Runnin' from my life | Altair | The Endless Forest

Altair

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"Where did you go? Why does it hurt so much?"

Recently:

11.19.2019 • ...

8.24.2019 • Lots of missed updates. Surprise visit from his parents which resulted in bruises on his neck and face courtesy of his father. Jae swooped in for their scheduled hangout and intimidated Mr. Hussain out of the building. Drinking, flirting and smoking ensued. Had a really rough few weeks. Ran out of anxiety medication and sleeping pills. Depression took over and he found himself in bed more often than not. Barely ate. During his one trip to the forest, found his best friend curled up with another and damn near lost his mind with jealousy and rage. Laid in the pond until Larkspur came to find him. Then proceeded to run away and hide. Found out that he's smol enough to hide literally anywhere. Finally got too tired to run and turned on his heel to challenge Lark. Acted a damn puny fool and smashed his tiny antler spikes into Lark's chest. Called him a flower fuck. Iconic. Ran off and sprawled out in the blue bowl for days. Probably nearly got eaten a few times, but didn't move. Was close to death when Lark found him and the two begrudgingly made up. Still not doing well since, but is at least moving.

4.18.2019 • Altair went to Issioria with Larkspur and got a nasty fright from a dragon the two stumbled upon in a cave. Sustained some pretty heavy injuries and had to recover at Larkpsur's home. Fairly traumatized from the entire event. Has become more sensitive to touch and more fearful.

Basic

Basics

Name

Altair Hussain

Picto

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Age

22 yrs

Gender

Male, he/his

Orientation

Homosexual

Size

#33

Species

Brocket deer, Egyptian plover influences

Scent

Wood smoke, soil

Reference

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Favourite places

The churchyard, the blue bowl

In-Depth

Loyal • Submissive • Stubborn • Sarcastic • Passionate • Sensitive • Protective • Generous • Private • Quick-tempered • Masochistic

Altair was born outside of the forest, as a human, and left his family pretty young to escape abuse from his father. He was an only child, and was on his own for most of his life, just wandering. Eventually he found the forest, where he could be safe, and he took time to get to know the area.

Altair has been blind since he was a young teen. He is able to see shadows and differences in light. He uses sound and energies to navigate, though he still bumps into trees or other deer frequently.

He does not enjoy being touched very often, unless by a trusted individual, and prefers to be the one to initiate.

Altair enjoys playing with fawns because they are loud, and he is always able to track them with his other senses.

He is stubborn and argumentative and sticks by his own opinions. He always put himself before others, and refuses to do things out of his comfort zone. However, he is also submissive, and if someone was to intimidate him in any way, he would submit, unwilling to fight since he knows he is at a great disadvantage.

Though he wouldn’t admit it for a moment, he is desperate for a protector, and to find someone to love him. He’s been alone for so long that he finds himself lonelier than ever.

He isn’t incredibly open, or talkative to those he does not trust. But once he does open up, he is comfortable enough to babble on passionately about the things he enjoys in life.

Appearances

Deer vs Human

Deer form: Small, slightly malnourished and frail-looking. Carries his large, round ears forward and constantly moving to catch sounds. His eyes are grey-blue and pupil-less. His fur is soft and fluffy in certain places. His colouring matches that of an Egyptian Plover, but otherwise he is perfectly deer-like. His antlers are barely three inches long.

[In-forest: Nightfall pelt, barn owl mask & barn owl antlers, mini-deer]

Human: About 162cm tall, thin and lanky. His skin is medium toned, and he has a heavy dusting of freckles on his cheeks and nose. Altair's eyes are milky blue. His hair is silvery-white with dark roots. He wears a lot of baggier clothing like sweaters. He dresses like a typical "hipster".

Relations

Relations

+ Jae, Larkspur, Alchemilla, Zirkon

= Kokabiel

Other

Other

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