Sadness...

Anzel's picture
Firstly, I found a grass formation that, when looked at the right way...looks like a stick figure...

And secondly...only posing can show the sadness felt by Anzel's human right now...



I've had a bad day...gah...I wish I could communicate with others in the game.....
Echee's picture

Why are you sad?

Why are you sad? Sad
Anzel's picture

A kid at school

A kid at school just...harassed me...saying 'hey baby, how about a hug?' and stuff...>_<; Gah...

And...my mom...who almost died a few months ago from alcoholism...well...I found a beer can under her car seat...

My dad...I can't say why he bugs me :x Let's just say he is too arrogant for his own good.

And my parents chain smoke...which is getting bad for me. I think it's the cause of my recent 'post-nasal drip'. They quit drinking, and...now they smoke more...and it makes me sneeze and feel sick. (an eternal feeling of nausea...it's horrid)

That sums up my problem. Oh, and I'm a hormonal, moody mess XD;

*rant rant rant rant rant* Sorry Sticking out tongue
Laruna's picture

I take it Phase 2 didn't

I take it Phase 2 didn't work? Sad
Echee's picture

I would kick that kids butt

I would kick that kids butt if I saw him or her! GRRRRR!
And I'm really sorry to her about your mom and dad. I wish I could help ya. But know Timber would give ya a big hug if he could. Im really sorry. Know what always helps meh? Sit down and stare up at the ceiling and go to sleep. It seriously helps. Laughing out loud <3 ya
Anzel's picture

Laruna - Nope. The problem's

Laruna - Nope. The problem's in the game engine, lol. *i'm stupid*

Timber - It was a him, lol. And it helps me to rant...or write. Listening to Wolf's Rain music also helps Sticking out tongue
Echee's picture

LOL! Hey feel free to rant

LOL! Hey feel free to rant on for hours cuz I love stories. But Im really sorry. Have you tried talkingto your parents about their smoking? How you dont like it?
Anzel's picture

It's not just that I don't

It's not just that I don't like it, it's that I'm allergic to the smoke.

They don't give a flying bat's guano. ;-;
Blackhoof's picture

Oh don't worry about

Oh don't worry about it
Nirish /Anzel. I mean my school is kinda the same way.
Really you will learn to get over it. But sometimes I'm not sure?
Mainly I ignore it, but if I would have saw him I might have gotten a temper!

But its rare that I go real off on people. I really can't help
ya with dis? Maybe you should take a nice walk one day I guess and forget about
your problems. Where I used to live I use to walk in the woods. Nothing more peaceful than
nature...unless something is getting eaten!

But it helps me, a nice quite feild, or forest, or maybe just walking in a quite neighborhood.
Not sure Nirish but I think you should try? You don't have too but it could help?
Echee's picture

Yeah, I hate the smell of

Yeah, I hate the smell of smoke. Makes me cough, and feel naseus. I'm so sorry. I hate when they dont give a rip. Well, honestly, its really not healthy, to breathe in second hand smoke. They're making you sick. Maybe you should try to talk to them. Sad

Oh Anzel... *hug* D; D; I

Oh Anzel... *hug* D; D;
I really wish I could meet you. ;__;

And can I just say that the set combination you're wearing is extremely beautiful? <3
I have no idea why. But I just think it's so pretty!
Anzel's picture

One day, when the game

One day, when the game engine is updated, maybe it'll be possible Sticking out tongue

And thank you...I took a long time designing it. It was either this mask or the orca-like mask (pretty eyes), but I liked the way this one worked with the golden eye spots:3
Laruna's picture

I'm sorry to hear that, and

I'm sorry to hear that, and about your folks, Anzel. My mom and dad used to drink heavily, but now only my dad drinks and my mom smokes. I don't think they realize (initially) that it's possible for everyone to suffer from their habits. I agree with Timber, you should try to talk to them, if you can. Talk to them about smoking outside instead, not in the house or in the car. These are small compromises which I'm sure will benefit your health.
Anzel's picture

They're chainsmokers,

They're chainsmokers, though. They'd be out 12 hours a day if they smoked outside :/
Kumiko's picture

*nuzzles* Awww there there.

*nuzzles*

Awww there there. Take some time to relax in the forest. It has such a peaceful atmosphere that it can make almost any bad day seem good. (That's why I'm getting ready to play- rough day at work).

If it makes you feel better, I've been in situations like that at school, too. Though the cheesinesses of what the guy said just made me laugh instead of getting upset. XD

And sorry to hear about your parents...I'm sure that's rough but don't forget that we're all here for you. Smiling
Anzel's picture

If any of you are

If any of you are interested, you can go look at the artistic talent that my sadness gives me Sticking out tongue

(i'm gonna upload a sketch of anzel that i just made, bwahaha)