Terminal Apotheosis - this bio has moved!

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06/03/2016 - BAM

Like the title says, this bio is now on my new account ;v; Crucio insists on me playing him again, so it's that time. It can be found here for those wishing to retrack. If not, that's okay too!

This node won't be used again in the future, but I might keep it for old time's sake. There's a lot of history here - good and bad, and I think it's worth holding onto.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY .♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


SFNAGEBRBDHD GNEWSGWBBRHEBG S

SFNAGEBRBDHD
GNEWSGWBBRHEBG
SAPH
OMFG
MARRY ME
NO
DO ME. RIGHT NOW.
vjavdgkvgw s <33!
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LOLOOL

LOLOOL <33
BouncyDeer1's picture

Have a nice birthday =)

Have a nice birthday =)

Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
Xemi's picture

LOL OMG YOU'RE ALL COMPLETELY

LOL OMG YOU'RE ALL COMPLETELY MENTAL.
ESPECIALLY YOU, SAPH.

ROFL. OhmyGod my power went out for like three hours, I feel so bad, like I totally ditched you all on msn ;________________; I'M SORRY. BUT THANK YOU SAPH, SCHUTZ, BOUNCY <3
shinto's picture

Hello there! I wasn't aware

Hello there! I wasn't aware that Levi's mate was this fellow; I should've examined her bio more closely, hehe. Obake wasn't about to fight, but he's definitely interested in Levi. He doesn't wish to claim her, he's mostly just curious. I apologize for any misunderstanding. =)
Xemi's picture

OH, nah, not at all.

OH, nah, not at all. <3 It's all IC stuff. Crucio's a jealous bugger, haha.~

I knew who Obake was beforehand. Cru just got upset when Obake didn't move after he asked him to a couple times. xD He'll be more understanding when/if he gets to know Obake better. It's not personal from his point of view anyway, he doesn't really let unfamiliar deer (mostly stags) near his mate, especially since she's expecting.

I'm gonna go give his bio a track too, he seems interesting. I hope actually that next time Crucio and Obake come across each other, Lev's not around so he has no reason to become aggressive. Maybe they'll have a proper, non-hostile introduction then if all goes well? xD ♥

PS) Cru can get pretty nasty / graphic in his thoughts too, I apologize. 8D; I have a disclaimer on his bio for a reason, hehe. He's no gentleman when he gets mad. LOL

I already told you this, but

I already told you this, but HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ ♥~~~~~
Xemi's picture

TY TY TY TY TY~ /BOUNCES

TY TY TY TY TY~
/BOUNCES 8D

... I STILL FEEL OLD MAN. ;_________; OLAWD
/ded frum OLD
shinto's picture

Oh yes, I certainly don't

Oh yes, I certainly don't blame him for being protective over Levi. Obake is just used to getting his way, so to see a stag deny him cuddles with a charming female made him a little annoyed, hehe! The reason why he didn't fight was because he didn't want to upset Levi, and that he is curious about Crucio as well. Hopefully they can meet again on better terms, although I can't guarantee that Obake won't try to get chummy with Levi again. He's pretty persistent, but he means no harm. =)

Thank you so much, and I'll track Crucio's bio as well! He is a very interesting character. And, no worries about the nastiness; as you said, everything is IC, so it's all good!
Xemi's picture

Chummy you say? Heh.. afraid

Chummy you say? Heh.. afraid Crucio won't allow that, he'll try to drive him off even once he knows him better. No one gets closer to his mate than he does. |D

Thank you <3 True it is IC, but the ages of players here.. there's a HUGE range, you never know. It's why I stick disclaimers on my rude bums like Cru. *noogies him* ♥
shinto's picture

Hehe, oh yes, I don't expect

Hehe, oh yes, I don't expect him to tolerate that at all. And again, I don't blame Crucio whatsoever; I'd react the same way. =) Ah, you make a good point. That is very considerate of you to keep the warning up, then; better safe then sorry, after all! ♥
Xemi's picture

Yesss, I know some younger

Yesss, I know some younger kids play this so LOL I'd feel super bad if I like.. scarred them for life or somethiiinnngg. ;_________________; <3

No that I don't do that anyway. cB -shot-
shinto's picture

Oh yes, I know what you mean.

