White patches in darkness. [Aurora]

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OLD BLOG. MOVED.
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Hello!
I decided to move this bio for a fresh start. Anybody interested, feel free to check out the new blog HERE!
Thank you!
Kaoori's picture

What thoughts are

What thoughts are they...?
The little shika blinked, looking at the other.
What frightens you so much, Aurora?
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Aurora didn't dare to face

Aurora didn't dare to face the brave doe. She didn't allow the lioness to let her gaze the the wonderful blue doe. The Lioness did not deserve this. Kaoori was so much better than her. She would only lay her lustful, greedy and furious gaze on her, no, no, Kaoori mustn't see her. Kaoori had better things to worry about.
So the azure gaze that seemed so often like the inner oceans of Aurora's soul were fixed on the ground in front of her. Perharps there was a terrible storm raging in them. Or perharps they were as quiet as the night on a graveyard.

"Myself. What I think. Feel. What yearns in me to be released. Feelings I tamed and buried long ago stirring. Memories. They haunt me. Mistakes of the past. Mistakes that cannot be repaired. It all wants to repeat itself. They keep showing me everything got better after I did ... this. I do not want to be like that. I do not want to feel it. It is horrible. And yet... it frightens me. The fear it may overcome me..."
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Kaoori listened intently,

Kaoori listened intently, wondering what could have happened so long ago to bring the kind, caring doe to this. Everyone had their demons inside, right? Could hers be so much worse? ...could it?

I don't know what has happened in your past. But I believe in you. You are strong, and you have proved this many times. You are strong in mind, and in body.. and you are a true friend. I know you think you are not, but you are. You need to believe it too, or this.. demon you hold inside will eat you alive.
Munkel's picture

-tracks too- x3

-tracks too- x3
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Munkel: fgjfnfjfnf THANKS.

Munkel:

fgjfnfjfnf THANKS. <33 *runs into her corner to let her fangirlness out.*


Kaoori:

Kaoori's words send an electric spark through Aurora's spine. -Yes-. She knew better. She would master the Lioness. Her feelings were strong. Aurora's were stronger. Although part of her mind is claimed by the wild, untamed passion that makes her so fierce, part of her is sane. Sane enough to realize she would know better than to antagonize those around her further.

In a fluent movement, all those life spirits that left Aurora days before leave. Her body tenses up. Her head tilts up. Her chest grows keen. The wind that flows in tranquil moves through her fur dus it off. Make it more glorious. Her bold, icy look is fixed on the horizon. The long tail swishes.

"Yes. I can do this. I can master it. It will not keep me away from fufilling my duty. I ... Thank you, Kaoori. You made me see. They need me strong, not pettily weak."


And still, the Lioness would linger. She was so glad Aurora finally came to use her. First her fierceness. And Aurora even believes it's for a good purpose. Well, then, the Lioness may think, only a question of time she will use the rest of her. The wildness. The anger. Yes. Only a matter of time...
Snowsauria's picture

Track. : D

Track. : D
Calinka's picture

Hurr. Thanks.

Hurr. Thanks. <33
Reyy's picture

Sorry I didn't respond

Sorry I didn't respond earlier.
I have a habit of getting up and wandering around and forgetting to sit Ravyn down.
Calinka's picture

No worries - I got busy a bit

No worries - I got busy a bit myself, so sorry for letting Aurora sit around while Ravyn got up!

Thanks for letting Aurora share her company.
Reyy's picture

No need to apologize. And

No need to apologize.
And Ravyn loves company, so thank you for it.
She pretty much does nothing but sit around so feel free to leave as you please. (:
Calinka's picture

Hahah, glad to hear

Hahah, glad to hear that!

And sitting around is perfect for Aurora. She has been hurt recently, so she isn't prone to hop around and do silly things, either. Company will do her some good, I'm sure. :]
Hraeth's picture

Since I probably won't catch

Since I probably won't catch you for a while, I just wanted to say thank you for the beautiful gift. It left me entirely without words and it was very unexpected. ;^; So, thank you. So much.
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Aw, I am glad you liked it.

Aw, I am glad you liked it. Kaoori and I had planned it for, like, weeks. <3

I am so sorry I couldn't congratulate you myself. I guess I was always planning to catch you on MSN, but I simply couldn't. Now I have nothing left but to post some belated-congrats here. Sorry!

