It's been so long since Ive visited this place, I havn't felt like being here in a very long time, I don't remember why I left but I knew it had to do with my heart.

I shouldn't have come today I felt so sick, so depressed waking up in the temple ruins was new for me. I don't realy like it there and it brought back old memories. Good times realy. But i didn't want to think of him anymore. I'm not used to feeling so alone in this warm bright place, none of my friends seemed to be around nither.



I walked to the pond without trying to call attenstion to myself from any of the strange deer that where around. But no luck. I ran strait into a small heard just on my way. Stoping in my tracks and backing up slowly seemed to save myself from getting noticed. Although I missed the forest I felt like I didn't wan't to know anything about these strangers. I didn't even want them to see me let alone know me. I realized I didn't even wan't to exist.


Finaly making it there to my destination I began to drink, ever aware of my presence and of those around me. I don't want to interact anymore. Then. Something was staring at me, something from the water. I jumped out making a huge splashing racket that destroyed the piece. WHO WAS THAT! IN THE WATER? the water? I steped closer piering in what I knew now as my reflection.

But I was different. My eyes were dull, my nose was dry and cracking. And my antlers? these dreaded pointy spikes! *ACHOO* There. My heavy keys are back! A little more intimidating than the gazzel antlers, maybee it'll keep the strangers away.



Then I noticed another precence an all to familare one. a deer I could have spent more time with but neglected to. Looking up I saw him. Perplex. He started towards me. And I bulted. I didn't want to see him. from the brief moment that I did I knew he looked different, but I did'nt want to be neer him, or anyone right now.



I ran and hid at the temples. I dont' know why, but I thought that maybe I could hide there. from everybody! I gave out a giant moo. STAY AWAY FROM ME! Tripping into a whole I must have passed out for when I woke up. it was much later in the afternoon. I'm selfish, I now he just wanted to say hi, he didn't want to hurt me.

I found him at the Gods Hill.

I'm sorry Perp. Sorry.


Jadine