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The Diary of Seed, 12-29-12

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I found Lemon by the poppies this morning; she sat down for a bit when she saw me, sitting with Vala and another deer (Vala soon departed, but recieving that red nuzzle always makes me smile) but once that pause was over, she was off like a shot, leading me across the forest to a large mob of deer, all running about and playing.

At first, I was somewhat overwhelmed; I didn't know most of these deer very well, for one...For another...
Everything was the sound of hoofbeats, everything the roar from throats; everything, the rush of bodies; everything, the colors tearing and unfolding in the light reflected in the pondwater, mirroring and splitting in my eyes like the crystal fracturing of dragonfly eyes, breaking up like focus, tearing attention to ribbons.
It was something like that, anyway. After a moment's adjusting, a shifting of mental gears from single companion to many, I was ready to join in in full! I ran around with them, launghing myself across the river and around the bends of the pond, up into the Crying Idol where we all went red. Some of us broke off to form a dance line in front of Herla and Djinn, who merrily joined in when the rest of us entered into a swarming pseudo-pyramid of low, stacked deer.
After that, it was running as fawns. Seeing Lemon as a fawn is so nostalgic, thinking of those days gone by... It seems so long ago and yet so near -- the past is always closer when I feel it, rising up from my insides, filling any hollow bit inside of me with the smell and the color of some ancient day, as if it was new.
And with Herla in the mix, there was even a mini-fawn or two. So cute!

Somewhere in this, everyone set out; for whatever reason, Lemon cared less about following them, so I elected to stay behind. We ran our own way, taking back our usual forms, until Lemon found a good place to sit, rest, and say farewell.
When that was done, I was a bit at ends.
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The Diary of Seed, 12-28-12

[=darkgreen]Today I awoke, and found Jettem sitting under a willow by the pond. The large one. Whether she wanted to hide or not, I don't know; only that it seemed unlikely to work, a red figure against the green leaves. I was happy, since I don't see her often when I get the chance to hang out with her. It makes me feel regretful.
I joined her for a while, and quite enjoyed it... But when she got up, she completely ignored me, and dashed off without even a hello. I've always thought of our relationship as friendly, but... I get the impression it's not mutual. With that thought clouding my heart heavily, and her figure retreating, I went to bed...

I woke up in better spirits, because I noticed Lemon yet again; I'm happy to see her as often as I have been; for one, I've not been seeing much of anyone else, so not only has her company been wonderful for getting re-acquainted, it's also been a wonderful way to pass the time.
She looked a bit hurt, though -- had something happened? It looked like it would slow her movements a bit, so I have no objection to sitting and letting her rest and recover. I don't know exactly what happened, but it has me worried.
With her was Malikorin, who she seemed to be sitting comfortably with. Had he defended her from whatever happened earlier, or had he just come along when she was hurt and scared? Well, either way... I want to thank him; she seemed very comfortable with him, which I know is what she really needs after something bad's happened. Anyway, he was a fine companion as well.

When she fell into a deeper sleep, I found myself still sitting with Malikorin. I elected to stay even after he fell asleep; sometimes I don't, in favor of finding something to do... But I'm never confident in it; it seems rude... Still...I get the impression that sort of thing isn't much value...When I sit with someone, it's rare to see it acknowledged.

The Origins of Blanco


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Day 4

I met a few fawns today. It was quiet fun dancing around and chasing each other around. I was particularly fond of a certain fawn. I believe this was the only female I saw in this forest. She had a very pretty grey pelt with a ring of flowers around her head. I wonder if I'll ever be able to see her again. After I had taken yet another nap I woke up with candles on my head. What an odd thing to have upon one's head, but I like them... Maybe it had to do with that strange circle of mushrooms? It certainly did help with changing my appearance and maybe the weather too. After my pelt had change to a white with black stockings the area started to turn red...then it got dark. There were bats everywhere. I was a bit frightened, but I kept on my search on this strange place. I met another stag, but I don't think he enjoyed my company that much. And my mooing made bubbles instead of...well bubbles. I think I shall stay quiet for awhile until my voice comes back.~

Day 2

Today I shall explore my new..home I'm guessing. I'm a tad sad that the snow had stopped even though it feels nice to have the warm sun's rays against my fur. There seems to be no one around again. I don't know what my name is since I seemed to have been "born" without a mother or a father.

Hello Everyone

Hi! I play "Chatlands" and am DragonKiss on Chatlands. See you in Chatlands! I also love endless forest.
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The Diary of Seed, 12-25-12

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It's been a few days since the return of my sister. Such a darling girl...I never thought I'd see her again, to be honest; Oh, I hoped. I dreamt occaisonally, and thought of those times I spent with her in days past, of those times I'd sit by her side, watching the slight movements of her grey chest, the fitful movement of her eyes like a cloudy night beneath their lids, shaking in a dream that was sometimes fitful and sometimes peaceful, but outside my power to change either way, much as I might wish.
Oh, seeing her again...At first I didn't believe it; I've often seen someone who looks like a lost loved one, only to find it was someone else, and my mind was decieving me. But the trees whispered it first, so when I saw her...I had as hard a time disbelieving as I did believing.

These past few days, seeing her so often, have been a delight. And tonight especially, when the world seems shrouded in a precious darkness, but at once a sort of light on the edges of reality. It came up from our lips in shimmers, and flickering in candle-light off the falling spores of mushrooms. In the distance, I see the rainbows rising off the bubbles, creating a rainbow horizon that reflects a world slightly off-set our own, only the candle-light and the faintest of figures familiar; and they perhaps imagined.

I met her in that darkness with a deer I am not well-acquainted with, but hope to be, for he seemed a fine fellow. He led us along a walk, slow and thoughtful, in the dark. I wondered, for a moment, if the whole of it was lost on her, to whom the darkness of the night was the same as any other...But I was being foolish, and worrying over, I think, very little, for it seemed as I gave that thought, as we walked side by side, that all my other senses rose to connect me.
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Lemon's Journal - December 2012

Lemon's journal for Dec 2012. Below the cut!
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P's photo diary - december 20, 2012

Fun times with a deer i have played with a few times,
. . . . . . hoping to find out who they are (under cut)
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Well hello again... [edited with memories... lol]

It's been a long time since I last visited the Forest. I can't believe how fast the time has come and gone...

I'm back in the states and have a place of my own now. I'm also working full-time as a freelance illustrator! It's pretty nice. c:

Is there anyone around who still remembers Lemon and I? I had fun frolicking in the Forest for a bit, and saw one or two familiar faces -- but there are lots I don't recognize!

Lemon's sleeping in the Birch forest at the moment if anyone wants to come say hi. Just be sure to holler at her because I have TEF running in the background while I paint.

So what have I missed? :3

Edit - so I just found this: http://vimeo.com/3757411
Holy cow I almost started crying! So many memories~
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