The Crippled Butterfly [Nidhem]

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WARNING: This bio can contain mature themes. Do not read if you feel offended by this.


The Crippled Butterfly







"You have always approached everything terrible trustfully.
You have wanted to pet every monster."







OOC Notes
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Updates

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12.5
what even are updates...
Did his usual daily walk to visit 6's flower patch, then checking his own next to the poppy field. Exchanged looks with Nix and Quay on the way before heading to the ruins.
Turned around when arriving, only to see a HUGE ghastly looking horse with six legs. Safe to say a couple poopies might have dropped from him. Took some distance but when the other's attention wasn't lost knew he would be chased, so turned and legged it. Did a loop around the ruins to hope the huge thing's size would become a problem, only to trip and tumble on his own and not win any distance between them. Ran to the birch to seek safety in the tall grass but was always seeing by the chaser. Growled and screeched at the other when finally turning around to defend himself.

Didn't take long for the rescue to arrive much to his surprise. Didn't expect anyone to react, but had help come over from Nix, Quay, Ephire and Verve (I hope I didn't miss someone??) + Ross who soon followed him when escaping farther away. Hid for a minute before peeking out to see Ross, very relieved for a familiar face to come collect him. Waited for quiet, then heading to search the others. Met Verve, then Ephire which was a big thing for him. Has seen the stag around ever since his birth, but never this close and being able to thank him. Fanboy moment. Then met Thais before heading to look for Nix nearby. Went up to thank him, sharing looks with Isiel at the same time but staying away from her as he could see she now had a fawn. Respects her as a neighbour, but does not want anything to do with the small offspring.

Returned to the previous group, sitting down against Ross to whisper him about Ephire being all cool and stuff. Not too shaken about yet another bully chasing him. Just overly baffled so many came to help him. Could not see Quay around though, so decided he would be thanked later.
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30.3
Has been absent from the forest all winter, first simply staying in his nest before deciding to follow Fenrir and Jörn to their world where it's nice and hot with no snow in sight. Instead, there's sand. A whole lot of sand. So much sand it actually gets a bit boring after walking on it for a long time. Also there's some kids around??? Nopes on those. Has been doing his own thing and lurking around the place staying out of sight, playing with their giant kitty sometimes.

Only after seeing that spring was finally on it's way, came back to the forest for some long running sessions and to investigate every bug that has started to wake up. When looking for familiar faces only found one, Rota. In enough of a jolly mood to go sit with her and even talk. Blabbered out his current feelings of longing towards Rom, then was up and away again. Then on a later date found Rom himself to sit with. This time, way too unsure of his place to be talking, so said nothing.

Finds himself longing for many others as well. Some more than others, some with sadness and some with simple wishing to be be able to have fun again. Searching for something to hold onto again.
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Basics


Name Nidhem
Alias Nid, cripple, squirt, kid, mutt, three-legged
Pictogram x
Gender Buck
Orientation Male inclination
Age Often seen as a child due to his disability, but is actually a young adult.
Day of Birth 22.06.2010
Day of Registration 25.01.2011
Size small
Species Unknown mix
Sign Cancer, Metal Tiger
Voice Young Simba
Sounds growl-warning screech-content purr/squeak
Scent Soil & plants // Carries scents of others easily
Diet Omnivore. Prefers meat.
Haunt various spots
Tumblr here [NSFW]

Musings

Playlist: here
- Butterflies - Huge fields - Flowers - Long grass - Night time - Darkness - Bruises - Scars - Turquoise color - Seaside - Creeks - Cracks & Breaking - Gentle touch - Nose & forehead kisses - Holding hands - Deep sleep - Dreams & Nightmares - Devotion - Home & Homelessness - Mother - Childhood - Princehood - Waiting - Loyalty - Black wolves - Slow mornings - White bed sheets - Obscure & Inexplicable thoughts -

"You don’t love people at their best, sweetheart. You just love them because you can’t help it."

"A child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort."

"I’m not very good at putting my feelings into words. That’s why people misunderstand me."

"I give because I know how it feels to want."

"The world doesn’t understand me and I don’t understand the world, that’s why I’ve withdrawn from it."













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Spider's picture

♥

Tuo's picture

vittu mikä ötökkä

vittu mikä ötökkä
Kohva's picture

*gives Nid a cookie, because

*gives Nid a cookie, because giving Nid a cookie is my hobby*
Dampir's picture

Hai there^^

Hai there^^
Jepha's picture

♥

/sits on. BU

/sits on. BU

Lol I laughed when this small

Lol I laughed when this small deer step ahead of Blue and Rival running while she approached him. Track!

