S i l a s D j i n n
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Gender: Male
Age: Adult
Size: 3
Scent: AMBER LIGHT GOLD
Forest appearance
Personality: He has confidence issues and a lack of masculinity. He won’t stand up for himself in a fight or even an argument. He’s caring and trusting towards most anyone he meets right away, and if that trust isn’t betrayed he can quickly becoming a very loyal friend. He wears a mask most of the time to hide his face, but he has shown himself before on rare occasion.
Background: Silas has always been a shy and fearful soul. As he grew older the other deer his age sprouted to the normal adult size, but he remained small. This only humiliated him, making him hide away from others even more. He would sleep during the day and be awake during the night, usually too afraid to leave the safety of the Ruin. Loneliness chewed away at him.
He knew how unhealthy it was to live this way, and decided to pray to anyone- or thing- that would listen. When he went to sleep he had a very vivid dream. (picture link) He was standing face to face with the biggest deer he'd ever seen. He was young in the face, but his antlers had grown so long that the ends were twisted together and covered in moss. His coat was magnificently long and grey. He smiled down at the young deer, and explained that he was a forest deity who had heard the boy's prayer and decided to help him by giving him an enchanted mask that would help him conquer his fears. Overjoyed, Silas took the mask he was offered.
When he awoke, he had on the same mask he was given in the dream. He felt like he could take on the world! He found himself stepping away from the Ruin without hesitation and made himself known to his fellow deer.
One night on his way back to the Ruin, (where he still slept) and encountered the Old Oak. He found himself afraid of its sound, and felt like something was watching him in disdain from its dark interior. Perplexed and terrified, he fled the place. He found it strange that the mask hadn't worked on that tree. This was one of two fears he would still be plagued by with the mask's assistance. The other fear he would face was taking the mask off. It had quickly become his crutch. Now he wasn't lonely, yet he felt very empty. What good was having this confidence if it weren't truly his?
I believe my doe Mariposa met
@Bayleen Yes, I remember her.
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OOC: I'll make a starting
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The clear, crisp chirps of crickets sang in choirs throughout the thin, towering trees of the forest. their branches were high, blocking out any moonlight that attempted to spill through- save for clearings or the pond. In the deep haze of blues, blacks, and soft greens that enveloped the ground and trees, they were tinted with the soft oranges and yellows of fireflies. This world was much like undisturbed water; a looking glass. It was clear, vivid in color. And even with the disturbance of nocturnal creatures, it remained so.
Silver-grey eyes loomed in the darkness of a large, 'Old Oak', as it was known. Here the forest silenced itself for the hum- the song- of the tree. The sound did not drown out others. Nor did it prevent other sounds from being heard. But it was loud and thrummed through the very being of the creature that looked out through it. To her, it was simple, lulling background noise. The company she had earlier had long since left- or perhaps it was she, that had left it? the deericorn could not be certain of this. In silence, she continued to watch the glowing of the fireflies in the distance. Her long, white tail snaked out from the darkness of the tree. The tip of it was lined with thick, long hair and fur, and brushed away dead pine needles from the ground absent-mindedly.
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In a distant patch of
Using the hum of the Great Oak as a landmark, he struck out into the darkness beyond the flowery clearing. He would have to pass its entrance on his way.
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'How curious.' These words
Whoever the stranger was, for a moment they were captivated by the light of the half-moon, looking up through the trees. Perhaps he had a better view over there. Sabel, on the other hand, got a better view of his.... face? He appeared to be wearing a white mask, with red and black markings decorating it. Masks were not uncommon in the forest, and she could not see the entirety of it. With a soft laugh, she drew her tail back within the tree and carefully stood. Perhaps company, even at this hour, wouldn't be such a bad thing. She began to formulate a plan in her head as he came closer. It wasn't the best, but it would be amusing.
The closer he drew,the further back she hid in the shadow of the Oak's hollow. The moment he arrived in front of the tree, however, she planned to jump out at him.
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It didn't matter how many
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About ready to pounce on the
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He picked up on the movement,
"By the gods..." He said, relaxing. "I thought everyone else was asleep...!"
