"it doesnt matter if it dont hurt, the point is your wounded and with a leg like that its sure to catch up with you." She sagged with relief, it was good to hear that she did not cause this mess. ""Tally, I worry about you, I really do. If there's anything you want to talk about......I'll listen." Safear felt like crying, and it was not too often that she let her emotions get the better of her.
Her eyes seemed to take a new light, a more bright and real one. Her long ears which were once perked with unnatural confusion slowly pulled themselves backward. Everything looks differnt when you look through thine own eyes. She was full of things she let out but the first thing that came to her mind broke loose from her mouth in an almost inappropriate speed. "A mother is forever without her child because of me!" Almost immediatly her eyes welled with shame and fear as she though of Aegle's blind and rightful fury. "I'm so sorry...." she whispered to herself in a nearly unaudiable tone. The poor girl has been holding in secrets for much too long.
Only Lantern, Aegle, Steele and Lust know the story. :3 And Lust doesn't even know all of it.
Safears feathers flattened in confusion and surprise. If anything she had expected Tally to clam up even more, but this blurted answer showed that the doe had much to tell. Gently guideing her to a sunny patch she scratched up the earth clearing the place of leaf debris, and sat down ecouraging Tally to do so as well. ""Calm down Tally, I know you must bear a great burden right now. Tell me about it, I do not judge." Safear spoke heasitently afraid of upsetting her friend. Right now the black and white doe's emotions seemed as fragile as egg shells, and Safear had to tread lightly during their talk. Why had'nt she heard of this before? Such an event would have been widespread news, one would think.
(gosh, I still dont know how I missed all this. *headdesk*
Although the doe had always been lightfooted she seemed to not even make the quietest sound as Safear guilded her along. Tally did so love the sunshine. She layed close to her in an odd fashion; a useless leg making all action a bit harder even though she appeared to do every movement effortlessly. With dampened eyes she looked at the ground below them for a few seconds before continuing to say in a sheepish voice, "One night,... a rather long time ago, I was alone on the outskirts of the bluebowl. All of the sudden a pure white stag,...if one would even call him a stag*... I-... I can't remember it all. He was vicious, chanting....He called himself 'Lantern'", memories flooding in after so long of trying to forget she was forced to pause. "And then,... I awoke god knows how long afterwards. I was so weak and I could still feel 'him' on every inch of me,... But when I told Steele-...." She shook her head, tears still threatening her eyes to escape. "You-...y-....You don't really want to know what happened after that."
*Lantern is hazy and semitransparent like a cloud but is solid.
I forgot to apologize for my occasional bad spelling. :x
Safear suddered at the picture painted before her, if what she thought had happened then she had no idea how Tally had coped over the past few weeks. Shuffling closer she wrapping her tail around the doe, like a mother comforting a frightened child. "shhh, cry if you must, it will make you feel better." after a short pause she continued in a soft voice. "I would like to know what happened after you told Steele, If you would care to tell me. I understand if you do not, these are your memories and I have no right to pry, only to listen."
(its okay, your spelling is probrably better than mine. ^^; )
Thinking, doe looked ahead following thoughts with her eyes. With a sudden sterness she said more clearly "You have to promise you won't judge Steele like everyone else." She was protective of her love, for she is all he has. Falling back into her previous weakness she took a deep breath. "I scented Lantern far away. All I could do was obey an overpowering pull towards him,... But he wasn't the same... he wasn't the same...." In the last sentance two thin rivers streamed down her face, gleaming in the sunshine. Before long she began to shake, cracking her voice. "He was a child, a goddamn child. I,..I-I don't know what got into me. I guess I thought that if I couldn't end him as a monster I coul-..." She paused for a moment, lifting her head. "Then Steele,... he was so angry. He crashed into Lantern with so much fury... The fawn was nothing by the time he was done." Replaying the thoughts in her head she started to cry harder. "We should have stopped, we should have been satisfied... but we weren't. We killed him again, and again, and again,and again"* The repeitive phrase rung repeatedly through unconsolable sobbing until they were completely muffled. She broke down like a pyramid of cards into Safear's side, trembling madly.