I hope you are well and can get back to whatever pleases you soon. Stay as awesome as you are! I miss you, Hrae.

If it does get too late, I wish you a merry christmas as well. <3
Ourania's picture

-track!-

-track!-
Calinka's picture

OH HAI. Thanks.

OH HAI.

Thanks. <3
gone's picture

*sits on rock nearby*

*sits on rock nearby*
Calinka's picture

HUH? WHERE? *eyes wide open*

HUH? WHERE?

*eyes wide open* HAIII. (:
gone's picture

Haiii 8D She looks so happy

Haiii 8D

She looks so happy in that animation (:
Calinka's picture

Yaaay! Thank you. Though,

Yaaay!

Thank you. Though, you should tell it Moogie, she made the awesome animation. But yeah, I am very happy with it as well! It just seems so Aurora-ly. [:
Moogie4's picture

Yay! She looks great on that

Yay! She looks great on that background! Smiling
Calinka's picture

Yaay! Thanks.

Yaay! Thanks. <3 I am very happy with how she looks on that background as well, and I love how her bio seems so much more alive with it, heheh.

;D *tracks

;D *tracks
Calinka's picture

Heheh, thanks - I do

Heheh, thanks - I do apologize for Aurora's blunt language, but currently, she is just overly sarcastic and cynic... like the entry says; her fury and intellect make something painful, heh.

I don't want to offend you <3

pff you were faaaaar away

pff you were faaaaar away from offending me <3

think i woul laugh as well if a fawn tries to bite my ankles xD
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Started by Kaoori, the

Started by Kaoori, the tradition of leaving gifts by sleeping dear ones had become a favorite tradition of the doe's. This morning, she would impart in on Aurora for the first time. The piebald deserved a gift after all the watching she'd done for Noelle. Of course, Noe could never wholly repay the kindness, but at least she could try.

Today her gift was the last of the fallen leaves. This one was pale, nearly white, and with a few well placed bites, Noelle shaped it into a snowflake. Though it would be one of many this day, she hoped Aurora would appreciate this one most. It was set atop the piebald's nose when she visited briefly and after a brief nuzzle, Noelle left her sister to slumber in peace.

(( Figured I'd reply over here, instead. C: ))
gone's picture

Just asking, are there two

Just asking, are there two Auroras' online? Because I see two of her pictograms on my border. xD
Calinka's picture

... that's close to

... that's close to impossible Shocked Maybe because my forest crashed and I got back in very quickly? Otherwise, no idea...
gone's picture

It's okay, it's a glitch that

It's okay, it's a glitch that has been happening in forest lately, I ran over to the other one and it was a nameless... but it's weird since other players pictograms only appear for me on nameless' after the player logs out.

Wow, this looks great! I love

Wow, this looks great!
I love how everything has a slight transparency to it, well done. c:
I thought I was tracking this. D:
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ERFP, and here I wanted to

ERFP, and here I wanted to edit a comment when it suddenly said 'Access denied'. *eyes CSS* WE'RE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT, M'DEAR. CSS: *winces and looks innocent* No beating? Please?

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MrsMorbid:
Haaaaiiiii! Thanks, though I need to add Munkel and Aihnna did most of it. xD So cheers to them! *CHEERS*
And thanks for traaackiiing.

*beats self* I still haven't posted on Fay's some RP...


Hrae:

A chilly breeze kicks Aurora back into consciousness - not the coldness, but rather the quite notably amount of fur moving being the cause for it. After all, with a coat like hers, it was difficult to get to her skin. And yet this very skin was sensitive to the fine movements of her hair - sometimes a good annoyance.

But not this time. This time, the azure oceans of her eyes were immeadiatly fixed on the marvelous pale snowflake on her snout. At first, they absorbed the beauty of the dried veins which were once sources of life for the leaf. And then, and then she recognized the leaf had been bitten to shape. The saphires are suddenly hidden by a black and a white curtain of eyelids when Aurora takes a deep breath. She caught a scent. This sweet, literally familiar scent. -Noelle's-.

Warm thoughts fill the piebald's head. Memories. And this one night, this one night she let Noelle's scent brand her mind forever when grooming her fur - of thousands, Aurora would still recognize it. For hours, she'd lie there and marvel what her sister brought her. A sign of appreciation? No need to, in Aurora's eyes.