Oh yes, I know what you mean. I certainly wouldn't want to scar anyone either! Although, I suppose that sometimes it's inevitable; after all, we shouldn't have to change our characters to suit others' tastes. =)
OkamiLugia's picture

Cloggin' up ur bio



Cloggin' up ur bio
Xemi's picture

LOLWHEEE BIO CLOGGING WITH

LOLWHEEE BIO CLOGGING WITH OOKYARTS [8
Thankyou :'D <3 YEEE he looks good, man.
*rubs all over this, goes to add to artses~*
OkamiLugia's picture

Mmmhmm glad you like~

Mmmhmm glad you like~
Xemi's picture

cB

cB <3

An unusual gesture from the

An unusual gesture from the black doe. She approached, albeit not without caution, and looked up at the much larger stag. "I saw you fighting earlier." She said flatly.

"Why did you fight an enemy that was not your own?"
Xemi's picture

( I'm not entirely sure what

( I'm not entirely sure what she's talking about, gonna post assuming it's the black deer so Gal / Illrose / Cay was it? If it's wrong just correct me and I'll repost. xD )

With nary a pause, the black stag responded firmly, resolutely;

"Because I feared for the safety of my loved ones, for my mate. I can't become infected, I can't die, but them.. I wasn't sure if they could succumb. So I fought to try and ensure neither would happen to them. I'm not someone to stand by and watch them become injured."

(Yeah, that fight that was

(Yeah, that fight that was going on earlier with the Black Deer. Laukyme was the Nightfall Pelt / Kirin Antler / Long Mask deer watching you guys. Not sure if that helps... |D)

She nodded slowly.

"I see..." A moment of silence.

"You seem like a chivalrous fellow. But you are in no condition to fight...you look like you haven't slept in days. Do rest up before you plunge into more battles, sir."
Xemi's picture

( OH, yeah, I remember her

( OH, yeah, I remember her now. )

Crucio simply shrugged his shoulders up half-heartedly.

"That doesn't matter. I'll sleep when I feel safe sleeping. Right now, that's not the case.. and never have I engaged in conflict for the sake of anarchy. I never do so without reason, and oddly are they my own battles," he added in roughly, turning away to cough lightly. While still hoarse and raspy, it had lightened up since the previous day.

"I think I'll be able to sleep soon. I appreciate your concern, miss. I'm Crucio.. and you..?"

Again, the Gemsbok-sized doe

Again, the Gemsbok-sized doe nodded at his statement. Her tiny ears pricked as the stag coughed.

"Pleasure to meet you, Crucio." She curtsied politely. "I am Laukyme."

She stepped closer and examined a few of his wounds with a curious look in her blank, impossibly white eyes. "That deer cut you badly. You'll need someone to heal that one before it becomes gangrenous."
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"You think? .. Huh.. is kinda

"You think? .. Huh.. is kinda nasty looking, isn't it?" The stag glanced back down at his left side, then shrugged lightly.

"Well.. pleased to meet you too. I figured most of my feeling-like-crap.. feeling came from just being sick. But you're probably right, a big gash in my side isn't going to do me any favours," he near joked, turning to cough again dryly. At least this cold hadn't chosen to linger, and was moving on at an ideal pace.

(gonna idle for.. half an hour, an hour? I'll post asap when I get back. <3)


BouncyDeer1's picture

Aw I love your manly war

Aw I love your manly war unicorn Xemi it's just so cute =D

Thank you Kaoori for this drawing!Natali looks beautiful =D
Xemi's picture

LOL. Yesss thankyou. &hearts;

LOL. Yesss thankyou. ♥
Honeyfur's picture

LOL YES, ROBOT UNICORN

LOL YES, ROBOT UNICORN AWAAAAY *brick'd*

The theme song started playing at a restaurant I was at one time, and Walmart. It made me happy 8'D
Xemi's picture

I would have dropped dead

I would have dropped dead with sheer happiness, Honey. Right there. [8
Honeyfur's picture

LOL I almost did xD Gah,

LOL I almost did xD

Gah, it's just so darn catchy...I can't get it out of my head ;3; <3
Kirness's picture

I don't know if you're

I don't know if you're aware.. But thunderbirds are for sale on Mabi until.. tomorrow night or something.

I know how much you always wanted one. So yeah. xD;
Please call me Lyssa or Kir. n.n

Art by Anjali. ♥
Xemi's picture

I already bought one earlier

I already bought one earlier tonight.
Thanks.
Laiia's picture

C8

C8

Avatar & signature by Shimmyshimmy. ♥
Xemi's picture

CB HELLOOO. *hands a sticker*

CB HELLOOO. *hands a sticker* 8D
Laiia's picture

OH YEAH, AN OFFICIAL STICKER

OH YEAH, AN OFFICIAL STICKER 8D ♥ Hello you >Cool

Avatar & signature by Shimmyshimmy. ♥
Kaoori's picture

GET IT AWAY



GET IT AWAY

DEAR GOD. I'm now addicted

DEAR GOD.