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She chuckled softly at his
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"Silas. Silas Djiin. It's a
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The smile on her face seemed
"Ah, the lavender flowers. That is what I prefer to call them, at least... their colors are lovely, and their scent is light in the air. Nothing in comparison to the blue bowl though. I'm sure it looks even better in the moonlight." Sabel continued, her ears twitching at the sudden change in his voice. Much like his mask, he was not easily readable. The doe's silver-grey eyes focused on his mask in contemplation. But asking about it... base don his demeanor... no, it wasn't a good idea. "You know, you would find it surprising how many creatures wander around at night. My sleep has been quite disturbed as of late, so I have been witnessing it."
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"Creatures?" He tilted his
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"Creatures?" He tilted his
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She chuckled a bit at this.
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"Do you stay up at night
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At his stuttering, her smile
"Only recently. I have lived in this forest for my entire life, but the fact that you do not know me... " she trailed off, chuckling. "To explain this... as I said, my sleep has been disturbed. But only because I have slept too long. Long enough for it to be autumn in another year."
His softness and shyness with reacting was overwhelmingly melting. but it only made the deer wonder, what could have made him like this? If they ran into one another more often, and she didn't... sleep, perhaps she would find out.
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"I've never heard of a deer
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tracking track
"Perhaps. I'm alright, so I
She became quiet, her eyes flicking back and forth between the trees and her new Acquaintance. There was no need for such paranoia. But perhaps there were things less friendly than herself lurking around tonight. She turned to face him again, shaking dirt clumps out of her hooves. "You said you were heading somewhere earlier. Would you mind if I walked you there?" the doe asked, her grin reverting back to that rather softly placed smile. "It might do us good- to get a good walk in." she added, her tail swaying back and forth in anticipation. "I'm not sure staying stationary will help with sleeping issues."
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"Ah, yes, I stay at the
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"You seem rather nervous. Are
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"I'm alright, I'm just not
He looked up to the mysterious doe as they walked. "Thank you for accompanying me."
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Was this deer from this
"Your welcome. To be honest, I don't like to be alone very often."
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"Neither do I." He said. For
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The breeze that brushed past
Her pace was increasing- not in the sense to move past him, but rather, to encourage him to move faster. She skipped rather playfully on her hooves, rearing back and giving him a last second grin. As her fore hooves touched the earth again, she pushed off from the ground- speeding away. "You've got some energy, right? Keep up!" she called back, laughter left in her wake.
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For the moment, Silas was
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Laughter and the heavy
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He lost his sight and
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In all of their fun, they had
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He looked around for a
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Sabel held her hooves up to
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He cried out in 'surprise,'
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Sabel's body was sent flying
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Silas winked, chuckling. "The
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((Sorry about the late reply,
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Her laughter began to die down, the doe carefully standing and shaking herself off. Oh, how he had such a playful ego. It was fascinating, too- to find someone who accepted her playing and did not tire out easily. This very rarely happened, but perhaps this was because she simply attracted others with less energy than herself. "Oh really? You really think so?" she asked in a false, excited voice. It resembled that of a fawn, innocent and believing. That is, without the belief. She flipped her head, her long mane moving out of the way as the doe giggled. "You're quite entertaining."
As her breathing became regulated and her body still, she let the sounds of the night... and him... fill her ears, which twitched back and forth as they listened and watched the world around her. Her focus left him for the ruins they had made the trip to get to. They were covered with so much more moss now- and perhaps, sleeping deer. She wondered- who inhabited it now? Where had its old inhabitants gone? Were they still here?
This brought to mind a brief encounter with a deer named Raptor. He had also been quite playful, though lost in his past. But he was gone now. He had vanished... gone. Much like her parents.
She did not allow her expression to become lost in thought this time, nor her eyes to soften with distance. she stood resolute, alert. 'It is not wise to dwell on things that make your heart ache.' Sabel reminded herself.
"So you live here? Do you remember for how long you have?" she asked curiously, sitting down.
