White patches in darkness. [Aurora]

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Hello!
I decided to move this bio for a fresh start. Anybody interested, feel free to check out the new blog HERE!
Thank you!
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Omg Fin, that is -so- cute.

Omg Fin, that is -so- cute. Thanks a lot. Mah little Rory. <3333

I have present for you, too! But it's a collab and well... but I certainly will do something.<3

{mind if we rp further on

{mind if we rp further on msn? <3}

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I don't mind, however, right

I don't mind, however, right now I am not in the forest. Plus, I am not really sure how long I can stay. Since we started here, we can finish here? Normally, I prefer MSN, so the next RP we just do in MSN?

I'm fine with anything, really. <3
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Dag: *nuzzles bum and purrs*

Dag: *nuzzles bum and purrs* XD rofl. Another fun update <3 I like fun-Ror more than thinks-too-much-Ror. Dag will have to touch her up play games with her more often.

... I'm only kidding, I'll drop the jokes now. I think Dag would be creeped out by the way I'm talking about him... haha.
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Aur: *nuzzles back* Mhmh,

Aur: *nuzzles back* Mhmh, what a fluffeh but, m'dear *nuzzle*

Yeah, I like her playful-side as well. She's so compassionate all the time, I wonder if she even has her own opinions, personal attitudes or whatnot.
THEREFORE.

*approves*
Gamessss yesssss<33

(I'm sorry to spam darling

(I'm sorry to spam darling Rory's page, but MSN is NOT letting me IM you. x( It keeps giving me an error message. Feh.)

And HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU. I always mean to comment, but I always read Aurora's updates and I love them so much.
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NFNFNFNFNF I hate my MSN as

NFNFNFNFNF

I hate my MSN as much as I hate my PC right now, alas, it won't solve either problems they have O:
And yet hate is a strangely relieving feeling.

BUT OKAY.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

And thanks for the complient. It means a lot to me, since lately, Aurora got so... confusing from time to time, even I have trouble keeping up with her... well.
We still need to RP more. Sorry for dragging you into one we couldn't finish, I should have known better.

Ugh, well, I'm glad to hear

Ugh, well, I'm glad to hear it's not my MSN (possibly. It probably is, or at least, making it worse.)

Yes. RP. As soon as our MSN thing is resolved. :X And don't ever apologize for a roleplay, it was fun... all two replies of it. Laughing out loud Some day soon! Ravus confuses me too, so maybe we can straighten out some things together.
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Two replies? That much? Whoa,

Two replies? That much? Whoa, we're -gooood- xDD

Okay, but I am not sure whose MSN is b*tching now, so no idea... in time, it'll probably solve itself, no? 'Sides, not sure when I will go to bed now...

And yes, straighten things out is a -good- point. I hate playing an emo character. Makes me emo too. Ugh. *kicks Aurora* BE HAPPY AGAIN. >Sad

(oh no, it screwed up my perfect smiley!)
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I also wish you a wonderful

I also wish you a wonderful and happy new year as well!
May also your wishes come true ♥
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Happy new year, you. I hope

Happy new year, you. I hope things get fixed soon. <3
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Ahhh, that is so kind of you

Ahhh, that is so kind of you two. Thank you! <33
I hope New year's eve(night? xD) went smoothly. After watching the news today, many people weren't, uhm, particularily happy about what happened to them. Fires... well. I'm sure you heard similar things in your country.

See you in the forest soon (hopefully!) <33
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:3

:3
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WaiHAIthere!

WaiHAIthere! <3

Sorry Aurora is a bit lazy today. Her player gets distracted about two times in a minute. O:
Thanks for your company. (:
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Hehe, Cabbage enjoys sitting

Hehe, Cabbage enjoys sitting and being lazy himself. Plus his player insists on downloading things, which kills the frame rate Sticking out tongue (and which just closed the game ':o ...woops)
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Ahhh, I see.

Ahhh, I see. (*totallylazyjustgotoutwithoutaword*) Uhm, sorry about that, again.
Well, I think Aurora and Cabbage will get along well then! (:
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"Dear Aurora, Our paths will

"Dear Aurora,
Our paths will cross again, time will fly by and before you know it I stand before you again. I will be better. I'm glad you understand I need this, I need to get out of this worrying forest, back into the danger where I came from. Peace just gives too much time for thinking, something I don't need.
Too much, that is.

You'll do fine, perhaps it's good for you too hm? You never know what comes at you if you don't grab every opportunity and make the best of it. I'll see you again.
Love,
Gehirn."
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All the time when reading it,

All the time when reading it, two emotions were circling in Aurora's head. They both seemed to hate and yet love each other. Sorrow and a friend's love, compassion and egoism. It were both sides that caused the crystal clear tear drops running down from the azure eyes to the edges of her muzzle, leaving even darker stripes in the thick fur.

His absence has been a slap to the face. But that's past already. Gehirn helped the piebald so much, now it was her turn to give. And what could she give? Well, it wasn't much, apart from offering deep friendship. Except. Except for agreement. Support. Support in taking this journey. He needed it, like she needed his words before. Encouraging him. Now her words were the ones to comfort him.

