Jackson said nothing but reached weakly for his phoe and fianly got it "Hey" he wheezed into the speeker....."Im fine just tiered...shes here.....Tell Seby ill be late...love you...Love...you to...Kay...bye" he put the phone down on his chest but didn't look at the other.

"I care" he muttered...."I..just..was mad" he muttered.

He layed there "I...still...love her". he whispered "She...almost...had my...kid....I gave...myself to...her..and her...to me.....she..loves my...son....and those...things I will never...forget" he whispered eyes tearing up.

"Im pumped...full of...painkillers...what do you...think im gonna do"!? he whispered turning his head slightly to meet the others gaze.

"Why should I stop her from doing what she wants...im not her father" he whispered.

Jackson looked at him blankly, though he kind under stood "Some one told me that exact same thing...except it was about my Son..they didn't say the man she loves though" He laughed, a true warm laugh. And for the momet...forgot...he hated the man infront of him.

He stopped laughing "It wasn't bad...Its was...really good acttully" he laughed rembering how she would raun her fingers across his chest.

He thought for a moment, that had happened once when she had left and finaly come back. "Not often...I have to...take...Viagra...Low blood pressure and what not" he whipered.

Jackson sat up with a wince, hiar falling around his shoulders "And what makes you an expert on this stuff" he mumbeled. trying to talk right.

He smirked "I hear ya man..Except I got a twin sister! She can be hand full" he laughed.

Jackson sighed heavily "It also means I can't run long idsstances, lift more thne bodys capeable, push my adrinel levels, intercouars is not ihghly racomended" He chukeled reading off the list of things he had spent his WHOLE life doing.

"Hey, rules are made for ideouts, and bodys are made for breaking" He chukeled "I haven't take a blood pressuer pill, in the last 6 year, I avoid doctors like the pleague and I work my body till I litterly pass out and wake up a few hours later in a fower bed". he was refering to his landscapeing job.

He smiled "Oh I am, Her eyes shine her skin so soft, And I all ways just want her there in my arms, I think the diffret bettwen me and yu...Is im not so sexxualy driven..." he chukels.

"Again I've never like...sex...in genral...I had some probems and I have been aless driven senes" he mutterd looked down.

He smiled and turned to look at him, eyes soft, smile true "No...It's my choice on wether your advice.....is me"...he sighs and laughs at the same time shakeing his head.

His eyes misted and yet he kept his smile "I dont know what to do to prove to her I love her more then anything else right now.....and I can barely move at the moment.....Risk my life, she faulter, give in to her, she stil cant beleave it, give her every part pf my love..she just wont stay with me". he whispered.

He chuked his phone at him "You don't have the right to call me that" he growled angerly "Thats for love ones only....and people i RESPECT" The phone passed him by a long shot and landed on the couch un harmed.

He laughed and layed back with a sigh "Could ja give me me phone back mun" he murmer accent heavyer then useuall.

Jackson glared at him but said nothing, and read a couple of text, One made him burst out laughing though it hurt him "Wow..Um What did you think of my butler" he asked turning to the other man.

ackson rolled his eyes "Sebby aint creepy your just a homophobe...anyway My son say take your shirt off get relly wet So I can take a pic of you..then my son will turn it intoa poster and give it to Sebby as a birthday present.." Jackson laughed and winced "Ya gotta love my family" he chukeled shakeing his head.

"The kid fell alseep in my bed on more then one ocassion..He's about as gay as they come...witch I really should have though about befor sticking him in the same house as my son...." Jackson shrugged and texted mask back.

Jackson smiled at her "Sebastian Has a crush on Scure" he laughed and winced.

Jackson glared but he couldn't do anything, he was broken..he couldn't FORCE anything. He sighed heavily, eye misting so he looked back at his phone.

He smiled warmly at her and layed back down, he took her hand pulling her gentaly down with him "I missed you" he whispered.

He kissed her cheek but turned his head gentaly to wink and smirk at Scure befor turning back to her. and wrapping an arm around her pulling her close, he winced one or twice but ignored it.