I don't know why im writing this sense lately im so indecisive about every disision made in my life at the moment.

I just need to wright how im feeling so my thoughts will be in a somewhat organized fasion...

IN THE FOREST:
Jadine: Dosn't like being around other deer except Teiboku. Just seems to be mad at every thing latey.
WinterLeaf:Just bored, sad, confused most of the time. can't even do what he was ment to do (spread Joy)
Tozowa: Well being a fawn he is naturaly ignored. but he can't seem to hold the attention he wants from a certain adult.

ON THE COMMUNITY WEB SITE:
I feel almost completely ignored and bored here. i don't know. I guess Im hurt a little. I made some journals a while back that would talk about jadine/Winterleafs day. but idk. it dosnt matter any more.

I try to keep up with who I consider friends on here but i can't because I can't come on on weekends. even my "friends" can't recognize me in the forest because were all on at the wrong times. idk Jadine misses Fledermaus mostly. WinterLeaf wants to meet saritawolfs character. and misses Lemons company. And Tozowa feels betrayed in a matter of sence.

IN LIFE:
Im so frustrated! I can't get hours at work. so i can't afford to go to school next term or the next. -_-
My friend irritates the HELL out of me sometimes.
My mother...well i just can't stand to be around her or listen to her lately...lol. That "teenagers hate there parents" stage has come late for me XD ill be 20 in a few months.

see even now im pissed because i don't think any body will willingly comment this entry without <--- this comment here.