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Thanks alot guys <3 + EMI THIS LAYOUT SUCKS ADMIT IT YOURS ARE GOOD GNJGDFS

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+ emikomi: hope i spelled your name right fbdgdfs and you're very welcome ♥

ingame pls

edit: ppPFFF THAT WAS MITSUKI CRAP LOL WE'LL SAY HE WAS JUST LIKE "oi wait whaaaa"

POPPY
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HEE

I am so, so sorry.

The stallion spoke with an icy, aged tone; bone ground against bone as he collapsed near a small sapling just near a ridge overlooking the Birch. His body could not take it anymore, nor could his mind. For ages, he had wandered the forest looking for her. Begging and praying to the Gods for her to forgive him.
He had made a big mistake.
And he had felt shameful, guilty for it - he had met her, protected her, let a voice in his had control him; then, had two children with her and never met them. He disappeared often, never lending any help to her with them. Never at their birth, never there to raise them. That's what had driven him to near madness. He never treated her the way he wanted to. The bad thing was that with each passing, he had time to think; with time to think, he thought horrid things. Self-pity. Self-denial.
Suicide. Ramming his head into the rocks over and over until his head gave way. Leaving permanent scars hidden upon his thick, ever-lengthening mane.
But he couldn't take the pain. He couldn't do it. With time he no longer believed that she was there; that she was gone. That he'd never see her blue eyes again.
Her pretty, pretty blue eyes. Like raindrops freshly fallen into the pond. Like the delicate periwinkle; the azule bluebell. So very, very feminine and pretty. He loved them.
He loved her.
And he was certain that she would never love him back.
Never again.

He slowly inched his way away from her, afraid; no, no, don't think that, he thought. Apologizing wasn't enough. Tears began to pour like a storm.
Stormchaser.
Chasing love around like a hurricane; destroying it with a flash of lightning.

Please, forgive me. I have done horrible things. I know you don't love me.
Not after this.
I have protected you, yes; but I was never there for you. For the twins.
I have tried to end myself for you.
I have done foolish things.
But it was never worth it, was it?
Do you still love me?

"N-no, you don't..." he spoke, voice threatening to give way to manly sobs, frame frantically shaking underneath the words she spoke. No. He didn't believe her. No. He was just having more hallucinations. No. None of this had ever existed. No. He was merely a speck floating around the forest, none of other deer being able to see him. No. He was in the coma back at the hospital in the human world, still young.
No. His life ended there. There was no going back there.
"I..I am...sick. A-again.." Stormchaser said, not only referring to his physical form but to his state of mind. This was the thousandth time that he had been wounded in some way; always depending upon Mitsuki's help to raise him. Then, he would disappear without a trace. No. He would never do that again, no matter how much time he still had in his life; unfortunately, that was soon. He felt it coming. He was almost there. His physical form could not bear it much longer.
With that, he let his emotions let go, reaching for her thin frame with his forelegs, dragging her in for forceful, passionate carressing and huddling, not allowing her to break free from his grasp. Although, he made sure to give her some room for her to breathe and feel comfortable. For a brief moment, he felt his mind at peace; no longer stressed, carefree and blissful. No more tears fell. The three words flowed elegantly out of his mouth, gentle like the faintest trickle of water or the simplicity of a running stream.
"I love you."

NO WHY THEY WENT THROUGH ALL OF THAT FOR NOTHING BDGFJDKGDS

A wave of sudden depression dawned it's toll on him again; the twins. He had never seen them, nor knew their names. Mitsuki had told him about them a while back but he had never seen their young faces or heard their voices. "..I wasn't there." he said, the realization hitting him like a ton of bricks. "O-oh, god...Mitsuki, I am so sorry.. I-I just...wanted to see if I could bring you into the human world. And I messed up there, too." he spoke, frame quivering faintly yet again. But he forced himself to stay in the peaceful state; no, everything was okay now just as she said. He curled himself around her, white beard threatening to tickle her face as she buried her face into his thickened neck fur. He missed that feeling so much. So damn much.
"I..I need to rest. Can we sleep and discuss this later?" he spoke, pushing away the situations and focusing on her. He was truly tired, yet restless; he wanted to spend every moment with her, not sleep. But his body and mind needed it, to regenerate and lift itself out of it's previous state.

/typingupquicklybecauseineedsleeptoo

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I WOULD GET ON BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I'M CURRENTLY AT SCHOOL D:
i wish the library computers had tef but they don't sob

I CAN GET INGAME AROUND 4:30(5:30 for you) BUT IF I DO SHE'LL PRETTY MUCH JUST BE SITTING IN ONE SPOT BECAUSE HOMEWORK 8C
maybewecouldrpbcicandothatinbetweenburstsofschoolworkness

finallyyy my pictos spread
...and storm' is nowhere to be found.
I IS LATE
mesorry

feelsfeelsfeelsfeels
if i get my homework done i'm most definitely drawing 82374892719341234xstormsuki bc maybe practice will help my horse anatomy :C
lol amg
suki is just really really excited
also i had a rp idea sobs
it was inspired by their prancing around
whatifwerpedthatsukiaccidentallygotsquishedorsomething
orshereceivedahooftotheface
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AMG I CAN'T

that could have been really bad omg
asdkljflksdfjaklsdf 2,000lb of fluffy horse
100lb doe
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LOL SHE'S KIND OF ASKING FOR IT
especially by trying to claim all the trees and attempting to play spar
key word being attempting because she's superscared he'll think she's mad at him
edit2
going afk for a bit because i need to take a showerrr
alsoo after i'm back if you're still here feel free to poke me to get on skype

asdklfjasldfasdf poor bby
now he'll have to deal with sadsuki
she completely forgot amg
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she's just like COLDCOLDCOLD /clings to warmth
because she was previously so excited that she didn't notice
also me=

somanyfeels

/okaygoingnow

Oh gosh I feel horrible but I really gotta go to sleep now, I have exams tommorow 'n I'm wrecked tired T^T Me and Ali will def be looking out for Stormchaser in the forest though <3

Thanks for understanding! Hey it was lovely to get in-forest interaction, Ali's usually a stinky loner *giggle*
Sounds great 83 Never hesitate to come find me in the forest~ night, thanks again <3

I may send Trout his way sometime if hes in need of healing... And it looks like he is... Let me know if you would like me to do so. If I cannot find you in forest, would you be open to RP here?

Trout ambled through the forest, her wooly coat catching a bramble or burr from time to time. She was still only a youngling, and her limbs had begun to grow ungainly, but strong. She had come to understand her fate with more clarity each day. And now, the knobby kneed unicorn kid would wake by the river and set out with that purpose in her heart.

Sure enough, she found the great equine slumped in the shadow of the idol very nearby that morning. The massive stallion reeked of some strange smoke and his breath was sour. She sidled closer, wary that if he rose, he could destroy her in an instant... Her ears pivoted and she canted her head to the side, the heavy thumping of his heart that she had expected to hear was almost imperceptible, which might explain his lethargy.

This one was not like the other wounded beasts of the forest. His pain welled up from within, and devoured him from the inside out... Trout felt her throat grow hot as her heart attempted to climb out of her chest. The empathy she felt nearly sent her own tiny form toppling over.

Steeling herself, Trout bit her lip firmly and let her forehead fall the last few inches to the stallions flank. Her horn had not yet grown, but she pressed the wooly bud behind his shoulders over his heart as she bent her knees to rest beside him, attempting to draw some of his pain away like venom from an unseen wound... She prayed he would not startle and crush her.