(*They only really killed him three times, or was it twice?, but during incrazment they attacked his hallucinations too.)
SO SORRY for not replying sooner. :<
Safear quietly watched over her as she wept, occasionaly murmurring words of comfort to the sobbing doe. She was horrified at the story, from what she had learned lantern was an entity that resided in a fawn, sometimes emerging as itself. Tally and Steele, wanting to take revenge upon the creature that had treated her so badly went to resolve the conflict that tragicly ended in the killing of lanterns host, in this case a young fawn. Safear did not judge them for this mess(as she kept assuring tally), it was not their fault, they had reacted as any frightened and angry being would. Now, they had to deal with the concequences wether they had intentionaly set them into motion or not. Safear was at a loss as to what to do for them, but she would figure that out later, right now the best thing she could do was be here for them and that was and action she was determined to do.
It's probrably because i have been having problems with the pictos, they will take a looooonnnnggg time to spread and then when they do all the boxes are just empty and black. So whenever i see someone all there is is a glowing orb above their head, with no picto. So, its kinda hard to decide who is who. I have gone up to does that look like tally and say hello, and then have them not even know who i am. ;.;
@Bayleen: Thank you and I'll be sure to reply soon!
@Kaitlyn: She was for an extreamly short time (thanks to Mr. Comcast fixer man kicking me off the computer so he could try and make our internet connecton behave better. >:/ )
just a heads up, I'll be gone for a few days. To a magical place, where alas, there is no internet! Just when I thought the holidays were done *grumble grumble*
"it doesnt matter if it dont
Her eyes seemed to take a new
Only Lantern, Aegle, Steele and Lust know the story. :3 And Lust doesn't even know all of it.
Safears feathers flattened in
(gosh, I still dont know how I missed all this. *headdesk*
Although the doe had always
*Lantern is hazy and semitransparent like a cloud but is solid.
I forgot to apologize for my occasional bad spelling. :x
Safear suddered at the
(its okay, your spelling is probrably better than mine. ^^; )
*poofs in* I wrote about
I wrote about what steele did on halloween so that you may know <3
*poof outs*
Thinking, doe looked ahead
(*They only really killed him three times, or was it twice?, but during incrazment they attacked his hallucinations too.)
SO SORRY for not replying sooner. :<
Safear quietly watched over
(its okay, i have replied late too. ^^;
(I promise I'll reply to the
Why doesn't Safear remember Tally in the forest? DB
(okay) It's probrably
It's probrably because i have been having problems with the pictos, they will take a looooonnnnggg time to spread and then when they do all the boxes are just empty and black. So whenever i see someone all there is is a glowing orb above their head, with no picto. So, its kinda hard to decide who is who. I have gone up to does that look like tally and say hello, and then have them not even know who i am. ;.;
I've never seen a doe with
I'm so paranoid that if I was you I'd reinstal the forest.
really? Cause i've seen
i just might have to do that if this continues. =/
Sorry I left my lag was so
it's okay, I was going to
Nice Bio!!!! OH, btw, I
OH, btw, I replied to the new thing 2
Is Safear in the forest?
@Bayleen: Thank you and I'll
@Kaitlyn: She was for an extreamly short time (thanks to Mr. Comcast fixer man kicking me off the computer so he could try and make our internet connecton behave better. >:/ )
Aw man. A special someone
oh really? I have to find
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-psh I da bomb yay! (transparent)
*sqwee!* She looks wonderful!
Sai was extremely happy that
aww poor Sai.
just a heads up, I'll be gone for a few days. To a magical place, where alas, there is no internet! Just when I thought the holidays were done *grumble grumble*
I shall miss u! *waves bye bye* :<
Aww I hope you have still.
Optimus misses Safearrrr :<
I miss seeing you around. ;;
Me too..