-rolls around-

-rolls around-
Normand's picture

c:

c:
Faustt's picture

-butt scoots-

-butt scoots-
Kallonate's picture

Diossa: Ohmy yes, I was

Diossa: Ohmy yes, I was chuckling by myself going "OOPS" XD Little midget ruining moments |D

X'D

X'D

Tracky~

Tracky~
LostintheEcho's picture

so I track again XD

so I track again XD
snow's picture

Retrack. ♥

Retrack. ♥

and a retrack

booop

booop
OkamiLugia's picture

meep

meep
HB's picture

nom

nom
Carry's picture

tracksss

tracksss

Retrack! Hope to see you

Retrack!
Hope to see you again soon.

Signature by Terabetha

That it!

That it!
Momochi's picture

♥

Silverpaw15's picture

Hep, hep..pidänpäs silmällä

Hep, hep..pidänpäs silmällä Nidhemiä, ettei pääse karkuun. ♥

slurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrp

slurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrp
xixi's picture

//stalks this hjgfs

//stalks this hjgfs
Panda's picture

I THOUGHT I RETRACKED

I THOUGHT I RETRACKED THIS.
Dafuq.
Kallonate's picture

|D sillyyyyy

|D sillyyyyy
Flatsoda's picture

another very late track

another very late track

Track for this dude,I took

Track for this dude,I took big liking on him while I drew it! <3
Chewbaccabigsis's picture

track

track

ohmygosh. Niddy, you adorable

ohmygosh. Niddy, you adorable little sweetling ♥.

Signature by Terabetha
Kallonate's picture

Talla will need a shower and

Talla will need a shower and a good hairbrush to get rid of Nid's artwork on her fur. u_u <3 Niddy's happiness drool, hair and scent everywhere.
Tuo's picture

Bumps for the new fat

Bumps for the new fat adorable drawing! <3
LostintheEcho's picture

*grabs and runs off with* he

*grabs and runs off with* he looks so adorable *w*
Sigi by Wake

Faustt's picture

Little Nid, why you so damn

Little Nid, why you so damn adorable?
Jepha's picture

I should try fixing my lack

I should try fixing my lack of forest so he and Harumi can hang out again, miss their cuddle moments. ;;
Kallonate's picture

Ohhhh I still have one of the

Ohhhh I still have one of the most sweetest screenshots of them together during a snowfall, Harumi being a warm umbrella ;; Miss those moments ♥
Party1's picture

Track. c: Love his eyes. QwQ

Track. c:
Love his eyes. QwQ
- By thewhitefawn
SoliloquyChryseis's picture

Finally get to meet him in

Finally get to meet him in game. That feathered fawn is my Tea. She was trying to get the wolf to chase her instead of Nid xD
Kallonate's picture

Yeah it took a moment to

Yeah it took a moment to recognize Tea since she wasn't a fawn the last time I saw her XD And it was to let them meet, and Nid sure is grateful for the living bait part even if it kinda makes him feel bad. :'D
SoliloquyChryseis's picture

xD Yeah I keep changing Tea's

xD Yeah I keep changing Tea's set, but she has always been a fawn Smiling I just made it more aparent by playing her in game as one instead of a mini deer x3

And aawww don't feel bad Niddy!

-boops nose- Teehee!

-boops nose-

Teehee! ♥
riddledrhyme's picture

Tracking this guy, seems like

Tracking this guy, seems like such an interesting character ^^

I'm sorry for scaring Nid.

I'm sorry for scaring Nid. ;~; I'm still getting use to the actions and stuff, as I haven't been on in a while. Most of the sudden movements were due to lag.
by Niriya and SoliloquyChryseis♥
Kallonate's picture

riddled: Thank you, nice that

riddled: Thank you, nice that you think so!

Bunny: That's fine, thought it was something like that. : D Learning takes time~
Ebony3's picture

Lilith found and sat with him

Lilith found and sat with him for a while yesterday. He was asleep, glad to see him running around again after all that.
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.
Kallonate's picture

Ah yeah i think I caught a

Ah yeah i think I caught a glimpse of Lilith before she was off! Nice of her to watch over his sleep.
Ebony3's picture

She does that. ^^ She was

She does that. ^^ She was just checking up on him.
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.
Tiani's picture

Track!

Track!