January 12, 2012 - 12:08am — z.m123
Simply post some stuff about yourself.
You may post several times, and you may discuss.
I'll delete this if someone starts arguing.
- I have DSPS.
- I need to go to the toilet before I go to bed.
- I love animals & absolutely hate animal cruelty.
- I think humans as a race, are evil.
- I think I'm adicted to the internet.
- I only need 5-8 hours sleep. I'm tired if I've slept between 9-10 hours. I'm good over and under that, usually.
- I eat between 1 & 3 times a day.
- I hate being taller than males.
- I love my pets to death.
- I get bored quickly without electronic devises or books.
- I wish I could draw.
- I love music.
- I bite my finger-nails.
- I am a nervous person.
- I have a very pessimistic and negative point of view.
- I cuss alot.
- I'm violent.
Thats enough for now, might post more later.
Now you go. ♥
-I pour unfinished grape
-I pour unfinished grape flavored bottled water down my bathroom sink and don't tell my mom about it.
She hates it when I don't finish them.
-I like hummus.HUMMMUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-
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I meant to write in this a
- I have been off and on this site under different names for four years now.
- I'm generally pretty open-minded. Not a single thing ever surprises me.
- Notoriously unenthusiastic. I could probably care less. About everything.
- The way I converse online depends on the person I am chatting with.
- I don't instigate conversation. It's not something I do to be rude. It's kind of how I am.
- I am bisexual, but I find it extremely difficult to see myself in a relationship with a man.
- Can't and don't put on weight. This has been very frustrating, as I am currently underweight.
- I get jealous so very easily.
- What's played in character stays in character.
- Nudity is beautiful. The human body is a thing to be admired.
- You probably don't know it, but I have a very strong opinion about you.
- There are a few people on this site that I want to know. Really badly.
- There are also people on this site that I feel are ridiculously immature, and need to grow up.
- I am so very easily bothered by the people I talk with.
- Friendships come and go. I'm very used to this now.
- I hold my writing tools like little children do. Never grew out of it.
- Physically affectionate. I express most of my affection through touch.
- Perceptive and observant. I can normally see when someone's upset.
- I try to be unbiased, and investigate both sides of a dispute or discussion.
- My characters do not represent me. They probably have absolutely nothing to do with me.
- I consider the psychology behind everything everyone does. The human mind fascinates me very much.
- I am always on the receiving end of peoples' venting/ranting. I often yearn to vent to others too, but I have little faith that anybody will listen to me or care what I have to say.
- While I pity them, I view addicts of all kinds as cowards. The rest of us have faced our fears. Those that use outlets to banish them are only running away. These types of people strongly disgust me, mostly because of personal experience.
That's all I can think of, I think?
I'm going to be totally open
- I have a problem with real life
- I suffer from depression
- I'm suicidal
- I have been living alone for 22 years
- I don't have a job
- I don't have a car
- I don't have a partner
- I fail at life
- I hate my age
- I don't like any kind of activity that involves animals getting hurt
- I have an open mind
- I hate governments
- I hate people
- I hate being a human
- I love animals
- I was physically abused by my father for many years until I left home when I was 18
- I was bullied at school, then I had to come home to a physically abusive father
- I'm addicted to TEF
- I don't have any friends irl
- What few online friends I have, I love them very much, and they mean everything to me
- I know people are going to be shocked by what I've wrote here, because I usually come across as a generally happy guy. (It's just a mask I wear)
- On the 27th of this month, I'll have been playing TEF for 6 years
- My PC is my life
- I hate the way so many people are these days. Always fighting, telling others what to do, assuming things, caring about themselves and nobody else, the list goes on...
- I wish I had been born in the 1800's
- I believe in ghosts
- I wish I could get off this crazy planet and live aboard a big spaceship like Captain Kirk
- I believe in Satan
- I feel at home here. The Endless Forest seems to attract a different kind of player. Everyone just seems so friendly, and there's little to no drama - A rare thing these days! You guys are awesome! <3
- I hate myself
- I wish I wasn't born in the UK (I don't like it here) I wish I could live in the USA somewhere, out in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by mountains and trees.