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{It's okay, I understand.
"I've been living here since my antlers only had two points. I left a lot behind, and found solace here." His voice had grown softer. He didn't seem to have the same philosophy about what to dwell on. It was clear he was trying to hide some wounds that hadn't quite healed, even after all this time later. "Back then, the day was foreign to me. It's changed since then, just a distant memory."
He remained standing, staring at the statues and headstones scattered along the outer perimeters of his home.
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(( I'm glad to hear that. c:
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So he had been here since a young age.... how perplexing. But not his entire life? It was rare to find others who came from distant lands- and even rarer to find those who had no spent their entire childhood here. Her silver-grey eyes carefully watched his mask. Though she could not see his expressions, his voice betrayed much of what he seemed to be feeling. Or perhaps, even this was simply a vague window into his emotions. 'This is all too familiar.' The doe thought to herself. Raptor had also had a hard time expressing himself, hiding behind a mask. 'How unfortunate.'
"I suppose your habits have changed. It..." she stopped herself. Not again. He would speak of his mask if he wished to. 'yet it was so tempting. so fascinating to ask.' "It's normal. My sleeping habits have made certain times a sudden foreignness as well."
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"I've always been in this
"But the gods made a way for me. I don't have to hide any more. I'm thankful for that." His voice remained soft, but now resolute, almost determined, as if he was forcing himself to be thankful. He shook his head. "I'm not sure why I'm burdening you with such talk... I suppose the night is revealing hidden things of my own."
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"Where I was sleeping...."
"It is not a burden for one to listen. It is only a burden if their mind is clouded with others."
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Silas's eyes remained on the
He turned towards Sabel. "Is that where you live? The Oak?"
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"Yes. I was born there, and
Her brows furrowed as she thought on the concept of prayer. it was common, here in the forest where the Twin Gods watched over all. Yet she had never found the need to ask them for anything- as somehow, she evaded any mishaps or joyless moments. She never found herself in danger or wishing for more. So why ask for such a situation to change? Djinn was her complete opposite. He had worries and unfortunate things to dwell on. His mind was clouded with worry. "If prayer changed your situation, but not for the better, are you sure further prayers would do the same?" she asked softly, edging a little closer. She tilted her head, leaning in to look directly at his mask- at him. "Do you wish for change, even at the risk of it being worse?"
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"I stopped praying years ago.
Within a collection of hazy memories, one remained clear. A memory of rising from prayer to find... him... standing between Silas and the twin statues. A being whose coat shone like the moon itself, and the moss decorating his antlers, which were long with countless points. So long that the ends had tangled and connected. The one who bestowed him with the tool to return him to the sun, to heal him of his isolation and fear.
The one who gave him the mask.
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As the stag explained his
She watched as his head slightly shifted, and she could no longer feel to intensity of his eyes burning into her own subconsciously. On instinct, she drew back into her sitting position- as if dismissed. "Test or not, I truly believe that one can only look foreward. though bad things happen, there is no changing them. And unless you can truly change them... it is not a good idea to let them remain so heavy in your heart." she stated. "From what you display, continuing to linger on these things only causes further sadness. Perhaps this is because I have never experienced such strong emotions..." she continued, beginning to anticipate something. Anger... lashing out. This anticipation felt familiar. "...why do you hold it so tightly to yourself? As if it were your very life?"
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"The daylight blocks out the
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Despite his situation, her
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"Someday, I want to leave the
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"Someday you might end up
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"I sleep on the broken column
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OOC: Interacting with you
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She chuckled at this. "Perhaps you are the crown resting upon the stone." she replied, lifting her head off of him. "I suppose that I'll keep my eye out for you, should I like a second visit. " she stated, patting him on the head with her tail. She took a few steps away, her ears flicking back and forth between him and the rest of the world. "I'm glad I joined you for a little walk. It was enlightening. If you should want to find me again, look at the Old Oak." she stated, casting him a sideways glance before trotting away. Her tail waved in farewell, trailing behind her contentedly as she wandered back into the trees.
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