name: ***el,
called: Crybaby, preferable Cry

date of birth: unknown
date of death: unknown
fallen: 12/30/09
age: unknown, in forest for 3+ years|appears 19

sex: buck|male
sexual orientation: unknown

height: #28
weight: very light, depends on psyche
build: thin, slender

voice: Yuki Kaji as Shion, #E8D176

buck: A frail white one with a bittersweet and melancholic expression. The purple-blue eyes are the most significant attribute of this beautiful face. The buck's pace is graceful, nearly soundless and there's a certain softness in his movements when he slowly tilts his head to speak, his neck seemingly delicate when it bends. Wispy white hair, almost translucent, floats about him like a silent companion. He looks very fragile in body and soul but hides some strength nonetheless.

The soul lost most memories of its past life(s) and of the time being in Heaven due to its Fall.


Cry's soul is very warmhearted and peaceful but often unsettled due to the strong worry he feels for others.

He smiles a lot for others, trying to carry their sorrow on his own shoulders. His gentle presence usually calms them. His biggest wish is to make others as happy as he possibly can.

Cry tends to hide his own feelings behind pretty smiles and others may have a hard time finding out how he truly feels. He is very mysterious, often silent about himself.

His belief in the good of deerkind is often the biggest mistake he can do to unconsciously get into trouble. He often puts himself into danger by trying to protect others. He is selfless and would always sacrifice himself to help them. Hence he can be rather self-destructive.

He tends to apologize far too often and sometimes has to get reminded not to. Cry never blames anyone, most of the time he's certain he's the reason why bad things are happening. He is very insecure about himself but usually tries to hide it and may look confident in front of others.

Cry is known for his polite behaviour, no matter how impolite his opponent may be.

Due to the frequent feeling of drowsiness he tends to sleep a lot but prefers not to sleep alone.

Storms and rain make him feel uneasy, he is frightened of thunders and lightnings because they come from Heaven, reminding him of his Fall.

Praying often helps him to calm down when he's feeling unsettled.

Overall he is a very intelligent and wise individual.

Cry once was an Angel, son of the Archangel Lucifer, the Morning Star. His name wasn't Cry or Crybaby but ***el and his duty was to watch over certain people on Earth. He was a Guardian Angel, one of God's most reliable ones.

His father Lucifer was God's most beloved Archangel until he commited a grave mistake.

Lucifer coudln't understand why God's sudden love for the human beings grew bigger and bigger after creating them, including the love for His Son. He couldn't understand why God's love for His hardworking Angels should be any less. They were perfect beings, above the humans and loyal to His every word. Lucifer envied them and also yearned to be higher than God Himself.

So the Morning Star started an uproar, forcing Cry to join him but the latter refused. Lucifer claimed most of his son's power to punish his disloyalty and to gain even more strength.

The once so beloved Angel started a war, fighting against God's still loyal subjects, Archangel Gabriel being one of them. Lucifer eventually lost and was banned from Heaven, being the first Angel to have sinned.

Not long after Lucifer's banishment God and His Angels suspected Cry of helping his father Lucifer to gain power for his egoistic plans. God[/b] didn't have mercy on his soul. He destroyed his halo and banned him from Heaven as well.

But Cry didn't land in his father's dark realm. He fell in between Heaven and Hell. Earth, belonging to the humans his father loathed. He didn't understand what kind of plans God still had for him. The fall also made him forget most of the previous events.

He now is a Fallen Angel, living on Earth.


This is just one chapter of Cry's many lifes and rebirths. One may say his life in the Endless Forest is just one afterlife out of many.

halo:
Cry lost his halo right before he fell from Heaven. It got destroyed and this is also the cause for some of his headaches and the decrease of energy after using his healing powers.
Without his halo he isn't a real Angel anymore, but a Fallen one.

wings:
Cry still possesses his wings but they are not visible for most people. But he's unable to fly, so there seems to be no way back to Heaven. The wings aren't material/substantial/solid, you won't feel them when trying to touch them. But if a single feather falls down it becomes visible/touchable to everyone.
Vasla, The Wolf was able to tear them [in forest].

powers:
He is very sensitive to others' feelings/emotions and states of health. Whenever someone's unhappy or injured he can heal them fully or partly, touching them to let his energy flow into the person. This always takes a great amount of his own energy so he gets tired and weak briefly after using it, being an after-effect of his Fall.
The worse the injury is the worse is his constitution.
It is impossible for him to heal himself. But once he gets injured he heals quicker than others.
He also possesses telepathic skills which he seldom uses.

... (Might start these from anew.)

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