- I wish I hadn't been born at all
- I like Germans
- I like to make things like programs, game levels, 3D models
- Some of my work has been mentioned in game magazines. I'm proud of that. I feel like I've actually accomplished one thing in my whole, dull life!
- I have rarely been happy in my whole life
- People have been spreading rumors about me, saying I'm a pedo and harrass people
- I don't understand why people can't just get along
- I don't like to fight/argue
- I have loads of love to give, but nobody to give it to
- I live like a hermit. I don't go out and socialize
- I have a feeling that being honest and open like this, is going to lose me friends
- I'm proud of my legs! I have muscular legs. (I used to cycle for miles and miles, and never got off my bike on a hill)
- I have a crazy sense of humor! (The world is one big joke to me)
- I'm not interested in current affairs
- I don't care for skin colour, looks, etc. It's what's inside that counts
- I'm an emotional retard
- I don't understand couples these days. Always fighting and breaking up.
- I know I will die alone
- I don't understand many parents these days. They don't seem to care about their kids and what they're doing, especially whilst online
- I don't know what all the fuss is over alcohol. To me, it's just a drink
- I don't understand some famous actors. They get rich, then go killing themselves doing drugs!
- I hate how the government think they own land. The world belongs to everyone.
- I think everyone should be able to live where they want to
- I rarely see anyone, even my own family
- I love my Benny (Jack Russell)
- I smoke
- I have few belongings. I don't need this that and the other. I can live without having loads of posessions
- I don't cook
- My depression makes me forgetful and do silly things, like keep forgetting to turn the kettle on after filling it with water
- I find it hard to concentrate sometimes
- I'm claustrophobic, but enjoy watching movies like "The Descent" because they makes me go all funny
- I think I'd do a good job as a Clown
- I love crazy people like clowns, mimes.
- I never had a childhood
- I want to try and get on with everyone, but I know that's not possible
- If people hate me, I'm OK with that. That's their right, and I believe people have the right to do what they want to do
- I used to work on cargo ships, taking cargo across the north sea
- I love the sea and would love to live in a lighthouse!
- I've never been in a plane before
- I never had a birthday party as a kid
- I have 2 sisters
- I don't like swearing
- My father used to take my things and sell them to buy ciggies
- My father once smashed a model boat I was building, just because I used his tools to build it
- I have been homeless and once had to sleep in a railway station toilet
- I don't have things people take for granted
- I rarely listen to music
- I don't watch TV
- I'm not sure what else to say right now, 'cept I love you guys! <3
Gee, that was long!
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- I'm very jealous
- I hate liars
- I have an accelerated metabolism
- Are experiencing a panic somewhere high
- My self-esteem at the bottom of the sea
- My heart is vulnerable
- Dependent upon people's opinions
- I have the addiction to the Internet
- I hate when I tear off the computer
- I panic if you want to go somewhere for a long time without the Internet
- I am ready to take an ax and kill the people that cause pain to animals
- I'm attracted to bright colors
- I love to paint
- I have a thoraco-lumbar scoliosis of the second degree (which is why going to the camp in June)
- I can strongly bind to the people
- Because of the metabolism of many I eat sweets ... I LOVE SWEETS
- I love kittens
- I hate school
- i hate my nose
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oh, I do not think that is all .... cause i dont know many about myself
/babbled ffuuu
Oh, um, this might be
-I am an absolute free spirit
-I hold a deep respect for all forms of life
-I try not to dislike anyone unless given a legitimate reason
-I may hold grudges, but am willing to immediately forgive if confronted about it (unless in rare situations)
-I was raised as Pagan without realizing it, but I never did mind not holding a name to my spirituality
-I find churches to be beautiful places, especially the old ones with tons of stained glass. I could spend hours looking at all of that.
-I am deathly terrified of harvestmen/daddy long legs...even though I know they're totally harmless. It's kind of ridiculous.
-I love blending contrasting extremes (Good and evil, male and female, fantasy and real life, etc.)
