June 21, 2010 - 7:14am — Sonata
"ya ne poni`mayu..."
The stag turns an ear.
Because he honestly does not understand.
He watches the days go by, the deer, the fawns come and go, love comes, hearts are broken, he has seen it all before, a thousand and one times.
Some would see his scars, some self inflicted, others from his past, from Russia, which he remembers well despite the years.
They would call him strong.
He would see himself, and he knows he is weak, he knows this.
Because if he were strong he would not have left his emotions to die all those years ago.
It was a last ditch, weak, futile attempt to protect himself.
His eyes flutter, half closed, colours swirl beneath his long lashes.
A few cuts are healing upon his front legs, from a few days before where he tossed himself in boredom from the top of the crying idol.
His fur will grow, cover his cowardice.
He has to admit that a fall is not the same as a good knife.
He has had a few concerned questions about them, which he brushed off coldly.
He simply doesn't understand, how anyone can care, about anything anymore.
When it is so much easier, not to.
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I love Alaska, he's honestly one of my favorite characters.
Title reads 'do you understand?' and Alaska's words at the top say 'I do not understand'
I honestly think we need to
Anyway, yes, he's fun. ;D I love swirly eyes. That sounds so odd without previous understanding.
Silly child.
You do too understand.
Maybe you just don't want to. c:
<33 Love it.