To which my heart . { Jai'ha } . battles with my soul (WIP)

"Oh hi there.. here is some information about me. Nice to meet you."
Name Jai'ha
Gender Female
Orientation ~
Age Young adult
Species White tail deer
Appearance No mask - Nightfall pelt - Peacock antlers
Scent Freshly watered wild flowers
Identification X
Mate Not interested


"Wow, I absolutely love it!"
Frolicking Especially with fawns! They're so cute, running around and dancing. Jai'ha loves interacting with fawns most, she always feels drawn to act motherly with
Jumping Because she lacks wings(which she'd love to have) you can often times see Jai'ha getting around the forest by jumping. The freedom of it is just.. amazing.
Napping With all the dancing and jumping and entertaining fawns you can see her have a power nap every now and again. They do wonders!
Flowers They're great bedding, soft, smell amazing, pretty and make a great gift! What's not to love?
Cuddling Just to having another deer to cuddle with is a lovely comfort to have.



"Get away from me!"
Fighting This doe will not tolerate any fighting, mostly with other adults. Fawns play fighting is 'play' fighting, not dangerous. Jai'ha is terrified at the thought of fighting.
Being ignored This is a very hurtful thing, Jai'ha only wants to get to know other deer and play, but being ignored doesn't really make anyone feel good.
Loud noises Not the sound of hooves or conversation or even other deer calling, it's more like yelling, screaming, angry, overly-excessive loud noises that bother her.
Thunder storms Ever since she was a fawn she has hated thunder storms. They're easier to handle when she'd cuddling with another deer, but when she's alone it's the worst types of thing to endure.


"So you know me now, eh?"
Playful She may have the body of a doe, but don't let that fool you. Jai'ha has the heart of a doe. Every day is another day to play.
Motherly As playful as she is, there's something about fawns that she wants to nurture and care of, she can get protective over a fawn she's only just met moments before.
Understanding Things happen for a reason and Jai'ha knows that things happen in life that shouldn't happen. She gives everyone a chance.. sometimes even two, to prove themselves to her.
Cautious Past experience has taught her that every deer isn't nice. She can be extra careful around stags as compared to other doe. Even so, she's never turn a friendship away.
Sweet This doe speaks badly of no one unless she has reason to, even then she doesn't take joy in speaking badly of anyone.
Curious Why does he have that scar and why is she so timid around him? Who called out in the forest and what is that lovely smell? Was that a splash in the pond? Better investigate!
Optimistic Jai'ha always has a smile on his face. Well, not always, but it's usually easy to put one on. Jai'ha tends to see the bright side of things, to always stay positive. There's no sense in looking at the downside of every issue, life would be much too depressing.


"Let me tell you about my day..."
December 15, 4:03 am
Woke up as a deer, no longer a squirrel. Thank the Gods. Didn't even think of sneezing the spell off. Noticed I was in the middle of a mushroom circle.. can't quite remember falling asleep here. Got up and stretched, noticed my pelt was a different colour. In fact.. I had a whole new set! Peacock mask, pelt and antlers. Confused, I realized I only napped for a short amount of time. Curious, I went out to find out who it was.
My search was very short, found a deer(Hum) and a fawn(?) casting spells on sleeping deer. I laughed. How ingenious! Had I not found them now I wouldn't have known who has done this! Feel adventurous, I joined in their mischievous mission. Casting spells on unsuspecting deer - or as Hum called it - peacocking. It was the most fun I've had in the forest all night! After tackling one deer, I suddenly grew tired. Lay down in the forest and was joined by Hum. It was a very nice change in pace, falling asleep beside someone rather than alone.

What a very, very lovely evening. Thank you Hum.

THEN I WOKE UP AS A MINI DEER. I'm a baby again. I.. need to think about this. I'm.. SO CUTE. <3

December 15, 1:30 am - 3:00 am
I awake by the crying idol as usual. Alone. It looks absolutely beautiful all around, sunny and all. The forest was as active as ever, deer here and deer there. But.. I didn't want to say hello to anybody. I have tried to say hello in the past and play around with all that I've met but was only been returned with a courtesy bow and a dash. Everyone must be in a bad mood. I just can't let their negativity affect my positivity. Then I won't be happy at all!
Wondered down the little creak to the pond. Was welcomed with a croak of a frog. Most dashing gentleman I've seen all week! Quenched my dry throat with some pond water and surveyed the view before me. I am quite blessed to be such a sanctuary as this one. Who could ever have a really bad day and there's just so much beauty so rejoice about? It doesn't quite make sense to me at all, yet everyone is different and has their own outlook in life.. have to keep that in mind.
I bid farewell to the frog and walked away from the pond and headed into the forest. I hear laughter.. chatter.. calls. Everyone is interacting with each other, catching up with friends and enjoying themselves.
When.. when can I have that? For days - weeks almost! - I've tried to make plenty of friends. The ones I do get close to I never see again, or have otherwise forgotten of our time together. To be fair, there are so many deer to keep up with how can one remember a new doe?
Lay down inside the big tree. See a fawn and plenty of others play in a large group, dancing and prancing. On a good day I'd join right in.. but today wasn't one of the days. I take a sigh, lay my head down and shut my eyes. Perk my ears forward and entertain myself with the sounds and smells of the forest.
Didn't realize I fell asleep. Stood up and stretched. Looked around and saw nothing has changed. Decided to explore the forest, even though I knew all of it. Walked upon a fawn laying by itself in a field of flowers. Laid down beside him/her and stayed there until it ran off with another fawn. Cute. Got up and kept on walking. Relaxing. Very relaxing. Calming. Came upon another lone fawn in the circle of mushrooms. Asleep. Feeling compelled to protect the lonesome fawn, lay down beside him/her. Again.. I somehow fell asleep.
Woke up. Wow, that tree looks larger than.. usual. Huh.. the mushrooms look almost.. life sized. Weird. Tried to get up, but that was a difficult feat all on it's own. Realized I feel more muscles being used in my tail. That's rather.. strange. Look behind me.. OH. WOW. DEAR GODS. I'm.. a squirrel! Smiled at this sudden change in physical appearance. How ridiculous! That fawn must have been a trickster! Gone, too. Funny. Guess I'll explore now.. now that the forest looks completely different, so it's only natural of re-discover the forest!



NOTE: Please forgive me, I have no CSS coding experience and know very little about, I've only mostly dealt with basic HTML for the most part. This looks awful, however I couldn't help myself! Had to throw some info of Jai'ha out here (: My reason is because I used to roleplay for years but quit roughly 3 years ago. Literate but VERY rusty. Always up to renew those skills (:
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Ooo'yay! (: That's really

Ooo'yay! (: That's really exciting for me haha. Thanks!!
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Her kind commentary toward me

Her kind commentary toward me softened my previously not-so-extraordinary mood. Thank you. ♥