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(Ehm, this sounds a bit strange in my point of view. No, Aurora is -not- lesbian. She just likes Noelle a lot. -A lot-. Sorry if it's too cheesy, Hrae, I can tune it down.)
Iaurdagnire's picture

I hope you didn't mind Dag

I hope you didn't mind Dag leaving earlier. I hadn't seen Sao in a long time (:
Calinka's picture

Nawww, not at all. Don't

Nawww, not at all. Don't worry about it <333

Was great to see Dag again <3
Hraeth's picture

xDD I didn't think she was

xDD
I didn't think she was and it's not too cheesy. It's fine~ Don't worry about it. :'D
Seele's picture

I like the new set up of her

I like the new set up of her personality <3 I think it's a lot clearer to me now atleast!
Calinka's picture

Hraeth - And I am glaaad to

Hraeth - And I am glaaad to hear that. Miss youuuu!

Seele - Thanks again for helping me with it! I hope others think likewise. <3

Her Biography is so

Her Biography is so beautiful. <333333
I could stare at the prettyness for hours..♥♥
"I miss you, my dear friend..How have you been? <3"

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A kind smile is put on.

A kind smile is put on. "Considering all circumstances, alright I guess. What about you, Waarhijd? Your fawn?"

/Oh late reply. D: - The doe

/Oh late reply. D:
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The doe smiled and licked her cheek gently. "That's good to hear. And I've been okay, And the fawn is doing beautiful, thanks dear. ♥"

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The affectionate touch is

The affectionate touch is returned by a nuzzle. "Good to hear that, mhm. What brings you here, Waarhijd?" The question was just gentle, and not pressing. In fact, Aurora was rather happy about some company.

what a pretty character ^_^

what a pretty character ^_^ track!
Calinka's picture

Thanks! I'm glad you like

Thanks! I'm glad you like her.

ALSO.
I hope everyone reads this, uh, kinda important:
I DO PLAN ON CHRISTMAS GIFTS.
But it's a superscret collab that may be a bit delayed...
Sorry.
I -will- do something, still! <33
Unplugged's picture

*stalker comment* Haha now

*stalker comment*
Haha now that newest entry made me laugh. Really well written, it has a lot of character that shows through in those few paragraphs. You gave it some sort of flow from excitement to contentment, to slight embarrassment, a bit of melancholy and then colsed with that warm contentedness again.
Sorry, I'm a bit overanalytical sometimes, anyway I like this.
Iaurdagnire's picture

What Unplugged said, but

What Unplugged said, but probably less eloquently haha. I liked this entry.
Dag will teach her the art of Virgil molesting inappropriate touching bum-nuzzling.

Verycrazygirl's picture

That entry was awesome. XD

That entry was awesome. XD Aurora surprised us both methinks.

Calinka's picture

OMG afdsksj Guys, I am so

OMG
afdsksj
Guys, I am so happy you like the entry.
Because I do, too. That day, I learned a lot about Aurora, and perharps it was the first time she could really show a bit of herself, and somethinge ASIDE from wisdom, comfort, blah. I mean, she still makes people happy, but well... SHE was made happy. /complicated
Thanks.
And I'd like to thank for complimenting my writing, that means a lot to me. I try to let the words just flow and hardly change anything nor do I read through it again. I think those entries are directly formed out of Aurora's mind.
It makes her so alive.
I always feared they may sound incoherent, but Unplugged, what you can read from it... it makes me so happy to see I am not the only one to read these emotions in her words.

Like the day yesterday. I believe it has been months since I laughed like that. So good to see I still can.
Thanks. <333
Apparanza's picture

Ahh, so this is that lovely

Ahh, so this is that lovely doe Isabelline met yesterday~!! ♥ She was the one with Virgil who played with you and Gehirn 8D

By Leuvr
Calinka's picture

Ahh, nice to meet you! Thanks

Ahh, nice to meet you! Thanks for the compliment. I'm glad you enjoyed it, because so did I. (:

Her biography is just so

Her biography is just so gorgeous~♥
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"I was just wondering how you were doing, heehee. ♥"

Calinka's picture

Thanks!

Thanks! <3

"That surely is a nice gesture, Waarhjid. Things been well so far. Calming down. Mind resting with me?"
A gentle question out of a tenderly curled maw whose mere expression was benevolence.
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Merry Christmas! &hearts;



Merry Christmas! ♥