I feel really furious today. I feel like I've been ripped off in the worst way possible.
Okay, imitation is the most sincere kind of flattery, but that doesn't make me feel any less angry and... God, I'm just so... Urgh, I can't even find words for how resentful and angry I feel... The picture says more than I ever could.
I decided to give Redd an "alternate form", meaning what he looks like whenever I use him to channel my hate and spite and all those other nasty feelings that taste good as words.
When he's like this, he'll just be tearing erratically through the forest, shedding his whistle-mask to roar at the top of his lunges from as high up as he can get.
He'll even fly in this form for short distances and don't try and get close to him. He'll run away or chase you off. No matter what, he's aggression itself in this form.
But he DOES like other deer running next to him when he's like this. It helps him gather his thoughts and get back to himself.
In this form he can't feel other pain than what's on the inside and he won't speak. He'll only growl and roar. He can't control it, as it is just a reaction to me possessing his body to act out my frustration. It's still his own mind, but warped and animalistic.
He'll pick a fight if he can. But it probably won't end well for him, as he's not a very experienced fighter.
You are my vessel... whether you like it or not.
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Thank you, Spyrre, for cheering us up TwT
oh i like the design and how
I guess I know what you
Really liking this picture though, the black markings go so well with red and his expression feels like pure primal rage. Poor guy, especially knowing how gentle thing he usually is. Still loving the way you draw deer. <3
Thank you so much, that
Needless to say, you really helped both of us out... Thank you so much, my friend TwT
And yeah, it really sucks... Especially when you just KNOW you're over-reacting about it...
<3 I happened to see this
I happened to see this just before he ran past Spyrre and she noticed that something was wrong and followed him... so yeah I did know, sorry if you had to make him a bit toned down. ^^; Happy if he/you are feeling a bit better now.
Heh, happened to me too before... knowing that just doesn´t make you any less furious... and I guess it´s pretty understandable in that situation. Art (or other creations) for an artist is something very personal, so of course it makes you angry when someone takes it not even thinking twice. <_<
I am somehow drawn to this
And it seems somehow alive. I admire this picture! <3
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@Spyrre: Yeah, and it just
And it's okay, I was cooling down anyway, so he wouldn't threaten someone he knows at that moment >w< Also, I plan on down-playing him the first couple of times I'm in-forest with him, just so I can be sure that people know about his aggression before I give it all it's supposed to have.
@DEERTH: Oh, geez, thank you so much! I WAS having some pretty strong emotions when I drew it, so for it to shine through the picture isn't surprising... I'm just happy I can give something to people even when I'm feeling negative TwT
And again, thank you so much, that's such a great compliment! TwT *huggles you*
*hugssss back* I'm always
No problem! I love your art, just!
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You're too sweet, man TwT
Eeh, your art is good enouff
And it's in my soul or heart to be sweet, it seems. But not to guys that get on my nerves in real life.
<3
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Don't I know THAT problem
And don't worry, if you work on improving your art, you'll see it get better quickly! >w< I'll be glad to give you some tips on how to quickly get better at one specific thing, if you want? >w<
Oh, sure, you're too kind! I
Maybe, if I get my scanner working, I can post pictures made by pencil and gouaches and everything art-ish I may find at my house. xD
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Oh, that's a good idea! >w<
Oh thanks again!
I'll inform you when I post pictures etc. and get my scanner working, then, you can see my level of skill *poor skill xD *.
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Awesome! >w< And I'm sure
Awwh, that is just so
<3
Yeah, I guess it´s when you get attached to a subject or a style you give it a personal meaning, so someone ripping it off feels especially bad... Hope that people doing such things on purpose would realize that. =/
Yup, only I don't think this
So I can't even ask them to apologise or anything... oh, well.
In any case, I'm just so happy to be able to give a bit of the happiness back that you gave to me and Redd TwT
Eek, I'm sorry that happened.
-pets Redd-
Aaawwww ;u; *snuggles into* I
Thank you so much, you really just made my day SO much brighter TwT
Redd: *rubs up against like an over-sized kitten*
Quote: like an over-sized
#1 way to make me aww.
-squeezes Redd-
I'm really glad! ^^
Way to make ME smile now.
Heh, glad to give something
Redd: *chuckles and "purrs"*