And how she told him before. She wasn't angry. She was sad, a sadness friendships demands from time to time. The kind of sadness that keeps the bond tight. That created the safe feeling. Without pain, how could there ever be comfort? And didn't Gehirn teach her that very thing? It's done. Over. Decided. Now it's time to deal with it. And she -would- do so - the sorrow hurt, but it wasn't the only thing. Painful hope, could it exist?

Yes. This was it. A grim, curt nod of her head was the answer. Pinned back ears even emphasized the emotion. The final nod. But not only for his absence, but for his returning. For getting better again.

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(Omg, that was one cheesy reply, but Aurora wouldn't let me say anything else...)
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Hey you.

Hey you. <3
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"Thank you."

"Thank you."
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"It is no trouble. I am glad

"It is no trouble. I am glad I could help. Your fawn is a nice fellow."
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&hearts;. Helloo pretty

♥.
Helloo pretty thing!
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Hello awesome person.

Hello awesome person. <33
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Tracking ON A SIDE

Tracking


ON A SIDE NOTE.


KABOOOOM. DIRECTUPLOAD.net doesnt seem to like you :C
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Hai and thanks! I know this

Hai and thanks!
I know this is really not the right place but GOSH, I love your comic. It's so dramatic, and the situation Ravenflight is in... it sends shivers down my spine. Really need to start tracking it! I've been quite the silent stalker before. xD


And YEP, I know. I should change the links. -.- Stupid directupload.
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&hearts

&hearts

Avatar by Awentia, signature by Wildflowerdeer
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Hello and thank you! (:

Hello and thank you! (:
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"Try not to let it get to

"Try not to let it get to you. I believe you have committed no wrongs in that choice...
Though, any wrong you may have committed lead to a right."
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"Hm. Seems you all go through

"Hm.
Seems you all go through a lot of trouble because I got lost, and because you went to look for me.
Perhaps I should have died.

I bet they would've been happier then.
Sorry. I will keep it in mind next time.

Feel better soon Aurora, there will always be those that are thankfull..."
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Sniffs a touched tear away.

Sniffs a touched tear away. Such a secure comfort, it was overhwelming. "My friends, I cannot tell you how much your comfort means to me. Truly, whenever I gaze upon the joy it brought to me, you, us, I do feel even more confident in the choice.

I would never want to miss any of you. You, Gehirn, who is back. If you have died... I cannot think of it. I am happy you are here. I'd go looking for you again, again, and again. Whatever the cost.

You, Virgil. Indeed, I could not speak any better nor would I want to. We can be happy for what has happened, and embrace the company again."

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You have been featured in

You have been featured in page IX of "ravenflight"
the directory to all the pages is here, and links to the individual deviantART page
Smiling
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&hearts; -hugs-

♥ -hugs-

The css is so lovely!

The css is so lovely! ♥♥
btw, feel better soon hun. :C -huggs- <333 If you need someone, I'm here for you.

Thank you for sitting with

Thank you for sitting with Chess today, he liked the company. c:

I'm also sorry to hear about the issues noted at the top of your blog. I hope everything turns out well for you. Feel better. <3

On a lighter note, this is a stalk track~
<:
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Nopje, Munkel... thank you. I

Nopje, Munkel... thank you. I never dreamt anyone would reply to this, and yet people did. It means the world to me, especially now.

Thanks Selruil! Aurora was content, too. Apologize for not mentioning Chess, she has a lot of stuff on her mind, sorry. /:

Oh, don't even worry about

Oh, don't even worry about it, sweetie. <3
Also, sorry for Chess' odd behavior. Those two deer really freaked him out. :I
<:
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(latereplyislate

(latereplyislate <.<)

Ahah, I guessed already so. Aurora doesn't mind, she never does, so don't worry. (;

/late, You're welcome, dear.

/late, You're welcome, dear. <333

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I watched over the little

I watched over the little Kari while sleeping.
Literally. I sat quite close.


I thought she was going to sit on her like you said? xDD

pfft ;_;
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Ahwell, she says 'watched

Ahwell, she says 'watched OVER', and then 'literally'. Seriously though. You wouldn't want that mass of bones, muscles and fur on Kari. (zomfg, Aurora would like to bite off my ear for that sentence! xD)

So yeah, she half sat on her. As much as the girl could bear, I guess. xD
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<3
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I love reading Aurora's

I love reading Aurora's journals ;o; There's just something about them that I can't describe, but that I like very very much ♥ C:

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Dag: Have a heart, too.

Dag: Have a heart, too. <33 You're awesome.


Apparanza:
Thank you a lot! I am very flattered. It is a very kind thing to say! [:
Especially now that I expected this update is, like, nonsense at all. xD
I often write these things in some sort of 'flow', trying to let Aurora speak her mind clearly. Once I started to write them, I hardly stop until they're finished.

And I am very happy they're actually appreciated! Because so often, I think they're just plain confusing. ._.

Thanks again! [:
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Aw, anytime~!! 8D And don't

Aw, anytime~!! 8D And don't worry about them being confusing, I find them to be pretty clear and understandable. Maybe I just follow Aurora's train of thought well xD

By Leuvr
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I'm most glad! After all,

I'm most glad! After all, it's what I am aiming for, heh. Thoughts and insight, but not super confusing. Letting the little girl speak plainly. xD
Good to know I'm not alone there! [:
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OHAI KIMI! Edit:

OHAI KIMI!



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Have some Harrison Ford.

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ROFL

ROFL