-When I was little, I lived in my own little world and was sort of oblivious to a lot of things that would have ruined a normal child
-I was harshly bullied when I was younger
-I am bipolar
-I tend to be sort of a hermit, mostly because my self-esteem is so low that I become paranoid of other people (Though I can be friendly/social should the need arise)
-To me, my art--even if it's shit--is probably what keeps me from ruining myself. I always have so much in my head at any given time; writing, painting, sewing, etc gives me an outlet and a way to bring some of those things into a tangible form
-One of my worst fears is my imagination coming to life
-I am extremely sensitive to physical and emotional distress and my body reacts accordingly; I get sick often, am constantly underweight, and generally unhealthy until I can get myself into a relaxed state again
-Sweets are my fuel, and tea is my elixir
-I love traveling and cannot wait until I have the opportunity to go back to Japan. Or to Europe~ Or anywhere, really.
-I cannot stand spicy foods, which is....ironic since I'm from New Orleans and lots of food here is famous for the copious seasoning XD
-Total Tolkein nerd (though pretty much enough of a nerd in general to frequent conventions and work at a Renaissance Festival xD)
-I place a very high value on aesthetics
-Aaaand I believe I've rambled quite enough ^^'
Ladeeda, totally going to add
- I'm possessive of what I feel and know is mine.
- My muse comes to me in the middle of the night.
- Easily irritated when I think someone is going something that is ridiculously ineffective and roundabout and wrong.
- Avatar: The Last Airbender, MLP: Friendship is Magic, TMZ, Criminal Minds, NCIS, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Animal Cops, and The Big Bang Theory are my TV addictions.
- I'm a danger to myself because I'm so uncoordinated and clumsy.
- If you are my friend, you will remain my friend until you have done something unforgivable.
- My hair is relatively long, but I'm still growing it out because I don't like short hair and also because I eventually want to donate to Locks for Love.
- I used to get made fun of because I had a horrendous overbite when I was little.
- If I think I have offended you in any way I will either avoid you or be completely and stupidly pathetic when around you to express how bad I feel for offending you.
- I used to love playing volleyball, but I also play(ed) tennis.
- Saying or thinking about Good byes make me cry and be a blubbering mess.
- I like softer, natural colors.
- I do not like going to church with my family. My very first impression of their religion as I sat in that church was that of sheep going to slaughter by their shepherd.
- I think I'm starting to lie better. I do not think this is a good thing..
- I like to take walks around my neighborhood.
- I prefer cartoon and animated movies to any other kind. Studio Ghibli <3
- When I eat, I graze. My dad (lovingly?) calls me a cow because I graze all day.
- I get very defensive and sometimes think violent things when someone tries to pry anything out of me that I do not want to share and won't leave me alone.
- If I have been doing something a certain way for a long time I will be the most stubborn person on the planet if you try to make me change.
- I get up at about 10:30 A.M. every day is allowed to sleep in, no matter what time I go to bed.
- I have written all of this because there's some part of my mind telling me that the more people know about me, the more justified I am in not being social.
- I have a bunch of stuffed animals on my bed including: an alpaca, a black cat, black wiener dog, mule, and gerbil named (respectively) Jake, Blacky, Blacky, Brownie, Buggaboo.
- The idea of a house fire terrifies me. I had nightmares when I was little of a white house ablaze, though I have never lived in a white house.
- I like big Chevy pickup trucks, but I don't like to drive. Almost caused an accident merging onto a freeway because I almost stopped on the ramp.
- The world would still turn if I killed myself. But I refuse to do so as long as I think someone would miss me.
- I like to do pixel art, but only coloring and very small pieces. I'm an amateur.
- I generally oblivious as to how the world works and what I'm supposed to do as an adult.
- I don't have the drive to go to college anymore and it doesn't really bother me. I'd rather just go to work and get into a cycle. I may go to college later on, but for now it holds no appeal to me.
- I discriminate by age and gender. I don't mean to, but if I don't know who you are or anything about you, I will treat you more openly.
- I tend to criticize other people's grammar. And nag a lot in general P:
- I'm social, but don't like to make new friends or really speak up with those I have. I linger in the background for the most part.
- I get sad easily and a few times the depression has immobilized me.