I'm now addicted to that song and Repo. I can definitely imagine Crucio sounding like Graverobber, yeah. XD
Xemi's picture

Kaoori: LOLWTF THAT CAT

Kaoori: LOLWTF THAT CAT ♥

Ryff: LOL yes [8 loovelove on Repo. I always knew Crucio was sexy enough to pull off that voice. ;D -shot-

YES. Graverobber... eue And

YES. Graverobber... eue

And when I watched the movie I think I discovered that Repo Man Nathan sounds a lot like Lucifer in a crazy mood. /shot

Speaking of Lu, you should probably add him into Crucio's relations, since Lucifer is Dinamo's mate and everything. ;D
Xemi's picture

He doesn't know Lucifer

He doesn't know Lucifer though. ono Not really.
And he only sorta knows Dina.

Whaaaat?? :c

Whaaaat?? :c
Faustt's picture

^ I agree. What happened? =/

^ I agree. What happened? =/
wingeddeer's picture

^I hope everything's ok

^I hope everything's ok


Honeyfur's picture

:C Quote:I hope everything's

:C
Quote:
I hope everything's ok


Xemi's picture

Not really. Obviously my

Not really.
Obviously my presence here is "ruining" some people's lives so I'm probably just gonna leave. >___>
I can't keep out of contact with them because of IC ties. So I should just get the hell out.
Honeyfur's picture

The only person "ruining"

The only person "ruining" another's lives is the person him/herself. On a community site such as this, I know it's not easy ignoring someone, but it is easy to not reply back to someone's message. As for the IC issue, it is possible to break all ties completely. Confusing, yes, but if it means to keep doing something you love, then it's worth it. Besides, I'm sure you have more people here that love you than not.

I can't force you to stay, and I won't try. It's your decision. I just don't want you to do anything you'll regret later on. I can tell how much you enjoy being here, since you're on almost everyday and put forth so much effort into your characters, and your comments toward other people are always positive. You shouldn't have to leave on account of one or two people. That just isn't fair. But again, it's not my decision to make.

If you do decide to leave, then I hope only the best will come your way, and that things will get better soon. I and several others will miss you :C <3
wingeddeer's picture

^ I concour with this

^ I concour with this greatly.

I don't want to force you either,and I'm not trying to be a bother.
Please remember the other friends you have here too,they can help you get over the troubles that have come your way.
I'm not telling you what to do,this is simply a plea.And if you need to leave I hope you find greater joys.I'll miss you too.


Xemi's picture

As for the IC issue, it is

As for the IC issue, it is possible to break all ties completely.

Not when that person's character is mated to my main and expecting.

But I think they'd be better off without me. I've done nothing but upset them since I showed up, or made them angry, or done wrong by them. They're a person I've wanted to call my friend so badly. Now I'm just afraid of them, afraid I'm gonna get yelled at because I messed up without knowing. I'm not allowed to make mistakes, or I'm not allowed to get away with honest ones. I feel like I can't even approach them anymore.

I don't want to leave but I don't wanna linger here either knowing I'm a nuisance to them. Forcing them to keep their character with mine because they have no "IC" reason to split apart.

They're chained down by it because of me.

Raven, if you want to undo what's been done, I understand. I know it's gonna screw up the continuity issues like crazy, and I'm sorry for that, but I can't and won't force you to do anything you don't want to do.
Honeyfur's picture

I'd hate to see you get

I'd hate to see you get chased off the community site. To me that's just...sickening. There's been plenty of people I've wanted to be friends with, but they either find me annoying or dislike me altogether...and I'm ok with that, because I know I have other people that care about, and are there for me. We're just like our characters; they can't be friends with everyone, just like we can't. You're only human. We all are. We all make mistakes, and they happen for a reason; so we can learn from them. If you don't mess up, what will you gain?
You can always plan out a break up. I know you've said before that you let things come and act on their own free will, and let it happen without interference, but to me, this time should be an exception.
Xemi's picture

I just wish we hadn't gotten

I just wish we hadn't gotten over-excited and jumped into it before we knew that they had a stable relationship, even if it was a mistake.

It's just tough when this is a person who's so important to me. I mean.. it's not just them that's making me consider this, but they're still a part of the reason. I have people and players I dislike, or don't agree with, yeah but.. it's different, when this person was someone I thought I was quite close to, who I felt quite close to. I'm just tired of being upset.

I just wanna come on here and have fun with you guys, it's exhausting.

EDIT: I'm out for tonight, 3am here.. bye guys. I'm sorry. ;; ♥