Guh....I was reading on of my old post along time ago...
It was the post when I was leaving. I know you may hear me talk about it much and
I'm sure you wish I would shut up but for now hear me out! It's not much about
actually about the old post I wrote as it is about how I'm kinda feeling right now.
I need a break. Just like, a total relief pill or something. I don't know but something
like hit me like a rock and I just need a break....and truelly I don't know how long...
probably last for a short time though, it won't last like seven months or a year and crap.
Just a short breath of air from the forest.
I remember when I left it was a sad day for me and a few freinds...They
asked for me to come back soon but I came back changed....Or I flet changed.
Please don't ask me why? I just did, and I feel like I'm creating alot of murky
water for many other people who are nice and happy....I know it sounds so emo....>:P
But, hey every body's gots some type of feeling?
And I wouldn't blame people for thinking I'm crazy or something, becuase
I know there are some who do...
And also , to tell the trueth
just saying the word The Endless forest, brings a sharp pain in my head, like a depressing
head-ache. And I know this will be a big relief for some to know that I'm taking a break
...
Guh...
As for my dearest deer I play, Blackhoof, I think he needs some break too.
More or less, a restart button on his part. Coming here makes me feel tired, almost
out of breath, I need a break ... or something? Guh...For now to my deery freinds,
Darcy, Wyvern, Rowan, and the rest that I cannot begin to love, I have to thank
you for actually putting up with me XD ? ....That's if you could : d
But no matter, I will be on a short vacation from TEF for now...Now, don't think this
is some crapy attetion crap I'm doing becuase it's not ! Trust me! I do not want
any attention right now, and for a long time, I'm fine just hanging out in the
shadows of the forest and sitting down with any random deer. When I come back
I will probably have some pics that are owed, posted.
As for everyone else .... I hope you will reconize me in the very
soon future.
Goodbye :3 I wuv you my freindy freinds!
*passes out for a nice good rest*
Hopefully I will come back changed for the better.
*Huggle* I certainly hope
*tackels Rowan* I will miss
Feed Me!
Same here. :3
;___; An-nother one? -sigh-
-sigh- I guess I understand though, actually...I've been feeling very much the same lately. The only reason I haven't left yet is because I have NOTHING else to do with my time AND I feel loyalty to the friends I feel I do have left. But I've always taken that sort ofd thing too seriously, heh.
I hope you find the relief you're looking for...
Miss you! ;_;
Aww, Blackhoof, I'm going to
Oh, BH D: I for one don't
-- Dannii <3
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