Yeah, it's tough, but sometimes these things bring good closure after the fact. What would you be doing in South Carolina if you went? Do you want to go?
We would stay at a hotel on the beach. And probably visit Chris's house. Oh I forgot to mention my Aunt would be going to. How I feelhmm I feel like I want to go to the beach cause Chris once said the ocean is the earths heartbeat and it seems like a calm peacful healing place to go. However,I dont know how I or my mom would act in this situation. And thats why she is iffy on going down for my B day cause she does not want it to be sad.
aaaaaah, okay. Well, I will pray that whatever decision is made, you will have a wonderful birthday because of it and that the healing would outweigh any tough emotions
New York was amazing!!! It was chock-full of things to do, but amazing!!! We got to perform on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, and I got to see some old friends, so yeah, everything went really well! I'm glad to be home now though, and catching up on sleep, haha!!
oh, I am in the tenth and the 14th pics, and then again with the b-day hat and the b-day cazoo. Then with my head tilted back blowing the kazoo, haha, we were being very silly....Hahahahaha, I love how night and day a face can be with and without stage makeup.....
So, maybe this is a weird question, but I just thought I'd see, how do you feel like your doing now compared with 6 or 7 months ago? Same? Better? Harder?
Let me try to explain ok so its like Ive realized hes gone he is really gone. And now Im trying ( emphasis on trying ) to accept it. In a way its harder but less chaotic.Does that make any sense?
Yes, definitely. I find it's always weird--especially through the first year--going through life and figuring out how your doing it now without that person.
I am going to post probably a poem tomorrow about my feeling but mostly its about how incomplete I feel.And I guess how I put how feel incomplete thats why I have crying moments because im incomplete thats about the best way I can piece it together.
Hey! How are you?
umm .. not so good We
We might be going down to SC (where Chris lived when he died) around my birthday. That I dunno.
His house went up for sale 12 days ago and within 9 days it was sold we got that news on Monday.
Wow. are you upset about the
Yes and no *chuckles* I wish
My birthday is May 19 ( sweet 16)
Yeah, it's tough, but
We would stay at a hotel on
i see, yeah, I'm sure it
Actually it was my Aunts
Oh how did New York go on no wait your (slave job)?
aaaaaah, okay. Well, I will
New York was amazing!!! It was chock-full of things to do, but amazing!!! We got to perform on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, and I got to see some old friends, so yeah, everything went really well! I'm glad to be home now though, and catching up on sleep, haha!!
hey, i wonder if you can view
It's a facebook photo album that my friend Ana made. it's got some of our NY pics, but no dancy pics right now =P
Thanks. *pouts * it sounds
*pouts * it sounds amazing
Ohh the student choreography thing it will most likely be held in June.
I can see a pic with four people in it which one are you?
oh, I was just about to ask
You can see it!!! YAY!
oh, I am in the tenth and the
No I cant I can only see the
That going all right I have about 39 more counts to do with Kelsy and the one for my brother is slowly progressing
lol, I feel like such a
oh fart. Oh well, we tried.
LOL Um there going to rent
So, maybe this is a weird
Different Let me try to
Let me try to explain ok so its like Ive realized hes gone he is really gone. And now Im trying ( emphasis on trying ) to accept it. In a way its harder but less chaotic.Does that make any sense?
Yes, definitely. I find it's
I am going to post probably a