part he did'nt know about her transforming...

"Hopefully this form isn't as intimidating,"

"Oh love...I did not realize the process seemed this painfull...How can you stand this?" He asked with gentleness,licking the blood off her beautifull pink face and head.


wingeddeer's picture

Ffff sorry to bother you

Ffff sorry to bother you about this again ^^;
I saw the comment on Crucio's page about the fawns,and again i'm sorry if I was being a bit rash months ago.I guess I just liked the idea of them having fawns so much that I never asked for your opinion,I think.And that was selfish of me.


Track &hearts;

Track ♥
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WD: (Oh no no, you weren't

WD: (Oh no no, you weren't being selfish at all! If I didn't want it to happen, I would've said so. Besides, that was before I decided to combine her with my dragon persona, so you're not in the wrong ^^)

"Oh love...I did not realize the process seemed this painfull...How can you stand this?"

"Well, I guess I've gotten...use to it," she said, though a little hesitantly. She didn't want him to know that the process was excrutiating. She was positive that that would really set him off, and she didn't want to worry him further. In this situation, the less he knew, the better.

(Urg, my muse has been down for her for a few days. Sorry for the craptastic post :<)

Teng: Hehe, thank you! <3
uwharrie's picture

Hmmm, I tried to add you on

Hmmm, I tried to add you on MSN but it's not working ;A;
Mine's
I think I tried to add you before and I don't know if you added me back ^^ (fail for me not telling you earlier |D)
Honeyfur's picture

I think I added you just now.

I think I added you just now. Did a request send? Or am I now in your contacts list?
Heh, I might've deleted it, because I had eight other requests and I didn't know who they were ^^"
uwharrie's picture

Yay, I see you on the

Yay, I see you on the contacts list ^^
Honeyfur's picture

Awesome! ^^

Awesome! ^^
Honeyfur's picture

Double post >>;

Double post >>;
Kirness's picture

"Thank you.. Sister, for

"Thank you.. Sister, for everything."
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
Honeyfur's picture

"You're most welcome,

"You're most welcome, brother," she said, eyes soft and filled with the love of a sibling as she looked down at the injured bird before her. "I hope you can forgive me about ever doubting you...I'm sorry for that." Her now guilt filled eyes gazed at the ground, her ears drooping as she remembered how close she had been to disowning Tandem. Hopefully she wouldn't have to expierence that again...
Kirness's picture

A few tears welled up in the

A few tears welled up in the crow's dark eyes, a weak smile tugging at the corners of his beak. He had been so afraid of approaching her, along with the rest of his family for a long time out of the fear of being chased off, disowned after what Crucio had said that one night.

"No.. your doubt was well-placed, I had been acting selfishly and impulsively for a long time. But I assure you, I have always been genuine when I called you my sister." Tandem sighed, nuzzling the doe gently. "It is I who should be asking for forgiveness, not you.. for bringing all this stress on you and everyone else I love. You don't need this when you have your children to think of. I'm sorry, so sorry."
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
Xemi's picture

Ack it didn't register that

Ack it didn't register that Honey was getting sick at first. ;;
Poor girl. :< *hugs onto her, pets* ;A; ~ ♥
Honeyfur's picture

Yeah, emotionally sick that's

Yeah, emotionally sick that's for sure, poor girl :C
;3; <3
She won't be very playful for a while now...I don't know when the next time she will be is :<

Aww, her thoughts ;_; Poor

Aww, her thoughts ;_; Poor Honeyfur ._.
Honeyfur's picture

Yeah, she's in shambles right

Yeah, she's in shambles right now :<
BouncyDeer1's picture

Awww Honey isn't feeling good

Awww Honey isn't feeling good =(

Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
Mauvable's picture

I added you on msn

I added you on msn
Honeyfur's picture

LOL laaaate reply but, YAY!

LOL laaaate reply but, YAY! 8D

Honeyfur's deer picto looks

Honeyfur's deer picto looks almost like Duskheart's. <3 Tracking~
Honeyfur's picture

LOL Sometimes I find it

LOL
Sometimes I find it amusing how some pictos resemble others...though it can be confusing xD"
;3; Thank you! <3
BouncyDeer1's picture

(Hope you don't mind but this

(Hope you don't mind but this is like a new thing for Natali where she saw Phobos and can see deer when she's sleeping and stuff so yea you can ignore this if you don't want to RP though)

Natali went to the lime green doe with a happy smile on her face,"Guess what Honey?You can stop worrying about Phobos,I saw him!He's alive,a little sad but alive!I didn't see where he was though...all I saw was blackness and that was all...but he's not dead and he's healthy!" She said excitedly.Natali gave her aunt a nuzzle and smile, "I'm sure he will be back with you soon okay?I'm here if you need me too."

Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
Honeyfur's picture

(I'd love to RP with you!

