Have any of your deer actually created themselves? Have they told you who they are, not the other way around?
Please comment with your stories. Mine's under the cut.
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This happened today.
In history class, I was working on a portrait of a real deer. I was half-heartedly listening to the professor and heard the word "Idea" as "Iphea." Something clicked in my head, and Wild Thing rubbed my mind with a smile. He revealed his name to me through my history professor's mis-spoken words.
From now on, Wild Thing can be known as either name, Iphea or Wild Thing, but he prefers Iphea.
Another thing happened to him as well. He found a set of species, and is real-deer-like now. I figured his species to be a cross between a
whitetail deer,
Bactrian Red deer, and
Tule Elk. He has mainly whitetail facial markings and tail-length, a unique combination body-structure with similar height to the Bactrian Red, and elk-like fur-patterns (as in lengths and placement thereof.) His fur is more akin to the Bactrian Red Deer in color, though riddled with light specks due to his recent bout of Lyme Disease.
Well, I will be posting an image of the deer himself later, but just know now that if I am talking about Iphea, then I am talking about him.
My deer usually tell me about
My snake character, Ayya,
Mine create themselves
I look forward to seeing your picture of Iphea.
Azura created herself. I was
Eoron was created by art, too. But mostly, he became of the White King Deer myths, so I just did him, made him true. Although all other things (Only his look became itself) were created by me, the past and all. But his manners and voice speak for himself, he did them himself.
Dragon Scroll.
Avvie by me, siggy by Saosin
At least 4 of them (Rae,
Uschii in particular was fairly talkative about herself.
Anjali's very quiet; I wish I
But right now there's another little deer-creature who keeps dancing out of my mind and onto my drawing paper. It seems to want to be though of as female, and it wants to explore the Forest. But she won't tell me her name, or much else. Perhaps we'll strike up an agreement, and try things out.
It's really a wonder that
At first I was a mini deer.
Yes, most of mine have. I've
Even though this isn't very related to characters creating themselves; with my main deer, I can often feel what she is feeling regarding illnesses. For instance, when she feels sick, then I start to feel symptoms similar if not the exact same as hers. This has happened for quite some time.
At times I wish Walter would
Do you know how expensive it is to buy pink furniture and Lady Gaga CDs for him all the time? Not to mention his food..
Awilda told me about herself.
Kamikaze also came to me like that, but less spectacularly. See, I wanted a deer that would say hello and then be on it's way. Then I heard a song called Kamikaze and it clicked. Then he just turned out to be crazy so... I guess that's a case of a character breaking free rather than appearing from no-where?
All of my characters are
I have never sat down and thought 'today I will make a character' it's always "Hello, my name is _____ and today you are going to create me" out of nowhere.
Zyzzy, mostly being a
There is another deer though who just kind of jumped into my mind while listening to 2 particular pieces of music, and has slowly been creating himself since! xD We still don't have a name and personality is still hazy, but he definitely has an appearance he wants. Its interesting how these things work!
Cypher has revealed to me
I actually have not had any
But recently I had this urge to write things down, something about small wings, and it only turned out half-***'d. After that I was in yet another rut. Then another urge- to draw this time. I now have a full body sketch of a deer that has no name, color, personality, history. No nothing. And I've drawn him/it a few times, but he/it doesn't want to develop any further it seems... Rather frustrating. He/It's adorable and I really really want him/it to give me a few more hints :<
Any suggestions as to what I can do to coax him/it out?
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Leviathann has also become
I'm sure she's done this herself, with little help from me, although I do feel more attached to her than any other character I've ever created.
I'm very protective of her, and sometimes she shares her inner thoughts with me.. it's very magical. I kind of wish others saw her like me.
Eraline was sort of steering
It's pretty interesting. I'm in the process of creating a second deer, and I'm wondering now how different he will be from her. I guess I'll have to wait and see.
The doe that I'm closest to
I actually decided that I would put myself in the forest as her, but she's kind of her own thing still...
For example, I created her with the name Auburn but it seems like she prefers to be "nameless" or just called The Oak Guardian.
It's things like that...that change things differently than I would have wanted or expected to.
Although I am intrigued by her, she kind of confuses me and puts me in a trance. I don't know...Sometimes I'm trying to decide things for her, but she wants to do something different. I'm still unable to put her personality into words- for I am still trying to figure her out myself.
Ahh, I see these kinds of
Copolymer used to be a very rude and 'badass-evil-demon-deer' character. It was for that reason that I had 'deletetd' him. My Misang has.. basically been here my whole tef life. She's changed designs in her pelt (in the ways I've drawn her) so many times, I beagan to wonder if shed ever show me her true self. But now she's said to me, "Stop, this is me." And since then, I've kept drawing her that way. She represents the courage that I wish to have. True courage. Not some shell. She used to be a very timid, scared, and abused mini. But she got a mate, and children. That's what made her strong.
Copo, believe it or not, is one of my most precious characters now. He changed so much... I became extremely spiritually attached to him when he showed me a 3 day long dream. Ill explain what happened.
I made him rest for 3 days straight by the crying idol. My earbuds in, listening to the song that plays when you sleep. I used to keep it off, but I felt so nostalgic hearing it.... it was for 3 days that I watched him. How deer would use him for pelts and how others wold simply bow to him, or rest by him for a while. As if they knew I was watching. It was then that I had this wonderful dream.
I was in an endless expanse of tall wheat like grass. The warm wind blowing through it, making the nicest rustling sound I've ever heard. It was literally total peace. I saw myself laying by sleeping Copo. He was so big in size compared to me. I was stroking his fur gently, hugging him. I could feel his heartbeat and hear it when I put my head against his chest. See and hear his slow breathing, the rise and fall of his slumbering belly. Feel the warmth on his breath when he sighed... it was that dream that he showed me... it was so wonderful. I can't even put it properly into words. I've never felt at such peace before in my life ever. Ever. It could have been heaven. I once tried to draw it, but there was no way I could even begin to draw such an image.
Since then, I can easily share my ideas and 'talk' to Copo. My mother told me I need to stop living in a fantasy world and realize what real life is. In that moment, I felt him nuzzle me.. He felt how hurt I was inside.
I've never had that sort of strong spiritual connection with Misang, sadly. But she's still very dear to me.
Hope I explained it well enough. Pardon any typos. Im on my phone's internet.
W.S.: I would suggest,
Selruil: I really wish I could too. I need to get to know your Levathiann better.
Punkin: <3
Bayleen: Let HER do it... hehe.... she may rebel otherwise and commit character suicide. That is what Iphea taught me. I had to let him do it himself or he would not want to be my character anymore.
Pretzil: I have had similar "waking dreams" with Iphea. He would run with me in the woods, or walk with me when I was upset. I am sure Quad also has these, He's talked about that before too. I think when you truly find yourself as part of your character, not the other way around, this happens. It's amazing.