- If I don't know how to do something relatively well, I will refuse to do it until I know what I'm supposed to do.
- I know I said before that I hug, kiss, hold hands with etc. in an earlier post, but I am absolutely skittish when I'm not the one making the gesture first.
- I use the words 'absolutely', 'relatively', 'usually', 'something', and 'generally' too much.
- I would love to live in the country, or anywhere away from big cities.
- I don't think I'd care for traveling to other countries much.
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I'm always getting deja vu
- Human infants are ugly to me.
- I also become unsettled if I notice an infant watching me. Same with toddlers.
- Can't see myself ever having a spouse or w/e. I don't feel free when I date someone, thus I rarely ever date.
- I'd choose adoption every time over bearing my own children. What right is it of mine to have children when millions of children don't even have parents? The world's overpopulated anyways.
- I'm a xenophile. AKA a person who is attracted to foreign peoples, cultures, or customs. I'm mostly drawn to fictional extraterrestrials. Or just extraterrestrials in general and stuff.
- I'll probably get arthritis all over my body when I get older. My mom has it much worse than my grandmother. Her finger joints are so swollen she can hardly even bend them anymore. Can't even make a fist. I'm suspecting it'll be even worse for me. Weeee.
- Near obbsession with bones. Been tempted one too many times to pick up roadkill off the road to have the skeleton (or what's left of it). I resist it though since the corpse could have a disease or something else nasty. I also don't have a means of removing the flesh, etc. Mom would also freak if she found a head/leg/whatever in boiling water on the stove.
- A very keep-to-myself kind of person. I have few really close friends and I prefer to keep it that way. I feel crowded otherwise. My facebook has only maybe 30-something people added, for instance. My msn contact list also has maybe only half as many contacts as it did in the past, and I still don't talk to the majority of my contacts. Maybe only 5 do I talk to daily. I don't do this to be mean though..I'm just not very talkative.
- I often end up unintentionally guilt-tripping myself when it comes to my contacts. Back when I had a lot, I felt bad when I didn't talk to everyone at least once a day (there were too many). Main reason why I cut down so much on the list.
- I don't like physical touch, yet I instinctively do it a lot. With any good friend, I often associate them with a pap on the shoulder, slap, or smack. I usually don't do it so hard that it hurts the person, but if I end up doing so, I'll pet the part I touched and apologize, hah (but I never hit so hard that I bruise the person, dfj). My favorite kind of touch is hugs. Do those the most.
With people I don't know or don't care to know, even the lightest touch, evenif it's unintentional such as a shoulder brushing mine whilst I'm walking the halls at school, I have to keep myself from turning to face and glare at the person that did it.
I tend to keep myself physically distant from people I don't know. They will never be touched at all if I don't intend on getting to know them.
..This came out more lengthy than I anticipated.
ohboy HERE WE GO -I love
-I love animals.
-I hate being human, i'd rather be an animal.
-I want to live in Alaska one day and live where the mountains are in the distance.
-Other than the United States, I love Japan and France.
-I find different languages interesting and love to speak in them sometimes.
-I'm fat. Lol.
-Even though I have violent thoughts, I am so weak that a child younger than me can probably beat me up.
-I have different personalities. I act one way with one person and act another way with a different person. It doesn't matter if I've known this person for a while or what, I just have completely different personalities with different people.
-I love cats, but my family hates them. That is why I have three dogs and no cats.
-I switch from Atheist to Christian. I listen to Christian rock but I usually don't see them in Christian ways.
-12, but I hate being a child and wish I was an adult.
-I'm much more mature than other children, and just wish people would see I don't like being treated like i'm 12. Actually, some people treat me like I'm five...
-I HATE MY LIBERAL TEXTBOOKS AT SCHOOL. THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA IS A REPUBLIC, NOT A DEMOCRACY. "AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS..." (no offense to any liberals, but the United States is a republic.)
-I hate it when people point out my faults. I already know my faults and when people repeat them it's like rubbing it in my face.
-I get sad when important people die even if I never knew them.
-Horrible at sports.
probably will add more later.
Oh my! Don't hate being 12!
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