WARNING This journal is for Role Playing Purposes, and although everything in this journal is true, there are no hard fealings, nor are hard feelings ment to be developed.



WinterLeaf woke in the birch forest in the comfort of the tall wheat grass. He felt most comfortable there; his new pelt and mask blended well with the golden colors of the grass, and when he opens his eyes it gave them time to adjust to relenting sunshine he resented so much.

“Why can’t it rain?”

He looked at the twin god statues in the distance and sighed, ”I was born in the wrong forest. But then… If I weren’t here then I wouldn’t have met Nala, or felt the joy of fatherhood.”

WinterLeaf thought he was alone but a certain sent caught his attention, one he hasn’t sensed in some time. “ I can’t believe I forgot! JADINE!”

WinterLeaf ran as fast as he could, he hadn’t seen the deer that adopted him in the cold dark rain sense he was a fawn! The excitement bubled up in his body, but the adrinalin wouldn’t make him run any faster.

But then not 15 antlers away, there she was laying in the shade of a tree in a patch of flowers.

He stoped.

Something was different. The life in her eyes has dulled. He walked slowly.

”Jaidne?”

”WinterLeaf! You’ve grown dimfawn!”

”Yes Jadine, I have a mate too, and we’ve adopted a youngfawn as well!” Where is the light?

Jadine’s smile faded.

“Aren’t you happy for me?”

”It’s not that.”
”Then what? Do you think she isn’t good enough for me? Or I’m not good enough for her?! Are you worried about Dynomite?! He didn’t want to hurt her, but when she stayed silent and stared at her feet it made the feelings boil. ”I KNOW I WASN’T PUT HERE TO HAVE TRUE HAPPINESS OR WARMTH OF A MATE JADINE! BUT I CAN’T HELP FALLING IN LOVE!! IF YOU CAN HA-“

Jadine rammed her great antlers into WinterLeaf’s side sending him to the earth.
I’VE BEEN THROUGH TWO MATES WINTERLEAF! TWO! They have both left me! The first disappeared! And the second found happiness that can be in the forest just as much as he can!... I’m happy for you really, maybe she’ll be different then the stags I’ve loved. But don’t be too upset if it doesn’t work okay. Don’t be like me either.”
Jadine left WinterLeaf gasping for air, he found the hidden message hiding behind the dull eyes that were once bright with love for another deer.
He passed out in the flowers, dreaming of a beautiful doe galloping alone in the sun she loved and he resented so much, and he couldn’t wait for the weekend to be over.