You're not alone, I always feel the need to just runaway and escape..

Listen to me please. Your not alone in the world. Everyone wishes they could exscape from their misteaks and life. Running away won't help anything get better. I have felt this way before because of my dad. My dad takes all his anger out on me and acts like its my fault. I wanted to run away but I didn't because I wanted to know if there was a better way. There was. I sat my dad down and talked to him about how mean he is to me. We both promised to have better attitudes toward each other. Now we are getting along better. We aren't the best of buddies but we still act like we are father and daughter. We started having time together and life suddenly got better. It felt like a giant sumo wrestler being thrown off my back. I think this is what you should try to do. Your family needs to know how they make you feel and how they can finally join you as a family. I really hope I helped because I don't want you to end up making a misteak that would make your life worse. If this doesn't work there are tons of people better than me to talk to. You could also try going on your own little vacation. Sometimes families get on each others nerves and the cure is almost always having some time away from each other. I do apologise for making this long but helping people is my specialty. I hope your life gets better. Gather your courage and make it count hon.