October 23, 2011 - 6:33pm — DamonClaw
I try to find my way in this endless forest
But recently it seems like I've been walking in circles with no clue of where to go next
I hear deer in the far distance
It sounds like it sad
Sad just like me..
Thought you needed me as much
With time I learned I was wrong all along..
I built up a perfect picture of you and me
Everything was so perfect
But I forgot the most important part
The truth..
You were not even close the image I had built in my head for so many years
It hurts my soul to say you were a stranger
And the fact was that I knew nothing about you
Every time you hit me to the ground with your hurtful words I closed my eyes
I didn't want to see
Didn't want to hear
That you put my heart through more pain than happiness
I couldn't look into those ocean blue eyes
I was afraid
Afraid to see the truth that was so clear
That in fact I didn't mean a thing to you
Not anymore I didn't
I was nothing more than a pathetic stalker..
And you just wanted me out of your life
But baby see
I've given up so you got what you wanted in the end
It's over
//Damon Allwood