August 5, 2009 - 12:35am — Aegle
I will never forget that day. The day that I was brought here…I awoke near a large ominous oak. The tree twisted high into the air, where it intermingled with the small helpless trees. Those loud cries, Oh the fear… I stood. I looked down at my small legs. Who was I? Aegle. The name swirled around my head. Aegle. That was me. A small light above me head, like a halo. I was no angel, that much I knew. This light contained my symbol. I walked around. My hoofs made small imprints in the loamy soil beneath my feet. I smelled the air... so crisp... so clean... A figure. A beautiful figure was on the other side of the pond. It lay there, staring at the small fish. I heard it whispering to them. The fish swirled about the beautiful figure happily. I became fearful. What was this... The face was so bright yet, so lost. Its eyes almost eerie…. And the colors of this being...brilliant golds, blues... Suddenly its ears perked up. It noticed me. I tried to scramble behind a tree. It gently pawed the ground. Its eyes full of compassion, so peaceful, I approached. And this was the day that I had met her. The day I met Shyla.
Shyla was my best friend. She taught me all that I know. I dreamed to be like her. This doe, which was once a stranger whom I had feared, taught me love. She also was not fond of strangers...She protected me... watched over me... Every time I feel asleep near her, I felt safe.... I loved her... She was my best friend, my mother...
I was growing older... the seasons were changing yet; I was still a young fawn. When I awoke one morning I could smell that sweet familiar scent. Shyla was near. I ran through the forest carefully, I was sure to not get near to any other deer. When I saw her I smiled. Her once bright eyes were dull, she wore a small frown. Someone was near. A stag. I saw him off in the distance watching. He seemed so angry... so harsh. She told not to go near. She warned me. But I did. I approached his massive hide. He simply stared at my pathetic shaking body. I slowly bowed before him. Unamused by my fear he ran off. This was the day I had met Masque.
As a fawn I could see Shyla loved this stag. I always brought him over to her. He seemed puzzled by my behavior. Sometimes I wished he would look at me as he looked at Shyla. As I grew older my relationship with him flourished. He always watched over me. He no longer looked at me as if I was a pathetic being... but he looked at me with love. I never looked at him more than a friend. Until Shyla began to visit less often... Until she finally stopped, She gone. I looked for her everyday. I could barely sleep. The haunting dreams came back. But I seized the opportunity. I was selfish. I wanted him to look at me like he did to her. And he did. But it was a lie. I was imagining it. And the day Shyla turned on him, I selfishly defended him. I knew what he was doing was wrong. But I loved him. This was the day I lost Shyla.
I knew I had done wrong. I hated my self for it. This spiraled into my first fit of depression. Shyla was gone. Masque helped me through it. I told him how I felt and he did not. He loved her. I knew it. I was so foolish. Such a foolish doe! I was angry. I was selfish! I lost my best friend for him?! Oh, I still love him though. He will forever be my friend. And as will Shyla. The doe that saved me. And even if I sometimes feel she abandoned me, it was all me own doing. I remember when she left. I felt so lost. I would have given anything for her return. And when she finally did I betrayed her. Her eyes were so cold now. So lost. I felt as she lost herself, I became lost too. I'm sorry to both of you. I will never ask for your forgiveness. Shyla I hope that one day you will find happiness. You deserve it. You made the good parts of me. Never blame yourself for the bad. And Masque, oh, you silly monster…. -small grin- you as well.
Clavier. I still see her as a little fawn. She was just like me. But I resented her the first time I saw her. "Why was this fawn like me?! Shyla! No! I-I'm yours! Not her!" I thought... I was so selfish. I would not let this fawn near. I could not share Shyla. She belonged to me. I think I hurt Shyla when I acted this way. She saw who I was. Who I would be if she had not rescued me? Time grew long. I began to accept this "nuisance". Before long we were friends. I became a doe. And I tended to Clavier as if she was my child. I would have died for this creature. I took every blow for her. But she was never happy. One day I approached her and she was gorgeous. She had grown into a doe. I still would protect her. Until she one day found love. I saw her face, so full of joy! I felt like I had accomplished something. But in the depths of my heart I was still jealous. I would never show it. Clavier, thank you. For saving me. I'm sorry for any pain I have caused you.
These memories... some so sweet... some I would like to forget..... I still find myself lost. I doubt I will ever find myself. But to those of you who have tried, I thank you. -tears-
LONG. HARD. DRAMA. c: ENJOY.
I ENJOYED. lul, I wonder how
lul, I wonder how Shyla first met Masque. The first time he and Tuna ever came close to each other, he burned her best friend's wrist with a cigarette. |D GOOD TIMES.
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Bios
Forest FAQ
YES. c: I bet it was
I bet it was something along these lines:
Masque: Hey Sexy
Shyla: -slap-
Masque: NOOO. :c
Bad Masque!
ASGJDFG SO TRUE.
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Bios
Forest FAQ
It was actually more along
Shyla: -stalk-
Masque: -Glares and moves away-
Shyla: -follows-
Masque: GET THE FUQ AWAY CRAZY
Shyla: -Hide- ...-stalk-
XDDD
IT WAS SO ROMANTIC
Anyways...I dont want to get in the habit of replying to things but this was...sweet? >< I dunno. I've missed so muhc I feel kinda uninvolved though obviously I am -squeak-
Darcy and Shyla's Updates/Bios
SO YOU WAS THE STALKER?
And yeah. You've been gone so long! I missed you! Yet another of Aegle fits has ended!
THAT'S JUST ABOUT ACCURATE.
I applaud Aegle for this, though. C:
If you want him to say something, he can; he really ought to be given permission before he opens his mouth.
I'm trying sooooooo hard to
Baw. <3 ...That is all. P.S
...That is all.
P.S Your writing wins <3
-- Dannii <3
A... Aeg... le...
...*smiles and bursts into tears*
Well written! c: I'm glad she's almost/kinda/sorta back to normal. <3
Yeah! And I like how you put
And I like how you put that! c:
' Oh Darling, its ok. -nuzzle-