(I'd love to RP with you! Though, fair warning, I might be a little slow due to school. I apologize for that :<)

The dragon doe lifted her head slowly, tearing her seemingly dead and glazed eyes from the ground to her niece, the purple shadows beneath them just visible through the eyes holes of her mask. An ear perked up at Natali's words, but no other emotion came across her face...just pain. There was no reason to get her hopes up...not now, not when he's been gone this long. Besides, how would the brown doe know this anyway? It just wasn't possible....

"How can you be so sure, Nat? You probably only saw what you wanted to see...or wanted me to see." Her voice nearly broke at her last words, and she ended up turning her head away from the antlered doe and looked at the ground again. "Thank you, Natali," she said simply as her niece spoke again. At least Honeyfur still had friends here, and family, that would keep her company...but right now, they just weren't enough to fill the hole that had punched itself into her life.
BouncyDeer1's picture

Natali saw the pain in her

Natali saw the pain in her aunt's eyes and got teary but in a strong calm voice said,"But I really think it was him...I have been seeing a lot of other deer in my sleep lately.Even those I don't even know...it's kind of scary but I am sure it was your mate that I saw Honey.He's going to come back,I know it okay?"Then got kind of a choked voice at her last sentence and tried to comfort the doe as best she could.

Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
Xemi's picture

Urgh ;; I've been trying to

Urgh ;; I've been trying to message you on msn but it's not sending for some reason, haha.. could you maybe try restarting your messenger, or throw me a message first? If you're not too busy. ^^ Ty!
Flyleaf's picture

I was happy to see you again

I was happy to see you again !! I hope we will meet more often Eye
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Honeyfur's picture

Likewise! It felt good to

Likewise! It felt good to romp and dance with you/Fly again! <3

LOOOL I think I confused you

LOOOL I think I confused you with that clone x.x
My pictos were looking weird, so I opened another window and closed the first one. That's why there were two Ozzies at one time xD
Honeyfur's picture

LOL mkay xD I actually

LOL mkay xD I actually thought you were doing it to cheer Honey up, LOL. But no, it's fine! ^^
Skitties's picture

I finally got to meet

I finally got to meet Honeyfur in forest! Ryou (magpie pelt/whistling mask/butterfly antlers) is being shy though, and didn't feel like he should stay.

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Honeyfur's picture

Aww that was you? 8D Glad to

Aww that was you? 8D Glad to have finally met you also! ;A; <3 Awwr, that's alright ;3; I'm glad that he came back though <3
Skitties's picture

Yes, that was me. :3 Buttons

Yes, that was me. :3 Buttons persuaded him to come back.

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Honeyfur's picture

That's good

That's good <3 He needs teh love ;3; <3
Skitties's picture

He really does. He was all

He really does. He was all depressed today until Buttons showed up and dragged him over to the group. xD

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Honeyfur's picture

ffff ;; That makes me want to

ffff ;; That makes me want to snuggle him all the more x3 Especially since he seems really sweet ;3; <3
Skitties's picture

He wouldn't mind the

He wouldn't mind the snuggles. xDD And he really is sweet the vast majority of the time.

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It was good to see HF again -

It was good to see HF again - even if for just a little bit. Z and I haven't seen her in a while~

"I can see something's wrong, Miss Honeyfur. I know I haven't seen you very often, but if you need a shoulder, please know that I'd be there for you."
Honeyfur's picture

Hehe, likewise! And, even

Hehe, likewise! And, even while she was having an emotional breakdown? xD"

The dragon doe's eyes were narrowed, now moist with fresh tears. "I know, Zera..it's, good to see you again...and, don't worry...everything's...just...peachy." She knew she shouldn't act so harsh with Zera...it wasn't her fault that the dragon doe was in such a mess...but, everything was spiraling out of control...and Honeyfur felt helpless about it.

Even then xD Zera was a

Even then xD

Zera was a little taken back, but quickly got over it.
"Oh Miss Honeyfur... things will get better soon - I promise you, the only way is up. You may think I sound a little harsh when I say this, but most of it is up to you. Please, Miss Honeyfur, you have many people worrying about you!"
And then, for no apparant reason, Zera's eyes welled up too. She blinked them away quickly, hoping the dragon doe wouldn't see it.
"Just... just think about..."
Xemi's picture

AAH new account PLEASE ;;

AAH new account PLEASE ;; blargh.. I love dragging you into group chats and making it awkward for everyone ;__________; -shot-
Honeyfur's picture

LOL isn't that the truth? |D

LOL isn't that the truth? |D *shot with*

I'm trying something different and actually downloading it this time...hopefully it works >> (which means that I just crashed the game |D")
Xemi's picture

Er... xD; hey, could you

Er... xD; hey, could you contact me on msn whenever you sign in since I can't? It's nothing major but there's something I'd like to talk to you about. :X thanks. <3