.. . . . e esse bocado é que é .. . .. .

... que será isto? nem eu sei .. . .. ..

- Stop thinking of him.
- Pass for public transports.
- Don't think about school.

terça-feira, 7 de Setembro de 2010.

My... eyes... are sleepy. So, I have some news... maybe you don't care at all, cool for me either way but~ For tomorrow I have to do 1 or 2 pages of comicccccs. Yesyes for school's journal... and guess who's gonna be in it and what's gonna be about. Yaa Sithriiiim. Though, I don't think I'm gonna put any homosexual themes of course, since I don't want peep from there to come to me with homophobic purposes etc. I have still no idea what this short BD will be about. But seems like there are gonna be 4 publications in the whole year, so it will make me have to prepare at least 8 pages. What can I do in this... nothing! I thought of finishing it when he finds Crybaby, but I can't think of a main subject until it happens. I'm kinda lost... I don't want to refuse doing it, but I still have no clue. I prepared several sketches already. And I should have it finished tomorrow. -tableface-
I don't know if you guys want to see the result of it ? (:
Anywayz, I'msofreaking bored, Viv' isn't here until 22h, just when I'm preparing to go to bed... : ( oh well. I miss CBSing already.
I should go do my homework now (not much, thank God) and maybe continue this damn comic.

OLD ENTRIES. Older downer.

sexta-feira, 27 de Agosto de 2010.

We just let Viv' at the airport... geez this week flew so fast! It was too awesome mwahaha. But I feel kinda empty now o_o I can't wait for Munk-Munk to get back home so we can RP a bit more because I'm really neeeeeding it haha. It was really a funny experience..

Munk-Munk left me some of her drawings and I gave her some too - drawings that were made after we had lunched in the castle. I think I am going to make a wall of stuff. If I ever do, Viv's drawing will be the first thing to go there. ♥
Oh geez I can't write much more... maybe later : it's a bit too hot now... apparently it's going to be 44ºC on sunday, here... YOU LUCKY VIVIANE HAHA. Geez, I guess I'll die...

sábado, 21 de Agosto de 2010.

Today it's not me being strange... it was this day. I woke up, not really sure if I wanted to go back there... I miss this place, would be torture! But yeah, I know deep inside of me I did miss it and who am I to refuse such a chance. Such a warm place in my heart. Apparently, it had been raining there in the morning. Yes, Baleal has such a weird weather... we never know what's going on there. Morning can be very cloudy and afternoon can be really sunny, turning it into an awesome beach day.
All the way there was tuned with some calm music... either celtic, arab songs I had so my grandpas would like and enjoy the trip. 1h30 on the road and bang. There I was again...
I wasn't stressed at all from thinking "I'm gonna see him again." I just enjoyed the music until then; it was just when we crossed the little road to the almost-isle that my belly started to shake in nervousness - like if I could feel all my blood in my veins.
Well, what can I say? He had cut his soft little beard, looking as charming as always. "So how's it going?" he asked me as we kissed eachother's cheeks... "Fine".
Oh yes fine haha. Damn he just should be illegal. I could have collapsed...

We ate sardines at lunch. So many people... I just love that house, that family. Friendship between mine and his started long ago, when my grandpa was Embassador of Portugal and Quim, a friend of his, was also a political ... both very well known they had became friends. My mother grew up with 'his' mother and aunts. It's like if they were my aunts now... and so yeah, I love that house. They are such generous people. ♥

I thought several times how I wanted a house in that isle as well... but would it be the same as being there, with them? Because surely that's the thrill of being there.

I'm not writing more, this is already too much maybe- I guess?

Hmpf anyway. Vivvvvv is coming tomorrow... omg haha. Imagine how nervous I can be right now, writing all this.

quinta-feira, 19 de Agosto de 2010.

Today, I feel kinda strange. Not sure why. I left home to go in some kind of little park with my sister and my grandma's cousin... long time no see. She doesn't look old, but I know she will soon depart from this world, and it makes me deeply sad. I still remember when I was little and she used to take me to the center of the capital to show me museums or other important places from my country. I learnt much with her. I just can't imagine how I'll face any death in my family - I never lost someone close to my heart. Maybe once, but I was just a little girl and death wasn't that frigthening. But I would still cry, knowing I was never going to see that person again.
I just can't think about it.

My little sister had fun for the first time in the swing. It was cool to see her chase the pigeons, I remember doing it myself when I was her age.

I'm weird also because Viviane (Munkel) is here in 4 days... I'm sure it's going to be very fun, although we are both kinda shy. Will be an experience to remember I think, those friendships that last for a life.. and that started through internet - I never experienced that ! Yet. I'll have to show her the city, everything of my little world. She'll sleep in my bed and I'll sleep on the couch. I love sleeping on the couch, it's different. I'm not sure what we'll visit... maybe I should make a planning of some sort.
One of my friends wants to meet her at all costs, but I'm not sure what to think about that. For once that I have a friend 'of my own' she doesn't know... well she doesn't know Cata, Mariana and other friends I meet every summer. But still, that's all. If she meets Viviane and they become friends... I don't know. I guess I'm too possessive or something. It's when I realize how much I am like my character Sithrim - or ... my character Sithrim has of me. Yes, I'm possessive and sometimes jealous - I hate this but it's true.

So ya. I have some ideas of where I should take my guest (rofl) : Museum of coaches and Pastéis de Nata, it's so good! My mom suggested one of the Castles in Lisbon too... but ... ya, I suck with Lisbon orientation. I don't really live in Lisbon, so I don't spend much time in there, there's just my school there.

Bhaaa. Okay I'll stop because Munk' is waiting for me to RP. WAAAANNNNT. ♥

EDIT: OMG I THOUGHT SHE WAS COMING ON MONDAY AND IT'S ON SUNDAY.... BWAHAHAHA. -bricked- -nosebleed- -faint- -coma- -dead-